CW: LONG AF, Hate Anons, KYS mention, transphobia, suicide, all that shit. Don't worry, I'm not gonna make a habit of responding to these, but since this one has come right after I tried to be kind to a triggered anon, I'm gonna answer because it's probably them or their buddies.
Shoot boy, terfs are women, so you just misgendered me while openly encouraging trans suicide 😂 Come on now. Come on. This is just silly. You're just being a silly billy. Just be real with me, man.
Are you the anon I just responded to a few posts ago (or a friend of his)? Because that would be so strange, considering you're attacking my favorite Dom for consensually misgendering you... and here you are... non-consensually misgendering me. Don't tell me the irony is lost on you here. I'm not going to insult your intelligence by assuming you can't understand that. You're literally committing the very crime that you're accusing others of doing to you.
And you're doing it on Anon so that you can hide from the repercussions of your actions because deep down you know this is wrong (and that you would get banned from Tumblr for it), even though I know that you know that you're telling yourself that it's okay to abuse me because I "deserve it", right? Yeah, I've been on that morally corrupt merry-go-round myself guy, trust me, it doesn't end with you being a healthy or happy person. The mental gymnastics alone could bring home the Gold. It will sink you even deeper into your pain. You're gonna become a raging, abusive asshole, which is far worse than just becoming a bit of slut.
Anyway, here's the thing, so you can save yourself the trouble: You can't hurt me. You have no power here (where is that Labyrinth gif when you need it? Shit.) Not with misgendering, abuse, any of the same copy paste hate anons you or your buds send to everyone in these tags. Yeah, I saw you sent me the saudi arabia one too, where you ask me if I'd get off to a trans woman getting murdered IRL. You sent that to @correctingcuntboys and @ftmgirlcorrector too (also, if y'all want me to untag you, I absolutely can - DM me). We all know what you're doing. We see you. You're not being sneaky or clever.
I feel like I shouldn't just assume that you have these kinks and just aren't handling it well, but with this level of unbridled obsession, full-blown cyberstalking, and clearly triggered abuse... it's just... man, what else am I supposed to think?
I did that shit like that when I was a young teen. I looked up stuff I got off to but was really conflicted about and then acted like a cunt about it after because I couldn't handle it. I didn't have anyone safe to talk about it to or proper kink education or support to feel better about it, so I just ended up feeling so fucking bad about myself. Mind you, it was way less harmful for both me and everyone else than what you're doing, but I was still a huge dick about it and you're doing the same shit. It makes me worry that you might be a young teen with very little comprehension of the damage you're doing both to yourself and others.
You (as an individual or with your group of buds or bots if there's more) are stalking out these tags that you allegedly hate like every. single. day. Sending really weird hate messages like this to multiple accounts. It's... It's sad, man. Not in a patronizing way, like in a for real, I wish I could help you because who hurt you?
I'm just out here, being a slut, learning to react to oppression/abuse with pleasure instead of getting triggered (it's super effective my guy, I swear to god, I feel fucking invincible now), basking in glorious and complete gender & sexual euphoria all day and you're... making yourself absolutely fucking miserable and re-triggering and re-traumatizing yourself like every. single. day.
Whether or not you have the kinks, this is clearly a form of emotional self-harm/personal degradation and an unhealthy outlet for internalized transphobia for you, and you're projecting that on everyone here because you can find easy targets to hurt in these kink spaces. It's actually very predatorial and manipulative of you. And worse, it's abuse masquerading as self-righteousness, which is a very unfortunate problem that plagues the trans community (especially the Very Online ones) at large.
I'm sorry that cis people and the bullshit they heap onto us has caused you so much pain that your only catharsis has become... this. Trying to kill and maim your own people for how we're handling our horrific history and current reality of systemic oppression. It's like eating your own arm when you're starving. Or cutting yourself. I know the world is shit and I'm genuinely sorry about that for all of us, but you're reacting to the pain of being abused by cis people (and their gender-obsessed cishet bullshit) by becoming an abuser yourself - it's understandable, if inexcusable, but that's how the cycle of abuse lives on.
When a father emotionally abuses the shit out of his son and believes he's righteous because his son was "bad", the son grows up and emotionally abuses the shit out of his own son and believes he's righteous because his son was "bad" and so on and so on. Meanwhile, none of them consider that emotionally abusing the kid isn't helping him be any less "bad" either way and also doesn't help anyone understand why he's behaving that way or consider if it's actually "bad". You're so thirsty for sadism and control, you don't stop to think that what you're doing is disgusting and reprehensible and that you're just projecting that on others. Really, you're trying to punish yourself - and you are definitely succeeding.
But you also don't understand that just throwing these false accusations and insults, these terribly empty and meaningless words, at people they obviously don't apply to doesn't really mean or do anything. Just because you call me a terf or a girl or whatever, doesn't mean I am. I'm not threatened by words or you. And I'm not hurt by the fact that you're just trying very hard to hurt me because you want power and control. That's what this is really about, obviously. And you think that hurting me or triggering me will give you power. Mostly, I'm sure you're hoping that I'll get triggered and lash out as well because then you could feel even more righteous. I've spent a lot of time around very manipulative, abusive, traumatized people like you, I know how it goes. I've faced much bigger, much worse Bad Guys.
I know you're probably going to try to report my account now too, but just so you know: I never reblog anything explicit, I always use community tags on everything, I barely interact in DMs (so I wouldn't care if they were blocked), and I'm not into misgendering or domming other people. So there won't be much to work with. Also, if my account gets taken down, it's cool. I have everything important backed up and I don't really need this account. Even if it got banned, it'd be annoying, but I'd get over it and just make a new one. I'm not here for clout or fans or popularity. I'm here to get off on sharing kinky shit and I'll get off on it with 2 followers just as easy as 200 (and lets be real, I'm so fucking hot, I would absolutely get those followers back 😂)
But for real dude, I hope you feel better. I really fucking do. I'm really sorry for whatever made you like this. I'm sorry that your mind is wired to hurt you. Mine is too. That's why I'm into these kinks. My mind spends most of its time trying to emotionally torture me (in a way you'll never be able to). It's really sick, actually. But as I've said many times, if you learn to get off on the pain (and engage it in a safe environment with safe people)... you finally gain power over it. Maybe that would help you, dude.
If you need control and you need power, maybe kinks like these could give you that. Assuming you're over 18, I mean. I suppose you could just be a kid since you're on anon and there's no way for me to verify, so if you're underage - belay that. But assuming you're over 18 (which you should be if you're interacting with me or any 18+ adult account), I mean, fuck man, this kink shit has helped me SO MUCH. I already feel so much better and stronger and more confident in myself after engaging this for just three and half months. It was rough a bit at first because I was still learning how to do it right, but the longer I go, the better it gets and I'm finally healing and it's wonderful.
I want that for you too. If it's not kink or you're not ready for that or think it's gross, then you should seek out something else. Work out. Knit something. Make art. Play sports. Play music. Become the next Jimi Hendrix. Do something - anything - other than re-traumatizing yourself in an environment where it's only going to make you worse and give you no healing or even any orgasms to show for it. We all deserve that healing, and no one is ever too far gone either. I used to be a huge fucking asshole. I used to be prone to the same level of cruelty as you and I'm better now and so much happier! And you can be too, if you take control of your own healing and choose it. I promise.