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unstable

[corneliastt]

idk how to plan things. my mind is all over the place. idk when to take the board exam. alam ko sa sarili ko na i’m not really ready but what if sa sa first take ko makapasa ako? and what if hindi? hayyy. i just want someone to talk to without thinking if maaabala ko ba sila. i’ll just leave everything here just like i always do way back 2014 :)))

[corneliastt]

last night i dreamt about me being pregnant!!!!! and him as the father 😭😭😭😭😭😭😭 when i woke up, sobrang saya ko na panaginip lang yun lahat HAHAHAHHAHAHAHA

[corneliastt]

i miss having someone

i miss having someone who’ll listen to me and make me feel that my feelings are valid and that i am being heard. for how many years, since 2019, i feel like i am alone and that i have no one. i just can’t rant to my bestfriends all the time since we all have our shit to deal with. i’m afraid i’ll just ruin their mood or disturb them. i feel sooooo soooo alone all the time. or maybe i’m just an attention seeker? lol

[corneliastt]

i wanna die.

[ramenagiii]

If you used Tumblr in the early 2010s, you probably learned HTML without even realizing it and enjoyed making your Tumblr theme unique. You might have also exchanged theme ratings with other bloggers. Back then, you could spend the whole day designing your blog. Now, life is full of responsibilities and commitments, making it hard to have fun like you used to.

[what-iz-life]

Manipulation is when they disturb your peace, provoke you, trigger your mental health, and then blame you for your negative reactions.

[speedyphilosopherpanda]

I hope the universe becomes less cruel.

[corneliastt]

if i die, please read all my blogs so you could reflect how badly you’ve treated me

[corneliastt]

maybe i am just a burden to you. i never asked for anything.

[corneliastt]

why do you make me feel like it is all my fault?

when i die, i hope you read all of my blogs and how you made me feel like i am a bad friend, like i am a bad person. i hope you realize how much you mean the world to me but you treated me like a trash.

[what-iz-life]

Your soul knows. It will let you know when it's time to distance yourself from people who no longer align with you mentally, emotionally, physically, or energetically.

[what-iz-life]

Normalize not forcing connections. If someone doesn't see the value in having you by their side, don't try to convince them.

[originalromanticsir]

When they don't match your energy, run.

[corneliastt]

but what i don’t miss is arguing until 5 in the morning HAHAHAHAHHA

[corneliastt]

i came across this conversation after searching the word “sad” sa messenger. i miss this person so much. i miss how willing he was to listen to all my problems in life, to my rants, and to my deepest and darkest thoughts. he was able to understand and manage my overthinking self with soooo much patience. he doesn’t want me to be sad, he wants me to share all my problems to him even in the moments that he is mad at me. he doesn’t like it when i keep everything to myself. i keep on telling him that i can manage myself, that i’ve been so used to keeping all my problems to myself and cry on my own pero ayaw niya ng ganun. “wag mo solohin mga problema mo ba” haaaaayy these words hurt bc i am doing it right now and ever since he was gone, wala na akong mapagsabihan about sa family problems ko. he was such a good friend. i kinda miss talking to someone like him (not entirely him ok? lol)

i feel like i will always find someone like him in every guy that i’ll meet. his personality, his humour that matches mine, almost everything (except for being a cheater ofc)

bottomline??? i want someone to listen to me, willingly

[free-my-mindd]

Let it hurt, then let it heal.

[keytomind]

🖤☝🏼 let em go…

[seresatalks]

Why do I keep on looking out for other people but no one's looking out for me?

[pink-heart-writes]