a little unsteady,

untagged triggers nsfw ( original && independent ) multi verse / genre / ship most fandoms welcome. MASON ATTICUS student . footballer written by fin. TRACKING CORPRAVUM

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Angst Starter Masterlist

" Aren't you going to say something?"

" And I thought I loved you."

" And I thought you loved me."

" Angry. I'm.. I'm angry."

" Aren't you even going to cry?"

" Are you going to cry?"

" Are you crying?"

" Are you okay?"

" Ask if I'm okay. Just ask."

" And this is why I don't want to stay anymore."

" Addiction isn't the way to go, ___ "

" Are you angry with me?"

" Are you afraid?"

" And now is the part where we say goodbye."

" And now you're going to leave me!"

" Are you just going to leave me?"

" Be friends with someone else."

" Boy/Girlfriend? Is that what you thought I meant?"

" Because you're such an ass and I- I just hate you!"

" But I've changed."

" But you've changed."

" Buy yourself something nice. Because I don't want this ring."

" But.. you're still alive?"

" Can't you just let me be happy for one?!"

" Can't you be happy for once?

" Can't you just be happy for me?"

" Come on, leave already!"

" Coward. That's all you are. A coward."

" Do you even know what you've done to me?"

" Do you have any remorse? "

" Don't you dare close your eyes on me!"

" Don't you dare die."

" Don't you care about me/her/him/them anymore?"

" Don't give me that look"

" Don't you want me to be happy?"

" Dammit! Everything was just starting to get better and then you do this!"

" Damn you."

" Don't lie to me."

" Don't like to him/her/them."

" Dammit.. Fuck! Fuck, fuck, fuck! You fucking ass!"

" Everything is fucked up now- everything is fucked because of you!"

" Everything's gone to hell."

" Everyone hates me."

" Everyone hates you."

" Everything hurts."

" Everything's going to be okay."

" Everyone loves you, not me."

" Everything is falling apart."

" Everything fell apart and I can't pick up the pieces anymore."

" For someone whose dying, you seem kind of happy."

" Friends forever, right? Isn't that what you said?"

" Fuck off!"

" Fuck you!"

" Find a new place to live."

" Find a new girlfriend/boyfriend."

" Find a new best-friend."

" Fine. I'll leave."

" Forever and ever. That's how long I said I loved you. But you never said it back."

" Fucking hell, I hate you!"

" Get lost!"

" Get a job, you ass!"

" Get out of here!"

" Go get a life."

" Go. Just go."

" How are you still alive?"

" How long are you going to keep this up?"

" How long until you finally get lost?"

" How about I just leave."

" Hold up. You're breaking up with me?"

" Heaven doesn't exist."

" Hell is the only place we're going to be going."

" How about you leave now?"

" Is this how you're going to treat me?"

" I can't believe you."

" I'm a monster."

" I killed someone."

" I want to kill myself."

" I want to kill something."

" I'm running away."

" I'm leaving you."

" I can't look at you right now."

" I hope you die!"

" I don't understand."

" I'm so angry/sad. But you don't care."

" I can't hear anything."

" I'm dying."

" I have cancer."

" I can feel the darkness coming."

" I can't breathe."

" Just joking, I don't love you."

" Just go."

" Just leave me alone!"

" Just fuck off."

" Kill yourself. "

" Kindly get the hell away from me."

" Kids? I don't want kids."

" Kind. That's the one thing you can never manage to be."

" Lie. Just lie."

" Lie to me."

" Life is not worth living."

" Living isn't possible."

" Like I give a shit about you."

" Lies are all you're capable of."

" Lay down. It'll all be over soon."

" My heart is broken. "

" My.. everything hurts."

" My girlfriend/boyfriend left."

" My ____ is dead."

" Man, you're an asshole."

" My lies aren't working anymore."

" Mutt."

" Many times I lay awake and wonder why I'm alive anymore."

" Never again."

" Never speak to me again."

" No. I won't do it."

" No, I don't like you like that."

" No way in hell!"

" Now, now, is there really any reason to cry?"

" Now and again I really start to hate you."

" No. Stop crying, just stop it."

" Not how I wanted to spend my life."

" Never look at me again."

" People hate me."

" People hate you."

" Person? No, no. You're not a person. You're a robot."

