@officialking: every day i wish i could bring you back. 27.09.15
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I. THE KINGS ;; “ I am so thankful for the family that I have and that I’ve lost, as I recall every year how lonely the holidays are when I realise everyone I’ve ever loved is gone from this world. That being said, when I had them and before I realised the immensity of how important family is, they were there for me and stood behind every decision I made, as long as I stayed true to my own feelings. I miss them every day, and every day I am stronger without them. Of course, there’s no chance for me to bring them back... And my memories of what my mum’s perfume smelled like, or what my dad sounded like when he was laughing, that’s fading, but the love that I feel when I think about them, that never goes away. ”
II. EX-GIRLFRIEND ;; “ As strange as it sounds, I am in fact grateful of my ex girlfriend. We were good together, for that little while, before everything turned to shit. Nicola was too much for me to handle; she wanted things I couldn’t give to her. Certainly not back then, and even now I struggle to think that I could have ever been enough. I don’t even think I ever loved her. I was young and stupid, and probably just confused lust with love. But, I’m ever grateful to her for giving me two beautiful daughters. I’m thankful that my true source of happiness came from the hell she wreaked upon me. Through our failed relationship, she taught me the most important lesson; that I can, and will do better than her. That I deserve better than what she gave me. ”
III. ANIMALS ;; “ Specifically, puppies. When Ellie died, I could feel Kristy withdrawing from the world. In order to stop that issue, I decided to buy her a puppy, to let her fill that emptiness in her chest. I didn’t realise, in doing so, it would help me as well. I spend a lot of time with those dogs now when I’m not in the studio. It helps take my mind of things and they really bring me down to earth. I might not be the zoo-keeper that Octavia is, but it definitely won’t hurt to try. ”
IV. FRIENDS ;; “ I feel like this is the most self-explanatory one, so I’ll keep it brief. Moving to Los Angeles was the best decision I could have ever made for myself. It’s helped me keep a goal in life, one that I’ve always wanted, and led me to befriend some amazing people. Some personal shout-outs have to be Freya, Sacha, Cam, Octavia... Sarima. These amazing souls that are so new to my life, but’ve made it so that it’s like we’ve been friends for ages. As for Anastasia, she is one of the old world connections that I’m grateful to have back in my life. I don’t know that I could live now without being around them, or knowing how they are. ”
V. MUSIC ;; “ I’m thankful for the music I was raised on, and the sounds I produce, because they give me hope for a better day. Knowing what I put out keeps a person from killing themselves; makes them confident to pursue things in their life; puts them in a better mood, that’s the reason why I fell in love with music in the first place. I’m thankful for having the most amazing opportunity to perform for my fans and I’m so happy that they’ve chosen to support me. What Prove does is really amazing, and to be surrounded by people who have the same feelings about music as I do, it’s really somethin’ else. ”
Anastasia was never one to handle confrontation well, and sometimes she found herself locked away in her bedroom whenever people were having spats in the house. Although she had never really gotten into one herself, there was always Decan that she had to keep an eye out for. So, she was just working on her music and trying to get herself out there, especially since making music was the only thing that she could use to cope with everything. After meeting Nikandros at the hotel and leaving black and blue, she almost didn’t want to come back to the house. She felt terrible for getting upset with Bella when she was only trying to help, but Anastasia didn’t want to be confronted with a million questions about where the markings came from. So, she stayed at the hotel for that night and snuck but into the house at five in the morning. She didn’t leave her room unless she needed to, and wearing long sleeves was something that she hated.
Ever since she had gotten back to the house, she wondered what her life would have been like if she never left Greece. Would she still be married? Would she still be living in fear? They were questions she never wanted to learn the answer to, and so, she preferred to just stick to herself, avoiding the Twitter wars and random house freak outs that seemed to come about whenever they possibly could. With everyone pretty much away or on tour for about two weeks, Anastasia enjoyed the peace that was in the house, as well as the silence. It felt good to wake up without music playing on one hundred or people bickering. Sure, she was angry with whoever kept eating her food, but she hadn’t caught the culprit just yet. However, she was thankful that Connor had come up to her room with some food that reminded her of home, something that she wasn’t expecting.
She graciously accepted the bag of food, immediately feeling a warm smile appear on her lips at the smell of the food that reminded her of home. “I mean, I usually sleep in something like this,” she spoke, letting the hand that wasn’t holding the bag usually drape around his neck. “I just wasn’t expecting to have any company tonight, but thank you. You didn’t have to do this.”
“Sure.” Connor said noncommittally, grinning into the girl’s soft skin before untangling himself from her limbs. “You know I’d do anything for you.” The casual way he mentioned it, it was like it wasn’t a big deal. But the sentiment ran far deeper, back to their first meetings, and he toed off his shoes to sit cross legged on her bed. “What’s on the telly?” He asked, nimbly ripping the plastic bag open. He’d had the forethought of adding a few extra plates and utensils in the bag before he’d come up, knowing how messy some of the foods could get. When Connor finally looked up at the girl, it was with a bright smile- eyes crinkling. It faded when he saw the shadows against her skin and he tilted his head slightly.
If there was one thing Connor was familiar with, it was the look of well placed bruises, ones that would be hidden if they had to be. Suffering from the affliction himself, for years, the Brit had a slight idea of who put those marks on Anastasia. Even so, he remained silent in case he was wrong. While it wasn’t any of his business, if the Grecian wanted to open up to him about it, she would there was no doubt. He hid his fallen expression by glancing down at their meal, pulling out the rest of it. “I was hoping you’d have drinks up here for us.” He joked, plastering the same grin on his face as before.
+ whispers we just woke up and im gonna treat kristy to this cute lil cafe that i found for lunch/breakfast so i need 2 get ready before she wakes up and is a cranky lil bean :///// i will b back !!!!
“ okay, yes you were and i thank you a million times for those. i haven’t even taken them out of the boxes yet, so you’ll be the first and only to see me in them. hey, payback isn’t very nice.”
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