My Road to Motherhood

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Can I do it all?

Idk, but I'm going to try. I have a great job that I could easily make my career and I am going to give everything I have into maintaining my professional accomplishments while also creating a family.

So, good luck to me.

On another note, I have begun to track my ovulation schedule and found that I will be in my fertile window next week! I never thought I would be so excited about that, but here we are :)

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Ok, 48 hours without birth control. Feeling good so far. I didn't take my anti-anxiety meds this morning, honestly because I forgot to, but I didn't even notice until about 2 or 3 in the afternoon. My work day ends at 4 and that is when I can smoke a little to chill naturally[ish], so I decided not to take it when I remembered.

I know it is not good to just stop taking medicine because you start to feel better. I fully intend on taking them tomorrow. It was an interesting observation.

Another interesting observation: I fully enjoyed sex with my husband today. I am always happy with our sex, but this one was just.... better. Not sure if that is because those extra hormones aren't pumping through me or because the idea of having a baby is finally exciting me.

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To whoever has stumbled upon my Tumblr, hi! I'm not sure you'll be enlightened or informed on anything new to you, but I need an outlet for my genuine and most insecure thoughts as I begin the process to becoming a parent and just a better human.

I welcome feedback, but please do not spread hate here. I will mess up and say the wrong thing, so please correct me in a constructive way.