“An ego state is a way in which we think, feel and behave, making up our personality at a given time.” -Counselling Tutor (The linked article has a pretty good overview of what they normally are, I highly recommend reading it!)
In all honesty, my therapists and psychologists don’t really know what they truly are. This is just our best guess. My egos are partially separated alternative personalities, splitting off from the base personality like branches of a tree. They’re formed as a coping mechanism and act as a mental crutch for when I/my base personality is incapable of coping with reality, and operate in a hivemind-like structure. We’re all aware of each other and what they’re thinking and doing.
They are not Alters. We are not a system. My disorder is similar in some respects to DID/OSDD, but we do not fit all the required criteria for a diagnosis.
My friends and I have created a similar vocabulary to what systems use, but not identical, as we do not wish to have people confuse us for systems, accidentally spread misinformation, or encroach on the system community.
Below is a list of all my egostates and their jobs! They all have special emojis and tags they use to sign off their posts, I, the Pilot, use no emoji and #mod sci! :)
Only non-quote posts will have signoffs to keep things clean.
CO-PILOTS
Primary job is to carry the burden of acting as the base personality/the "Pilot” Often have other roles alongside being a Co-Pilot.
📼-Walten (Jack Walten/Bon) Co-pilot, Defender, Trauma Barrier, “Counsil of Dads”
Hello, my name is Walten. You may also call me Jack or Bon if you prefer. My preferred pronouns are He/They/It. Please use tone tags when talking to me as I often struggle to understand emotions and message tones! My posts are tagged with #mod walten, while any quotes including me will be tagged #walten
📺-Megs Dreemur Co-Pilot, Caretaker, Defender, Ego Booster, Overseer
Howdy! I’m Megs! My preferred pronouns are He/They! I don’t pilot often since I usually just keep the others in line, but I’ll occasionally pop out and say hi! You don’t have to use tone tags around me, but you can if you want! All my posts are tagged with #mod megs and any quotes featuring me is just tagged #megs
🪖/😎-Corporal Damian Lawrence (SCP-106) Co-Pilot, Defender, Trauma Holder, “Counsil of Dads”
Hey, I’m Damian. My preferred pronouns are He/They! Please don’t call me “106” or use “It/Its” pronouns for me unless I allow you to! I’m just not comfortable with them. You don’t need to use tone tags around me, though I might occasionally struggle with understanding something and may ask for clarification! My posts are tagged with #mod damian
🐤- Doom Ducky Co-Pilot, Caretaker, Overseer, “Counsil of Dads”
Heya! I’m Doom Ducky, but you can just call me Doom! I don’t really care what pronouns you use for me, but I do prefer masculine/gender-neutral ones! I’d prefer you use tone tags around me since I’m not the best at understanding tones sometimes! ^^; Posts are tagged with #mod doom and my quote posts are tagged #doom
👁🗨- Black Mirror/Nowhere King Co-Pilot, Defender, Trauma Holder, Trauma Barrier, Overseer
Hello. I am Black Mirror. You may also call me the Nowhere King if you’d like. My preferred pronouns are He/They/It/Xe/Un/Rot. Tread lightly if asking me about my memories, it can be triggering. Please use tone tags when speaking to me. Posts are tagged #mod black mirror, and quote posts are simply tagged #black mirror
OVERSEERS
Primary job is to assist Defenders and Co-Pilots by suppressing any divergencies and keeping a low profile so potential threats aren’t aware of the egos.
🔔- Philip Ojomo/The Wraith Overseer, Caretaker, Internal Maintenance, Trauma Holder
Uh. Hi. I’m Philip. I go by He/Him or They/Them, but I don’t really care what you call me. I don’t talk often, I prefer to be left alone. But if you want to talk to me for any reason, I’m open to chat. Please don’t ask me about my memories of the Entity or my life prior to becoming a Killer. I don’t like thinking about it. You don’t need to use tone tags around me. You can if you want though- Posts are tagged #mod phil and quote posts are tagged #phil
🎁-Mortemyr (Mortality) Overseer, Trauma Barrier, Internal Maintenance
Hello. I am Mortemyr. My preferred pronouns are He/They/Rot. I am not all that social as I’d rather not get in the way of the others, but I am willing to make some exceptions. Please use tone tags around me! All of my poast are tagged #mod mortem and my quote posts are tagged #mortemyr!
DEFENDERS
Primary job is to take control during stressful situations and ensure the Pilot doesn’t suffer any more trauma. They’re often aggressive due to their nature as my protector parts, tread carefully when talking to them.