" People like you sicken me."

" People like you deserve to die."

" Perhaps you should just leave, then."

" Piss off."

" Question: why are you still here?"

" Quiet. I'm getting sick of hearing your voice."

" Run away. That's what I'm doing."

" See? I hate you."

" See? You hate me."

" Sometimes I wonder why you stay with me."

" So.. you hate me, then?"

" So this is how it ends."

" Shoot me."

" Shit..."

" So why are you still here?"

" Sometimes people lie to me."

" Stories are just that. Stories."

" Took off with everything I had!"

" Time to go."

" This is the end. It's done."

" The story is ending now."

" This is the end."

" This is why I hate you."

" Then why do you say you love me?!"

" Unlike you I have friends."

" Unlike me, you have friends"

" Under the bed is were I have to hide from you."

" Underwater is where i want me coffin to be."

" Utter it again and I swear I'll kill you!"

" Very mature. Cunt."

" Why can't you row up?"

" Why cant you care about me?"

" Why do you hate me?"

" Why do I hate you?"

" What do you mean?"

" What?You're dying?"

" Why can't you just be you."

" When am I supposed to get my time to be happy?'

" Well. This isn't how it was supposed to end between us."

" Whatever, you asshole."

" Whenever you decide you can stand to talk to me ago, please do."

" Well. I hate you now."

" Well, you hate me now."

[givemeameme-blog]

Reblog if you are willing to write in-depth, significant, and valued FRIENDSHIPS.

There is so much focus on romantic/sexual relationships lately. Friendships are incredibly important for characters too, and deserve as much love and attention as romantic/sexual relationships.

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okay but listen give me this plot,

my parents sent me to GAY IS NOT OKAY summer camp because they’re homophobic assholes but jokes on them because i am now surrounded by amazing gay/bi/pan/trans/non binary/not gay but very metro/etc  kids who are also struggling to accept themselves. it turns out to literally be the best summer ever because none of us want to listen to this backwards bullshit, so we sneak out after dark and hang out to complain about all the drama in our lives. so not only do i come back more gay and proud than when i left, but i have a phone full of new best friends who fucking get me, and whoops i might also be dating my camp counsellor. so really thanks parents xoxo.

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❝ Maybe in another universe I could’ve loved you back. ❞

✖ ⁞  IT WAS JUST SEX, he always knew that. that’s all he ever was to anyone. a body to use as they saw fit, a heart to break after abusing his love. trevor had been a tool all his life. since a young age. first mary, now mason. they had both strung him along, played him like some puppet, and tossed him aside for someone else. it hurt but he was used to the pain by now. ❝ i’m not worth it. ❞

hands in pockets he turned away, trying not to face the boy who was rending his heart into pieces. ❝ in that universe maybe we could have been happy. ❞ that was it, nothing more to say. he knew what mason thought of him and there was no point in trying to fight it. he fought hard to come to terms with his own emotions, and now it was all pointless, the risk of putting himself on the line was worthless. just like he was.

         ◜  accepting.  ◞  ᴜɴʀᴇϙᴜɪᴛᴇᴅ ʟᴏᴠᴇ

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♤

✖ ⁞  THE SHOWERS were busted in the pool area, and after swimming his laps trevor needed to get the chlorine out of his hair and off his skin. maybe he also wanted to use that fact to try and get a moment with mason, stolen glances were torture but they were better than nothing — he just craved so much more.

when he found the other boy still lingering behind, he took it as a sign to act on his desires. after all, there was no one else lingering in the locker room. as he approached though he could see bruises up and down the boy’s side, and trevor knew that acting on his lust was less important than assisting the other with washing. hands were gentle as they reached for hips, gently pulling the other close.

in nothing but his swimming gear, it didn’t matter that he hadn’t gotten undressed. as the other boy spun to face him, his lips found manson’ tenderly. ❝ shh, i’m here to help. ❞ hands trailed, stealing the soap and scrubber, going to work at cleaning the body he cherished. maybe he took too much enjoyment out of all this, but his mind was focused. ❝ let me take care of you. ❞

each inch was scrubbed of exposed flesh, saving the best for last. down on his knees, soap covered hands working at kneading and stroking skin, intent to help still coated in lust.

once rinsed, his lips replaced his fingers, kissing, sucking, tongue exploring. eager like always to make his partner in crime feel good, trevor took as much of manson into his mouth as possible, tongue running along the underside of his cock, pulling off slow each time, until forcing himself to take all of it again. he would only finish once his secret lover did against the back of his throat.

