ā¼ļøfirst off, much love and support to you all BUT please do not follow if you are a minor!!! i most likely will not be following back if you donāt have your age listedā¼ļø
ā¤ļø just wanted to throw an intro on here because iāve been getting back into tumblr/edblr + i have not been active on this blog in quite some time :0
š¤ you can call me cori! i am 23, indigenous, and queer/nonbinary! they/them pronouns please! :P
ā ļøSome Background Infoā ļø
iāve been struggling with 3d behavior since i was about 11 and started following og edblr blogs (unrestricted internet access is to blame)
mainly struggle with 4n4 but have had stints with b3d and m1a (1 year purg3 free!)
iāve had some 3d blogs in the past (have been lurking on this one for a couple years, if you scroll or check my archive youāll definitely find some cringe posts from when i was a teenager lol) but things have completely changed with the community on this site since i started posting on here D:
ā¤ļø so please please please let me know if i am using any wrong tags or not censoring anything correctly! i would hate to lose this acc or put anyone elseās in danger! ā¤ļø
i got down to my lw from my hw about 2 years ago due to a horrible roommate situation and being super d3pr3ssed, but gained hella weight back due to going through a breakup about 10 months ago :/ (you will definitely hear me talk about this lol)
iāve just really felt the pull to get back into everything again, i NEED that control. i miss being at my lw and i know i would be so much happier if i were even less than that grrrr >:/ and summer is coming up so itās time to lock in :)
š¤ iām mainly going to be reblogging for my own viewing but iāll probably be asking for some advice and post vents, memes, and bcs (so please stray away if that content is triggering for you) š¤
ā¤ļø Iād love to be moots if you have a higher sw/cw, similar height, or are a POC also! ā¤ļø
šStatsš
height: 5ā8
hw: 250lbs
lw: 160lbs
sw: 202lbs
ā ļøGoalsā ļø
gw 1: 180lbs
gw 2: 160lbs (og lw!)
gw 3: 140lbs
ugw: 120lbs!!!
p.s. i switch between mobile and desktop so forgive me if the formatting is ever off!
got back from seeing my LD partner, i havenāt felt this bad about myself in my entire life.
it was so fucking obvious that they hate way my body looks. they barely kissed me the entire week, i donāt think they ever called me beautiful or told me i looked nice. we only had s3x twice. both times with the lights off. both times they were drunk beforehand. everytime i would change clothes they would look away.
they didnāt need to even say anything about it, i felt the way they looked at me. i shouldnāt have visited them at all, i shouldnāt have let them see me so fat and disgusting. i donāt want them to look at me until i weight less. i canāt stand looking like this