🌼-Flowey Head of Defenders, Trauma Holder, Overseer
Howdy! I’m Flowey! Flowey the flower! ;p I don’t really care what you call me, but I like He/They/It. Don’t expect me to be friendly. I’m not that kind of flower. (Flowey won’t admit it, but he does need help with understanding emotions, so please use tone tags around him!) Posts are tagged #mod flowey and quote posts are tagged #flowey!! :)
🎃-PR (Pumpkin Rabbit) Defender, Trauma holder, Overseer
Hello, I am PR. My preferred pronouns are They/He/Xe. I’m basically Flowey but less childish and without a god-complex. (Just like Flowey, he struggles with understanding tones and hates to admit it. Please use tone tags with xem!) Posts are tagged #mod pr and quote post are tagged #pr
🏵️-Frenchiest Fry Defender, Ego Booster, Trauma Holder, Caretaker, Internal Maintenance, Overseer
Well howdy darling! I’m Frenchiest Fry, but you can call me Fry for short. ;) My preferred pronouns are They/He, but you can basically call me anything you want except for she/her. I sometimes struggle with message tones, so I’d appreciate it if you use them around me! Thank you darling! Posts are tagged #mod fry and my quote posts are tagged #fry!
🐍-Virgil Jones Defender, Trauma Holder
Howdy, the name’s Virgil. I go by He/Him or They/Them. Don’t expect me to be too social. I’m not a people person. Ya don’t need to use tone tags for me. Posts are tagged #mod virgil and quote posts are tagged tagged #virgil
🔪-Chop Chop (Murder Monkey) Defender, Caretaker, Trauma Barrier
Hii! Am Chop Chop! Go by It/Its! They/Them ok too! :] Sorry for bad grammar, still learning! Am friendliest of Defenders, always open to talk! ^^ Pleas use tone tags for me, am not good with messages yet! Posts are tagged #mod chopchop n quotes tagged #chopchop
🖋️- Inkwell (Ink Demon) Defender, Trauma Holder
He/They/It - Posts are tagged #mod inkwell
CARETAKERS/INTERNAL MAINTENANCE/EGO BOOSTERS
Work behind the scenes to keep the Pilot and rest of the crew stable and functioning. Often the ones to remind others about the importance of self-care and may force other egos to take breaks if overused.
🍬-Salem (Witch Sheep) Head of Caretakers, Overseer
Hello, dear! My name is Salem. I go by She/They/Sie. I’m basically everyone’s mom, and I am always open to lend an ear if you need someone to talk to! Please do use tone tags when talking to me, I haven’t gotten the hang of message tones yet. ^^; All of my posts are tagged #mod salem!
✨-Asriel Dreemurr - Inner Child, Caretaker, Trauma Holder, Trauma Barrier
Howdy! I’m Asriel. I prefer He/Him or They/Them pronouns. I’m pretty shy, so I don’t talk a lot. I mostly just sit in the back and keep Flowey on a leash. But if you want to talk to me I can come out and chat for a bit. Please use tone tags with me! My posts are tagged with #mod asriel!
😱-SCP-096 Caretaker, Internal Maintenance, Trauma Holder, Trauma Barrier
Uhm. Hi. I’m 096. I prefer They/He pronouns. I’m like Asriel. I don’t really talk much and prefer to stay in the background. But you can talk to me if you want. :) Please use tone tags with me, I struggle understanding things sometimes. Posts are tagged #mod 096!
🍋- Neil (Monster/Lemon Demon) Ego Booster, Trauma Barrier, “Counsil of Dads”
Well hello there! I’m Neil, that one lemon-headed demon who sucks ass at rap battles. I usually go by He/They/It but I’m cool with other pronouns too! All of my posts (which are obviously the best) are tagged #mod neil!
🎞️- Bentley (Bendy) - Inner Child, Trauma Holder
He/They - Posts are tagged #mod bentley
🍖- Pink - Unknown Role??
Has typing quirk! Usually replaces ‘s’ with a ‘z’ and often shortens words down
Any Pronouns +neos - Posts are tagged #mod pink
DORMANT
Egostates that have become inactive because other Egos have taken their place.
🖤-Venom Defender, “Counsil of Dads”
He/They Posts are tagged #mod venom
Just a stupid inside joke about me constantly forming egos with fatherly roles. Often make vote on important decisions on the Pilot’s behalf when they can’t do it themself.
ANY QUESTIONS?
Feel free to ask any questions about me, my egos, and my disorder! We’re more than happy to help! I’m a huge advocate for the normalization of mental health discussions and hope shedding light on my own neurodivergencies may help others figure out more about themselves too!
Hey do you know alot about internal organs. Cause if so then i have a pretty specific question.
Are... are your organs covered in blood??? Since blood tends to flow thru the blood vessels, and if your body is healthy and all your blood vessels are imtact then your organs shouldn't be covered in blood, right? But just saying that feels wrong.
No, unless you are actively experiencing internal bleeding then your organs are not covered in blood. They are however wet, but it's cerebrospinal fluid and mucus that keeps them that way.
Trust me you do not want them to be in any other condition. If they were covered in blood then there would be no way for your body to effectively circulate that blood, leading you to bleed out. As for them being wet, I personally would not want to experience dry friction on my organs so I am more than okay with that
Also just to clear up any further confusion, cerebrospinal fluid (as the name implies) is contained to just your brain and spinal cord. The rest are protected by mucous
