Sad Gay Crying

[greelin]

$50,000 immediately dropped into my bank account wouldn't improve EVERYTHING but boy it sure would be a grand, sexy little start to a good, happy life path, don't you think

[meilintheempressofdreams]

Reblog for unexpected $$$ dropping into your Bank account.

[cookielover911]

Wouldn't it just

[dopepornforever]

REBLOG IF: You are open to answer any personal questions anon or not 😏

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ATTENTION

If you see this you are OBLIGATED to reblog w/ the song currently stuck in your head :)

[cookielover911]

26/8/19

Dear whoever,

I'm actually ready. I have nothing to live for. Everyone hates me and the world seems to have it out for me. My friends don't talk to me. And my parents decide that I can't be who I am because it's too different.

I feel numb and like nothing good will ever happen to me because nothing has in the past. So life isn't worth living.

Yours whatever,

Me

[cookielover911]

Look Guys

Dear Whoever,

I would like to talk about the fact that I have many loving friends since the last time I updated this. I met them on a journey I wasn’t planning on going on. I was even confident enough to show them my tumblr so they'll read this. Well at least I hope they will. Maybe just the beginning as the rest will get dark. I love you guys.

Okay. So its been around a year since I updated this. But there are some things I need to get off of my chest.

For all safety purposes I am not going to use real names.

My girlfriend Ikea she treated me like shit. Like I was worth nothing. I really loved her as well. So much. While we were together I didn't think my life could be bad. She was perfect to me. she was amazing and all I ever wanted. We broke up because she didn't want to fight her family. I moved on quickly. I started dating a girl named Ellen. We dated for a short amount of time before I realised I was still in love with Ikea. I broke up with Ellen and got back with Ikea. It was probably a bad idea but I needed it. Soon enough we broke up because we had argued for days on end and I couldn't bring myself to fight any longer.

It was a few months later. I have a friend. Her name is Jollie. We are really close. People think we are a gay couple. It was all fun and games. Going on fake dates and holding hands sometimes just to really bring in the shippers. I enjoyed it until I realised I had fallen for this girl. I love this girl. and she loves me. Just not in the way I want. She has the warmest heart and respects me fully. She wants me to be happy just as I want her. After I realised I had fallen for her I started getting angry when our friends started shipping us. I know what its like for people to be suspected gay because I am gay. Ive been beaten. Hated. spat on. just for people suspecting it and I didn't want that to happen to her. it was something I cared about most but she doesn't care. she calls my reasoning stupid. I resent her for everything she has done.

Yours whatever,

Me

[pro-autistic]

Autistic people can fall in love

Autistic people can be loved

Autistic people can have steady partners

Autistic people are not inherently incapable of loving or being loved

[cookielover911]

In fact some Autistic people love things too much. Almost an obsession. especially people when they become reliant.

[depresseddisneyprincess]

the frozen 2 trailer just dropped reblog this if you think disney should give elsa a girlfriend

[queenstylinsxn]

Reblog if you’re bisexual, support bisexual people or are actually a bunch of tiny velociraptors in a human suit

[copperbadge]

I do support bisexual people but the main reason I’m reblogging this is that I thought it read “Relax if you’re bisexual” and I was like yes. Bisexuals. Get yourself a nice hot drink, put your feet up. Have a good day. 

[cookielover911]

Get to know me tag!

Tagged by @nerds-on-the-run

First name: Jade

Last name: Prefer not to share

Height: I think im 5'3

Age: 17

Hair color: (Natural) Light blond (Dyed) Its red

Favorite season: Winter because I like the cold

Dream trip: America or Canada

Favorite fruit: Red apples

Favorite animal: Sloths

Favorite fictional character: Too many to count.

Favorite TV show: Marvel’s Runaways. Its lit and omg the ending of the season had me shook

Dog or cat person: I have too many cats

Tumblr crush: I don't have one

Post a recent selfie: I would prefer not to.

I'm not gonna tag anyone

[singlelesbiansworld]

[wydoughnutearp]

It would be a sin not to share this.

[clementineviolet]

ALL OF THESE LOOKS… we stan a lesbian

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Can confirm that I have also fallen for Minnie 😂

[cookielover911]

Didn't think I could possibly fall in love with another walking dead character but...

[positively-queer]

Reblog if you’re the gay cousin

[cookielover911]

Save the walking dead final season

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Atypical

Okay so I binged watched Atypical yesterday. I have a lot of time on my hands so I just did it and OMG it is amazing. Surprisingly I have a lot to say about Casey. To review:

Elsa- don't like her. I just don't. I think she is quite arrogant and isn't the best mother to Casey and Sam. Especially Casey. I think they deserve a better mother than Elsa. and she cheated on a guy like Doug. Seriously. If they are trying to make this woman redeemable they should never have even put her in there.

Doug- He's kind of lovable. I don't ready have much to say he's alright and I don't think he's very special.

Sam- The actor who plays Sam is amazing at his role.  Sam has an amazing personality and his progress over the both seasons is amazing and its really beautiful to see it all. and him falling in love with Paige was beautiful.

Zahid- He is such a good friend to Sam. He has such a funny attitude to life and within it all he is still so respectful and totally understands and cares about Sam. The advice he gives to Sam. He treats him as if he was a Neurotypical which is just beautiful. He doesn't treat Sam as if he's different and he has just got such a love for Sam.

Casey- Right well from the beginning I was making jokes about Casey looking gay. Her stance. the way she sits. her outfits. When she and Evan had sex for the first time the way she acted had me curious. then when season 2 and she met Izzie I wondered if they would just have a feud the entire season. But they became friends. I was over the moon they had a beautiful friendship. when they argued because of Nate. (Scumbag nick) I was fuming. Like just for Casey to be so affected by it. I felt so bad for her. then her birthday happened and all she wanted was to be with her boyfriend and best friend and Elsa goes and screws that up. when Izzie goes up to Casey's room and they talk it out I was so happy. Then the forehead thing they did. They did it just a few seconds too long and almost kissed. I was surprised because I didn't expect it at all. then keeping the distance I had the thought that maybe Casey isn't as straight cut as we thought. And that last scene. "its just sometimes a thing feels so right." My brain imploded and the slow hand hold and Casey putting the phone down on Evan. It was beautiful and I don't think they could have done it any better. Also Just Casey and the way she talks and treats Sam. She tries to make him feel 'Normal' even though he 'isn't'

Overall the series was amazing and I am so hyped for season 3 because it is a type of autistic representation that the world needs.

[cookielover911]

Clem

Okay so I'm obviously a Violetine shipper as you can tell from my past input on them but I also love Louis he is a well rounded character and he would also be wonderful for Clem. I mean I like most of the new characters Violet and Louis being the most. I really don't mind how it ends up. I can't get the game till its fully out on playstation 4 so I get to watch youtubers play it. I don't mind how Clem ends up. With Violet. With Louis. Alone. I'm sure there is an amazing story for each out come. I just love them. I just love the games.

Also in that snipit for the next episode of the game Clem and Ajay are still so cute and I'm loving it. WHAT HAPPENED AT THIS RANCH.

[cookielover911]

Acceptance

I love that violetine shippers also accept louistine because we can all just agree that either ship is great and clem is a bi disaster and we love her for it

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