Confused FtM Girl

Minors DNI! I'm an ftm (30), been on T for several years and post-topsurgery, but I have a misgendering/detrans kink. My favorite thing would be to be brainwashed or slowly feminized without realizing. Read my pinned for more info, especially if you intend to dm.

[confusedcunny]

All you need to know

(Updated)

Minors DNI. This is a kink blog. 

I'm an FtM (Female to male) transman 30y/o. I have a misgendering and detransition kink but NO desire to detransition in real life, nor do I condone misgendering outside of a consensual agreement. 

As I feel like there is a severe lack of content in this kink, I have decided to make some.

1/ I like to write detrans themed stories which you can find here (warning: very dark stuff): https://archiveofourown.org/users/DetransStories/works

2/ I like to make FtM Feminization hypnosis which you can find on discord (https://discord.gg/VSKVdZnPv8 ), feel free to copy the link and join. Everyone over the age of 18 (except actual transphobes) is welcome, however cis-guys please try not to dominate the chat (comfort and safety of the transpeople will always come first). 

3/ I am working on a detrans themed comic which I periodically update and you can find here: https://www.luscious.net/albums/etc-spin-for-t-a-detransiti_604565/read/?index=0

Role: I’m a subby bottom. While I write dom characters for stories or hypnosis files, I don’t switch or dom.

My favorite kinks: misgendering, detransition, bimbofication, brainwashing, edging, hypnosis, impregnation (especially tricked/unwanted), gaslighting/manipulation, little/caregiver, humping my stuffy, cnc, occasionally monster stuff. 

Limits: poop, blood, feederism, pro-ana, other people’s piss on me, continuing to keep bugging me for pics I don't want to share, actual transphobia, weight gain, calling me fat (or part of my body eg: "fat ass"), the expression "shame you got your tits cut off" (don’t call my current chest ugly. you can call my pecs tits, or fantasize about my boobs growing back though), telling me my transition made me ugly, calling me a pig, limiting to who I can talk to/chat with or what I can post, nail polish, limiting my personal life, forcing me to switch or dom, I have no issue with real life detransitioners but prefer not to interact in a kinky setting.

Soft limits: Although I have tried and enjoyed a small plug, I’m not that much into anal. I don't mind the mentioning of feet, but it's not my thing. I only share my voice when there is a trusted bond and you’re patient. I don’t show my face without a very, very trusted bond, it’s definitely not for people who keep bugging me about it. 

Other noteworthy stuff: 

I like to pretend I'm skipping T. I don't actually skip T. No, I will not mess up my hormones and health for kink. 

I have lot's of body hair (like ass, chest, belly, thighs, all of it) and a full beard. I don't look like a woman and I have the privilege of passing all the time. My profile picture is when I shaved and wore a stuffed bra, I don't look like that all the time. I've been on T for over 8 years... 

I've had a double mastectomy (boobies be gone). 

I have vaginismus, I can insert one finger without pain. I am working on this, but don't try to force me. I mainly enjoy clitoral stimulation instead. Although for kink sake I love talking about being penetrated. 

I am aromantic. I might be on the ace spectrum somewhere, though I don't really know, nor care, about an actual label. I've never been in love and never had a crush and I'm very content with a future filled with cats. 

Sometimes I take kink breaks for my mental health.

I don't always answer to dm's even if I am online. I'm autistic and sometimes I just don't want to interact.

If you’ve read all of this and want to dm me. Add the word “coconut” to your first message for bonus points. 

[confusedcunny]

I'll be so real dude, I hope I'm at the same point as you in my transition at 30

Having been the guy who looks at other trans guys, wishing I could be there, to now being comfortable in my body and celebrating 9 years on T this summer, this means so much. I don't know who you are, or where you're at in your transition. I remember how at first everything went too slow and it was as if I had to wait to finally be able to start my real life. Now everything goes so fast. Next month it will be 10 years ago that I first came out. It's like I've lived a second life within my life and the old constantly anxious and depressed me is a vague character from a book I once read.

I know this blog might suggest something different, but transitioning was the best decision I've ever made. It's crazy but I didn't know being alive could feel good.

Now I'm getting carried away 😅 perhaps you meant it in a horny or kinky way, in which case: oops. Regardless, I'm very happy to be where I'm at now, and I've come to realize that continuing to find ways to grow makes me happiest. I hope you get to the point where you can feel like yourself, where you can feel happy, connected to friends and at peace.

[confusedcunny]

Hey, I want to try making my own files and I was wondering what text to speech you use? I've tried a few apps on my phone but they just aren't right

That is wonderful! I hope I can hear/see them when they're done. I use ttsmaker online on my laptop. I'm sure there's probably better ways, but this works for me. There's a bunch of free voices and when I reach the character limit I just use a couple of different audio fragments edited together.

[confusedcunny]

I'm ngl a lot of ppl seem to like it a lot but would you mind considering releasing versions of your tracks where the other people's names (meaning not including any, not a personalized track! the opposite lol) aren't included?

Hi, I am planning on making more tracks without names in the future. There's already a few (most of my audio's aside from the 3 or 4 most recent ones) without names in them. I don't plan to remake/release versions without names of the last few tracks, simply because it would be a bit too much work for me to go around and cut out all of the parts with names.

