portal is my favorite mascot horror

hi im felix/nebi, a gay 30yo artist with autism and bpd ☆ they/it, polski roma, married ☆ i love to torture gorbles in AUs ☆ art suggestions are welcome!

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oh boy it continues

bonus:

this might be my favorite one in the series so far tbh

1 | 2 | 2.5

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thanks to my husband, ill be making my first keychains soon!!!!!!! heres a draft of madotsuki, lacking shading and whatnot c: trying to gauge interest hehe i also cant decide whether to make the other two designs sabitsuki and urotsuki, or ness and frisk x.x

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guys the sketchbook my dad got me last year was for watercolors but it works with acrylic too ignore the paintbrush bristles that got stuck in the bg thanks hehehehe :3

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we got two disposables and need to tell them apart

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art is difficult but sasha makes things better

ive gotten a few inbox messages about pikmin but i have to apologize bc im of the tism and cant stop hyperfixating on psychonauts i am so sorry i will answer them eventually i promise OTL ngl nintendos current choices of pricing casual gamers out while spending $40m on useless, petty litigation is also EXTREMELY frustrating so my husband and i stopped playing pikmin 3 about halfway and havent touched our switch since--

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what a dumbass

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this is canon probably

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Hi ! Or, well, good timezone since we don't really know each other.

Anyways. I'm currently trying to build a Koppaite conlang and I really like your Koppaite headcanons and I thought that class system would be a very interesting thing to build grammar around.

Uh yeah my english is so broken I'm sorry. Just wanted to ask if you would agree to let me use a part of your headcanons. I would totally understand if you consider it to be your theories and don't want to share them. I'm like that with, wow, a lot of my headcanons too. But I thought at least I can ask. (And sorry if I bothered you or made you uncomfy. Feel free to just - tell me to go away if I'm weird or rude or anything. )

ABSOLUTELY YOU CAN!!! I WOULD BE FLABBERGHASTEDLY FLATTERED!!!

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youre not weird or rude, oh shush- youre absolutely fine!!! i only have ONE (1) REQUIREMENT:

YOU LEMME KNOW THE CONLANG WHEN YOU MAKE IT BC THAT SOUNDS REALLY FUCKIN COOL LETS GOOOOOOO ♡

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not an art post but this needs to be seen by my psychonauts buddies so im posting it here: these men weirdly look identical to me and thus truman just Is Michael in my mind ;;;

im not sure if its sensory blurring or not but damn dude! i think these nerds look like the same guy but with a beard and rendered in two art styles ("they look so goddamn like the same person")

can you see it or am i just autistic please tell me i need to know

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guys im not dead i promise ive just been depressed and doing clay stuff

this took 10 minutes and has messy artifacts all over it but it MUST be shared bc im very funny

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guess who :]

he says, as if his adoration for milla isnt blatantly obvious

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ive been inactive bc not only has my mood been tanking but also im carving air dry clay sculptures and the clay feels stimmy-good on my hands

sorry

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GUYS I DID IT JWJFJJSHFHH

PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE GIVE THIS A WATCH AND MAYBE A SHARE please please i am on my knees begging you you dont understand how much it means to me

I LOVE THESE TWO SM

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i have the ravenous need to draw a ford x lucy animatic to the alcott......

but who knows if ill ever do it :T

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teehehehehehehehehehhe ,,,,,,

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ICE PSYCHIC MILLA IS BASED

YAAAAAAAAAAA FUCK YEAH

its canon milla didnt know she was psychic until she was an adult (likely her children screaming triggered her telepathy, but that isnt confirmed) so who tf is to say even older people cant trigger new abilities in certain situations????????????

ANY of the agents in psychonauts could go through something and discover a new ability of theirs and i thINK THATS FUCKING AWESOME

LIKE LIKE LIKE in the au, milla discovers her father is working with delugionists and her whole body just like. freezes solid in horror and she has to be put in an isolation chamber to have her defrost FJLANFOSBFKSN she was okay, obviously, but now shes learning how to control it so she doesnt do that again xD

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when your soon-to-be-wife encounters your soon-to-be-father-in-law (who you thought was dead) and relapses hard enough to "suppress" herself with psilirium and adopt a teddy bear

sorry i keep drawing milla stuff i just love her sm and exlporing her backstory is so much fun especially in raz's tower au aaa

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"Don’t you want to change?” “Don’t you hate this pain?” “Have nothing to say?”

IS THIS A JOKE? I'VE PULLED A THOUSAND STRINGS BUT EVERY SINGLE ONE HAS BROKE...

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when you put 17 total hours of effort into a piece over 5 days but instead of hard work, 95% of that time was spent just messing around in the clip asset store *salutes*

i included close ups of each segment bc i had too much fun with the brushes and textures i got so its a lil hard to see in the full pic xD anyway i got hit with MAJOR inspo when i was listening to ham's eng.ver chorus (even tho the song doesnt even entirely fit her) of tokyo teddy bear so i caved to my intrusive thoughts hehehe

thats all i really have to say, thank you!!!