        ◜  accepting.  ◞  ɴᴏɴsᴇxᴜᴀʟ ᴀᴄᴛs ᴏғ ɪɴᴛɪᴍᴀᴄʏ

[memecxllector-blog]

send ∞ to me and i’ll shuffle my itunes and the first six songs will be our muses playlist.

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WANT TO WRITE WITH THIS NERD?

here’s how: check out my OPEN tag and take whatever appeals to you. nothing tickle your fancy? hit up my WISHLIST tag. still no good? hit me up via im or inbox, ask me to check out your opens and wishlist tag, or plot with me. i’m friendly, and down as fuck for some plotlines of all types. you want horror, i got horror, you want romance, i got romance, you want rainbows and shit, i got that too. still nervous to approach? tag me in a random ass starter, i’ll pick it up and we’ll see what happens. STILL unsure? chat with me, send me a message talking about your favourite movie, show, book, why you like the colour purple, or just your standard average hey whats up. i am friendly, i get social anxiety so i won’t get shitty with you if you vanish, and if you’re super sad i’ll colour you shit. forreal come to me.

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send me ♫ for a mixtape from my character to yours.

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Nonsexual acts of Intimacy - Select from the following for my muse to respond to...

♔ : Finding your muse wearing their clothes

♕: Holding hands

♖: Having their hair washed by your muse

♗: Your muse falling asleep with their head in my muse's lap.

♘: Cuddling in a blanket fort

♙: Sharing a bed

♚: Head scratches

♛: Sharing a dessert

♜: Shoulder rubs

♝: Reading a book together

♞: Caring for each other while ill (specify which party is which)

♟: Patching up a wound

♤: Taking a bath together

♧: Your muse playing with their hair

♡: Accidentally falling asleep together

♢: Forehead or cheek kisses

♠: Your muse adjusting their jewelry/neck tie/ etc.

♣: Back scratches

♥: Your muse crying about something

♦: Slow dancing

[corpravum-blog]

okay but another plot

you’re my best friend and you got wicked drunk at a party, and you can’t remember who you slept with - but, turns out you’re now pregnant and your parents are losing their shit, so even though we both know it’s not true, i step up and say it was me so that you don’t have to do this alone. when your parents kick you out, you come live with me and my parents are awkwardly excited about this actually. bonus; but also i beat the ever loving shit out of the dude who done did it once i figure out who it was because we both know you were so drunk you couldn’t say yes let alone mean it. bonus 2: you know im gay but honey it’s okay because the boys in this town are g r o s s #platoniclifepartners.

[thewiire]

look if we rp, you are more than welcome to send me headcanons at ungodly hours, TALK IN ALL CAPS ABOUT OUR BABIES, and send me like ten memes a day. I honestly won’t be annoyed and I won’t mind. In fact, I want you to.

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                              ` ——— ▲ —- POSTERS IN HAND mason trekked through the park, handing the papers out to whoever would accept one - it was for a carwash fundraiser for the football team - or well, more so the football team would be washing cars, and the money was going to some local orphanage. the school liked to seem like philanthropy mattered. ❝ hey if you - never mind… ❞ he wasn’t good at this - of the hundred papers he’d been given he’d probably managed to hand out four. ❝ we will have face painting and a bake sa - no? okay. ❞ mason huffed hard, tapping the stack of ads against his leg - thirty minutes in, and surely the others had most of theirs handed out. shit. ❝ hey so - uh, car wash this weekend you can - ignore me completely that’s cool thanks! ❞

                                              —— open.

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                                with hell on your face,                                       D I R T on the W A L L S                                     in the back of the place;                              𝔂𝓸𝓾 𝓰𝓻𝒆𝔀 𝓪𝓷𝓭 𝓬𝓸𝓶𝓹𝓵𝓪𝓲𝓷𝒆𝓭

                          ( mason atticus. football player. absolute sweetheart; )                           ( independent. original. multiverse & fandom friendly )                           ( highly triggering please tread carefully. read rules ~ )                                                                               by fin.

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