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⚪ Passionate Writer ⚪ 📚 💻 ⚪ Childish Dreamer ⚪ 🌠🌈

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If Your Heart Could Speak, What Would It Say?

If your heart could speak, it would tell people all about the admirable world you hide inside. Behind the sturdy yet breakable walls, there's undivided softness for every person you meet. It's colorful core is filled with so many hopes, so many dreams.

Sometimes, in the midst of all the bright colors, it forgets the world outside. A grey world that comes rushing through with its soldiers, gritted teeth and clenched jaws, each with a sword so sharp it cuts stone.

But your heart isn't made from stone. It hopes even when it cuts. It dreams even when it bleeds. It's human. It's everything wonderful about you in this lonely grey world.

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Farewell To All That Drains You

Wave them goodbye. All those who thrive on drama. Accept peace gladly.

Blow them one last kiss. All those who can't keep up with your journey. Open your hands to those who uplift you.

Remove yourself. From all those who don't see you for who you really are. Embrace those who feel like home.

Part ways. With those who aren't brave enough to live loudly. Bid welcome to those who wear their hearts on their sleeves.

Make a break. From those who don't respect your dreams. Shake hands with those who support your growth. 

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This Is How You Miss Them Silently

Without much noise, just a shuffling sounds running around in your mind. No greetings, but a single hello stuck in your throat. You grin to yourself when you catch a glimpse of them waking down the street. Still, you don’t let it slip. All you offer is a knowing look that sounds something like this: I know I’m not supposed to miss you. But you miss them anyways. Even if they don’t know.

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There’s Something Nostalgic About Life

One day, when your adult soul becomes homesick, think back on these:

Watching sunsets from the small bench near the lake. 

Picking daisies with grandma. 

Playing catch with your siblings in warm summer evenings. 

Indulging in Kundera with your retriever laying at your feet. 

Napping in your childhood bed. 

Seeing mum’s smile when you make her a cup of coffee. 

The autumn breeze in your backyard. 

Dad's pride as he takes care of his apple trees. 

The freckles on the face of the boy who was your first love. 

Your friends dancing carefree under the April sun. 

Now, make some new memories.

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The Right Kind Of Belonging

Just be one of them. How many times have you been told that while growing up? And how many times has that actually worked out? How many times did it leave you feeling fulfilled? Maybe you were able to fool yourself, to push the doubts down and just nod your head. Then one day you will wake up and tell yourself that you’re done with it. With all the conforming, fitting in and belonging. That will be the day you come to realize that other people don’t define you. You only belong to yourself. Only you can truly fulfill yourself. 

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Embrace The Plain Simplicity Of Life

Life itself is a big mess of happenings and doings. Things happen to you, things get done by you. You wake up, have breakfast, drink your coffee. It's all the same but what changes are the days. No tomorrow will be like yesterday. No Monday is ever the same. Today will never come around twice. My darling, how wonderful it is that you got another day to do simple things in life.

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Sweetheart, Can You See It?

Take a look in the mirror. Look at that girl in front of you. She is more than her freckles and childhood scars. Her soft smile hides kindness. Her eyes carry a glimpse of hope. Her skin tastes bittersweet like heartbreak. Her beautiful body protects her dazzling soul. Her wholeness makes her who she is. Do you see her? Do you see yourself? I do. I see you, sweetheart. And I think you are a beautiful miracle, a miracle made of strong bones and a wild heart.

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Make People Feel Less Alone

Solitude is a word you never quite uderstood. How can people feel alone when the world is overflowing with sunshine and songs? The music you hear in your mind won’t reach all ears. Not everyone will feel the warmth of the sun on their skin like you do. There’s only so much we can do in our lifetime but it will be enough. Go out there and sing, dance and shine. Be the music and the sun. For those around you, it will be more than enough. 

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This Is How You Fall In Love

I know you, my heart. You're not used to it. The warm, cozy feeling. But it will happen. It will hit you like a freight train, literary. At first, you'll be frustrated because you know very well it takes so much time to get to know people. And wasting time is what you hate. So you decide to take the risk, even if it makes no sense to you why you're doing it. You know you can survive on your own, you know you don't depend on others but you crave it. What will happen when you take the leap? You will be set on fire or get burned, in my chest, beating proudly. 

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Let Your Heart Roam Free, My Child

Trapped in a cage. That's how your heart will feel sometimes. Some will try to tame it, some will try to understand it. Allow people close but not too close, they say. Let yourself feel their love but not too much, they say. What they don't tell you is that a human heart is meant to be free. They don't tell you that because they're scared. But you, my child, don't be afraid to fill it with laughter and tears. Let it breath in, the good, the bad and everything in between. Life comes and goes, but that brave beating heart of yours is what keeps you living.

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The Old Ones, The New Ones

Some days are just like that. Old memories creep up on you, knocking on the door to your mind. And heart. Old people, feelings, words. The time passed, long gone, playing around in your head. You miss the old times. But after a few moments, you feel a slight breeze on your shoulder. You’re not there anymore. These are the new times. There are new things ahead of you. New people, feelings, words. And one day those people, words, feelings will become old too. 

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Little Girl, Stay Here

Stay here, don’t go just yet. Stay here a little while longer. Don’t rush it. Life will happen anyway. Mistakes and love, choices and tears, it’s all waiting for you down the road. The world is big and dark and infinite. And one day you will become an infinite woman in this infinite world. But before you embark on this journey, light a torch. And don’t lose your inner little girl. The woman you’re growing into is going to need her. 

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I Wish I Could, But I Can’t

I wish I could tell you that, I really do. That everything is going to turn out right in the end. I wish I could, but I can’t. That the pain will make sense. I wish I could, but I can’t. That losing people won’t be something you’ll have to deal with. I wish I could, but I can’t. That you will like your job every day. I wish I could, but I can’t. I wish I could tell you that in the end, you will find your way. I wish I could but I can’t because you’re not there yet. Neither am I. But I can tell you something. I can tell you that we will get there. We will. We will hurt, we will lose and we will not always like it. But we will find our way.