sleepy meadow

[cosmiccalf]

helo, 'm a boy permakid, im always 6ish

you can call me chococat or cinna

i like cows, ducks, sanrio, videogames, milk, and space

im new to tumblr, i dunno if im doing this right

[cosmiccalf]

i have no idea how im gonna move out

i feel jealous of permakids that have accepting/loving parents, i need to move out bc my dad is emotionally abusive

but i. cant

i cant drive and i dont know how to do 'adulting' stuff at all

i dont want to be stuck here for the rest of my life, i dont even think i can handle another year being here

[cosmiccalf]

I dont really know what to do about my social life. i cant really befriend bodily kids, but i cant befriend bodily adults either bcause i feel like theres a pressure to 'act like an adult' which i cant do

my current friends always talk about nsfw topics to me and i dont know how to tell them to stop

i dont want to just cut off from everyone forever but i feel like thats my only option at this point

[sugarpiehoneybunchwinnie]

Being permanently stuck at a younger age mentally is......something.

I can't live alone, not fully, not unsupervised. I have my own rented appartment, but I have to be checked on daily by my parents.

I can't work, I'm very socially stunted so I get picked on or taken advantage of EASILY by other adults. I assume everyone will be as kind as I am toward them, and despite being proven wrong multiple times, I can't stop. I suppose it makes me naive.

I can't study, I did my absolute best, but school is a very triggering environment and burnout is never too far away. My record is two weeks without being absent.

And why oh why ? Trauma, autism, other disabilities.

So shout out to permaregressors wishing they could do more than what they're doing now, who don't want to be too much for anyone, be it caretakers, friends or family. Shout out to you guys, I'm proud of you, you're so much more than you think you are.

[perma-kiddo]

Jus wan nibble on m feet n roll round

[cosmiccalf]

i finally took a shower!

itwas really hard cause ive been very tired but i did it

but now im sleepy again

also sory for not postin i got kind of sick

[javiberry]

— summertime cow regressor flag ! 🐮

what if i was a baby cow and i went splish splash at the beach what then

❥ links/tags : @bunnelbaby @a-agere-archive (tagged for archive), divider

[little-pup-pip]

Playing In The Water!!

[heehoo-agere-corner]

[cosmiccalf]

mm

i know peopl say its bad to try and find a cg just from online, like you have to know them first

but i dunno how to reach out.. and i cant tell any of my frinds about my regression. i want a dad

[spritzcoiner]

Permakid

Non radqueer aligned permakid flag! Term for people who are permaregressors / chronosian :]

[jolitl]

Permaregression Caregiver

Caregiver who keeps you fully away from the scary adult world.

Caregiver who helps you every step of your day. From getting up, to brushing your teeth, to getting bottles, to dressing up and everything else.

Caregiver who gently rubs your back when you're starting to feel too big feelings. Hugging and bouncing you like a baby back into the warm safety of being small.

Caregiver who never asks anything from you but that you keep being your adorable little self for as long as you want.

Caregiver who proudly shows off your drawings and colorings to their friends, ever proud of their baby.

Caregiver who feels blessed to have you in their life, and can't even believe how lucky they are to have you.

Caregiver who gets so much happier every day you struggle less with big worries, the more you settle into being your true tiny self.

Caregiver who helps you feel less scared of being little in public, making little games like staying inside the squares in the pavement and holding your hand in a grounding way to distract and calm your worried little heart.

Caregiver who hugs and calms you through trauma flashbacks, being a safe and comfortable presence, reminding you that it's just a bad memory.

Caregiver who understands you're forever small, and wouldn't have you any other way.

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[cutiepieautistic]

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[gummi-stims]

🦷🪥Tooth and toothbrush clear taba squishies from fufusquishy on tiktok!🪥🦷

[cosmiccalf]

chococat enjoyer….. ugh he’s SO underrated! My sister has a plushie of him from one of the older Build A Bear Sanrio collabs ….. my personal fav is Keroppi who I’d say is also a bit underrated but not as much as Chococat!!! I love your blog layout!

- @pupdiaries

thank u :3 keroppis also cool

chococat became my favorite cause he's the first sanrio plush i ever got