Saturday revelation
Guys, it's finally clear for me, how could I possibly doubt it? I'm quitting my job and moving to Hungary to study an Msc... I need to write this down because maybe in 2 years (probably in less than that) I'll regret this decision, but now it's like a veil has been lifted from me... I don't care about going up in the career ladder (at least the one I'm currently standing in), that ladder is full of shit and suffering and pain and slavery, fuck them, fuck them all... that's it, I'm not selling my soul to this devil, for all I care, they can promote whoever they want, I'm leaving this hellhole... Is this worth so much suffering for 15 business days a year of "freedom"? HELL NO! About Hungary, well I don't know the language but I will ask for help to someone, anyone, and I will make it, if I have to live with less to study there and finally call myself a Magister then I will gladly do it, it's not gonna be the first time, I'm sure I can make it... Also, if things doesn't go as expected, well then there's always a back up plan... I'm sure of it (I'm gonna pay beforehand the coming back ticket)... And I know I will have to get used to studying like I was in college, it's not gonna be easy, but at least it will be MY DECISION to do so... If I have to study till long hours and pull all nighters, then I will make it, I'd rather do it to get a Msc, than to "make" it at work... God, thank you so much for finally giving me clarity, thank you lord, I just hope this is your plan for my life and that things will get better from this...
