coreyy‼️

Yaoi Nya… rawr

[cheekirin]

kisses by renga

pt. 1 here

[corey69420]

This is happening in season 2 trust

[cheekirin]

confessions by renga

pt. 2 here

[vegaschapters]

like literally i’m just thinking of theo’s massive amount of self hatred and blame for everything in his life from the museum and his mother’s death to the painting and basically everyone’s unhappiness, even his own. and then boris being there in vegas and TAKING CARE of him like not a single human being has done since his mom died. and how boris knows this self hatred and definitely feels it himself (especially when they reconnect, because of the painting) and yet AND YET he does so much for theo not to hate himself for a moment and it literally hurts man. boris, who’s been abused his whole life and was alone before theo, still does all these things no matter the dangers and consequences (insert richard siken quote here). like he’s out here doing drugs with him and making him laugh and forget his worries (which helps them both, even if it’s obviously unhealthy as hell), but he’s also being rough with him and not treating him like he’s gonna break every second like everyone else has before vegas, holding his head under in the pool knowing he’ll yell at him, making him angry and passionate and them fucking around and beating eachother up and then kissing his bloody knuckles while his own mouth is bleeding. and when he can’t come with him he literally grabs his face and kisses him and he has no fucking idea how theo will react to that when they’re sober and out in the open but he does it anyway because it may be his last chance and maybe it’ll hurt less to be apart if they love eachother less. and i’m just thinking about boris being okay with theo hating him as long as he doesn’t hate himself for a second and like i’m not okay?

[vegaschapters]

you thought i was done? i’m not! 

boris pavlikovsky, as i mentioned, is incredibly fucking lonely, is being abused, is a young teen chugging beer like it’s water and doing any drug he can get his hands on for some escape, has massive amounts of trauma and general issues. finds his lifelong friend and falls in love with him, they spend years taking care of eachother. but honestly? i doubt he gets it. i really doubt he believes this is a long term thing and that theo won’t leave him or hurt him. he takes SO many risks in their relationship in the book from start to finish. it’s almost like he’s EXPECTING theo to hurt him because that is literally all he’s ever known and it’s so fucking heartbreaking. when they meet again, boris thinks theo knows he stole the painting. he thinks he’s going to kill him when they walk around the city and to the shop, and YET he follows him. he knows he could die in amsterdam and GETS SHOT but he still does it and even after he gets fucking SHOT he drives them both to safety, and makes sure the painting is safe even after he nearly died for it. there’s not a doubt in my mind that he’s always gonna expect theo to leave or to hurt him. and yet they’re so loving and caring and yet so rough and physical when they’re kids and they REALLY DO fucking love eachother, but love has literally been punches in the face and yelling and bruises all his life. and he still does all these things. and they don’t hurt eachother for real and they work shit out and god i’m heartbroken right now

[q4martheleastwise]

possibly the best boris character study i’ve seen

[the-bar-sinister]

They would not go on cute dates and raise children, they would punch each other in the throat and have bad sex on the couch.

[q4martheleastwise]

i love boreo but boreo raising kids is painfully OOC and there's a million better ships to give kids other than boreo unless u wanna raise an alcoholic baby

[transexualpirate]

first community watch: i think maybe donald glover is intentionally playing troy as a closeted homosexual

4th community rewatch: troy barnes though similarly superficial at first is such an incredibly complex character and through his cartoonish and exaggerated shenanigans he maintains his level of realism and similarities to real life queer people that overcompensated for so long they feel unconnected to themselves and this is explored in such a complicated but subtle way that though not obvious at first feel way too intentional to not mean something when piled up

37th community rewatch: i think maybe donald glover is intentionally playing troy as a closeted homosexual

[discountscoobyart]

happy belated pride!!!

[corey69420]

So freaking cute 🥹🥹🥹🥹🥹

[corey69420]

First post on here kinda nervous,,, idk why I got tumblr in the first place

[youhavethesun]

*britta voice* I love me some Abed <3