survivor of many sorrows

[copeworse]

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This page is going to contain both dadbastian and sbcl content. As the title suggests, I am a survivor of many things. When I interact with sbcl, I am processing my trauma in a safe, fictional environment. I do not find the trauma depicted as something to aspire to, but something that unfortunately has come to me, and something that I must live with. I do not ship sbcl in the traditional sense of the word. This is a vicarious self-insert.

Speak to a trusted professional before trying to cope via exposure, reimagining, and reinventing through fiction. It is not suitable for everyone.

If my reblog goes against your DNI, let me know, and I will delete it for you.

[icantdothistodaybruh]

Will you feed me to your void?

[mattzievox]

Dadbastian this, Dadbastian that. Oh, Ciel is calling him Daddy, alright

[copeworse]

Yeah lemme get uhhh one improper use of a cinematic record

[saunterbelow]

s2 isnt canon bc this duo would be too strong

[emmystarrr]

Its a cielois cocsa kinda night not gonna lie

[funtom-inc]

JOIN ME IN DEATH— sebaciel.

[copeworse]

You know when you look at old vent art and you're like "He would not fucking say that,"

[copeworse]

Ciel prefers to eat only what Sebastian prepares for him.

His stunted growth and seeming lack of appetite comes from his fear of averse consequences—choking or vomiting after eating. He gravitates toward sweets, which don't provide much energy. As a result, he's shaky and reliant on his walking stick. Part of him wants Sebastian to carry him more than the rest of him clings to dignity. You can find him in Sebastian's arms, weighing like a feather, cold, weak-kneed, and tired-eyed. In his time, he is seen as overly particular. In our time, we call this 'avoidant-restrictive food intake disorder.'

[mistyblue-shadowdance]

huge huge fan of ciel having fantasies of sebastian forcing himself onto him, and then immediately being crushed with intense guilt and shame over it

[copeworse]

And if you believe dadbastian and sebaciel cannot coexist, then you must be unfamiliar with gothic media.

[copeworse]

I could eat chocolate cake forever

[luchigeon]

the safest place in the world

[copeworse]

So I'm reading the ravenous hunger of youth and uh, when does the vomiting end? I need to skip it...

[miro-oov]

did someone analyse this and if not can someone analyse this? it feels significant but i am too stupid

[sephirthoughts]

it means sebastian has been reading parenting books from that era which is so far beyond adorable

[zimowahistoria]

sebastian treating ciel the way gomez treats morticia

[mistyblue-shadowdance]

been thinking a lot about sebaciel body worship lately. seb having to beg ciel to be able to touch him. when he's finally allowed, he takes the time to carefully study ciel's body. memorizing every curve and dip, every sensitive spot like it's holy scripture. the whole time whispering words praise and adoration, leaving ciel completely undone.