[confusedcunny]

Thanks for making these audios! I really like the name ones; even if you haven't submitted your name, there's a lot of scary fun tension because maybe someone else has the same name. This type of 3rd person misnaming/misgendering in your audios always catches my breath in a (fun) panic, it's so good.

Considering I've gotten double names already, and I have a list of 70 names now, the chances are pretty high. I'm glad you're enjoying it.

[psyopyourcunt]

Reblog if you want to be called a good girl.

[confusedcunny]

If you plan to do more audios, could you try to include Harlee? It's my birth name... ^_^

I will add it to the list Harlee!

[f2m2doll]

Idk if the OP is on Tumblr, but I found some ftm detrans hypno audios I really like by a user called Funrule34 on a site called xvideos, and I thought I'd share :3

It's a four-part series so far, I'm not familiar with the site so I'm not sure if there's a way to figure out when these were uploaded, but the oldest comments on the fourth video is only 8 months old, so I'm optimistic the OP is still active and might upload a fifth 👀

Ftm feminization kink (incl. m!sgender!ng)

XVIDEOS Ftm feminization kink (incl. m!sgender!ng) free

FtMtF feminization/m!sgender!ng kink Part 2

XVIDEOS FtMtF feminization/m!sgender!ng kink Part 2 free

FtmtF Feminization (misgender!ng kink) part 3

XVIDEOS FtmtF Feminization (misgender!ng kink) part 3 free

FTM Feminization (misgendering/detrans kink) Part 4

XVIDEOS FTM Feminization (misgendering/detrans kink) Part 4 free

[f2m2doll]

Update!! This came on screen for approx 2 seconds at the end of the first video and I TOTALLY missed it.

@confusedcunny are these your videos? 😅

[confusedcunny]

Yes they are my videos. There won’t be anything new on that account, since I struggle to log in and I can’t be bothered 😅 the Reddit account also doesn’t exist anymore I think.

But of course I do still occasionally make audios.

[confusedcunny]

if you make another audio can you add claire? its my deadname and i get sooo wet and dysphoric hearing it

I'm not sure when I'll make another audio, since I have just made one. And I'm also not a 100% sure if I'll be adding names next time. But I did add your name to the list in case I do!

[confusedcunny]

I wonder if you could make a hypno audio directed for cis men, telling them they're straight for being attracted to ftms because theyre girls

I started making my hypno audios because there is such a lack of content for trans men. While I admit that this particular subject probably doesn't exist yet, there's loads of porn and kink content made for cis men. While this is a cool idea, it isn't really my niche. I'm not invested in spending my hours on it, but if you or someone else finds the enthusiasm to make this, I will gladly share it!

[confusedcunny]

Welp... I made a 23 minute detrans hypnosis.

TW: misgendering, detrans, deadnaming.

So it's been a while... but there's a new audiofile. I hope it brings joy.

[confusedcunny]

Thank you for the audios. I’ve cummed more times to them than I can count. Could you please also take in my birthname? (Robin). Really looking forward to more! <3

It's added to the list!

Not making any promises yet, but I'm kinda feeling like I want to make another audio.

[confusedcunny]

Your audios have helped me come along way in this kink I'm accepting my biology so much easier now and replace girl for boy in my head when I get called a good boy can you use my deadname (real name ) in your audios please its Rheannon

Good job! I'm so glad I could help!

Your name is added to the list!

[confusedcunny]

hi c: will you put my birth name ‘Olivia’ in one of your audios? I’ve been edging my little pussy to your audios for so long 💕 you’ve helped me become a very good girl

Sounds like you're doing a great job Olivia! I'm not sure when I'll be making another audio, but I will add your name to the list.

So far 68 girls have send me their deadname. It's kinda shocking how easily fake boys give up their deadname.

[confusedcunny]

is your hypno available anywhere other than discord? little nervous about joining for privacy reasons but ffuuuuck i wanna hear it

I totally get the nerves. You can find most of them on my soundgasm too ( https://soundgasm.net/u/ConfusedCunny ). Happy listening.

[confusedcunny]

New fakeboy bingo

It's been a while since the last time I made a fakeboy bingo... so I thought I'd make a new one, specifically for fakeboy sluts. I intended to post a picture of the ones I've crossed off myself, but there too many and I feel embarrassed.

Anyway, let me know how many bingo's you got!

[confusedcunny]

Guys, I did the thing. I am so happy 😃

So I've spoken about vaginismus on here before, and how, after years of thinking there was nothing that could "fix" me, I'm finally making some progress.

Inserting so much as a single finger a few months ago would cause enough pain that I couldn't orgasm for at least 15 minutes until the pain faded. Recently I've been using my first dilator (about 1 small finger), and it was getting almost too easy. So today I thought... why not try... what's the worst that could happen. I actually fit my second dilator!!! (slightly bigger than 2 fingers) Not only was it pain free, I continued on with my vibe and I came!

I am beyond proud of myself. I want to scream it out the window, but I guess screaming on Tumblr will have to do.

Thank you for your attention to this message. Do enjoy the rest of your horny Tumblr scroll.