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[kuromiao]

if tumblr is so accepting, then why is it that i, raging homo gray MEMEbuster,

[dasgey-deactivated20170128]

"…we’re…still friends, right?"

[dasgey-deactivated20170128]

"Look, if you had one shot, or one opportunity To seize everything you ever wanted. one moment. Would you capture it or just let it slip?"

[contraignant]

"What do I do with a boy like you? Got me lost...got me hooked...got me so confused. What do I do with you?"

[contraignant]

tosses graylu in the trash lolu here i come

[contraignant]

Gets Loke to deal with the piece of shit that is Gray Fullbuster. Nice knowing you, son.

[dasgey-deactivated20170128]

"Look, if you had one shot, or one opportunity To seize everything you ever wanted. one moment. Would you capture it or just let it slip?"

HIS PALMS ARE SWEATY, KNEES WEAK, ARMS SPAGHETTI. HIS SHIRT IS OFF ALREADY, HE’S THINKING ABOUT URS SPAGHETTI. HE’S SO NERVOUS, BUT ON THE SURFACE, HE LOOKS CALM AND READY TO DROP ICE BOMBS. BUT HE KEEPS ON FORGETTING..WHAT HE WROTE DOWN WHEN HE WAS TRYING CONFESSING. LUCY AND THE WHOLE CROWD ARE GOING SO LOUD. HE OPENS HIS MOUTH BUT ONLY MEMES COME OUT. HE’S CHOKING NOW. THE WHOLE GUILD IS CHOKING NOW. TIME’S UP, THE CLOCKS RUN OUT. OVER. BLEGH!

[contraignant]

WHAT THE FUCK?!

[contraignant]

[dasgey-deactivated20170128]

"…" It was silly to feel even the slightest bit sad over something like this, wasn’t it? Of course, it did take a lot to say the words, and of course, it was relatively spontaneous in instinct to do this as well, but in the end, he did have a sneaking suspicion it wouldn’t go as well as he’d hoped. What did he expect? Something mutual? In the end, he did feel as though that wouldn’t be the case, but the need to at least try was something that fueled him. There was a laugh. Moreso a laugh aimed at himself. This really was silly. "Nah, I get it. There’s no need to apologize for whatever you feel, right? If that was the case, I should be apologizing too." Or maybe he should be. "Don’t worry about it." Fuck son. Rejected.

[contraignant]

"...no, you don't have to apologize. That's silly, Gray. What are you apologizing for? Your feelings? ...that's dumb, don't do that." She was going to worry about him. It wasn't something that she could help. She loved him. She loved him a lot but she realized that it was a different feeling from being in love with someone. A feeling that she still knew nothing about. "...I'm...sorry...I just...I don't want...anything to change, Gray---I'm so---I'm so scared that..." She didn't finish her sentence. Instead she shook her head. "N--never mind! It's not really all that important." She still wanted them to be friends but that would be asking for too much, right? They'd probably need time off from each other or something. This was painful and she wasn't even the one who was confessing. If it hurt this much to reject him then how must have he been feeling? To be rejected? "...we're...still friends, right?"

[contraignant]

[wilddaize]

I’m a hopeless romantic with a dirty mind who has high standards. 

[dasgey-deactivated20170128]

"…that’s…no it’s fine…if you did the same thing, I’d probably react the same way…" Truth be told, he probably wouldn’t acknowledge it as true at all, and when he did, he’d avoid the other…he’s much less brace. The doubts were creeping in and the idea of not doing this in the first place was one flickering on and off in his mind…yolo-ing is a terrible idea. Fuck this. "…you don’t exactly need to tell me anything…I know it’s surprising, but…it’s not as though I expect anything in return. That’d be dumb." 

[contraignant]

"...but..." She wasn't sure how to deal with the sudden confession. It was embarrassing to say the least but she was flattered as well. And who wouldn't be? To be confessed to and to receive that confession from someone like Gray as well. He was handsome, there was no denying that, but Lucy was positive that his appearance alone didn't give her butterflies. Her heart was beating pretty fast and her hands were sweating but that was out of sheer nervousness. "...thank you, Gray...I...I really appreciate it, you know? ...it's...really sweet but..." Her hands clenched into fists. "...I don't...really think I feel the same way---I...I love you! But...it's not...that kind of love...I'm so sorry." 

[dasgey-deactivated20170128]

"…well…I mean, it may as well happen eventually…I’ve, uh—" Shit. "I’ve felt this way for a while…I guess…and I mean, when you’re…interested in someone, you hide feelings…right…?" This is awkward. He’s going to flee. "…should I apologize…or something." He probably should. "You…well…I dunno what you’re supposed to think…I’m just. Telling you. I guess." Fuck.

[contraignant]

She's going to flee first. She's going to just bolt and she won't return to the guild for a few weeks at the very least. He's making some good points right there. Apparently he was a lot better at hiding his feelings than she thought he was. Either that or Lucy just couldn't read him. "...n-no...don't apologize...I'm the one who should be sorry...I just wrote this...um, whole thing off as a joke when it wasn't a--and--" Holy crap, her face feels like it's on fire. "...I...I don't...know...what to tell you, Gray...I wasn't...expecting something like t--this...I--I mean...? I...don't know what I mean..."

[contraignant]

[contraignant]

"...oh my god...oh my god...oh my god...I don't even think I like him like that..."

[dasgey-deactivated20170128]

"…I don’t think this is funny…" Maybe this wasn’t a good idea… "No one put me up to anything…you actually think I’m mean enough to do something like that?" Why do people always think things like this about him. Yolo-ing is..tough work.

[contraignant]

"I don't think this is funny either! You don't see me laughing, do you?" This obviously was not a good idea. What the hell was he thinking? "...no...I thought that you were a decent guy, Gray...but seriously? Confessing out of the blue like that? How am I supposed to take you seriously?! ...y-you've never hinted at feelings like that before---so...so what am I supposed to think, huh?"

[dasgey-deactivated20170128]

"I’m not joking! I’ve had a crush on you for a while! I’m…telling the truth! Why would I be joking about this?"

[contraignant]

"...a...a w-what? You're...you're kidding, right? A crush? On me? M-maybe you think this is funny, huh? G--getting me all riled up and then crushing my hopes and dreams in the end! Who put you up to this? I swear to god...Gray..."

[dasgey-deactivated20170128]

"——I’M SERIOUS!"

[contraignant]

"--you are not! This is a sick joke! How could you play with someone's feelings like that?! That's horrible, Gray! I can't believe you! I thought you'd at least have some maturity! This isn't funny!"

[dasgey-deactivated20170128]

"…yeah…I came to ask you out."

[contraignant]

"DON'T JOKE AROUND WITH ME, FULLBUSTER!"