i tried on my swimsuit for today’s swimming excursion at my in laws and i want to Die. my sister in law will be there in her cute bikini and i just. she weighs more than i do and she looks great and she’s completely fine with her body while all i do is suffer over my own reflection. other people have real problems and here i am. i’m doing this to myself. it’s my own brain that is killing me
can i go back to a time when i didn’t fucking hate myself
on the plus side i was hungry before i tried my swimsuit on and now i’m not :)))))













