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[cosuffeeshi]

9. hesitation

so many thoughts for what feels like so little time, and so little courage to move and create, what an odd cycle

[cosuffeeshi]

8. feeling funky

is it the heat, the lack of carbs, the endless sugar cravings, the extra 2,000 steps in new shoes that feel like they don't fit? is it the process of accepting new changes in my reality?

[cosuffeeshi]

7. patience, courage, perseverance

how intimidating it is, wanting to dream big in this era where everything feels too bleak and the anxiety of worse-case-scenarios stack on top of my head like pancakes

[cosuffeeshi]

6. sundays

why can't the weekends last longer

[cosuffeeshi]

5. (A)m (I) replaceable?

maybe it's the AI bubble, maybe it's just the things my algorithm is feeding my brain. i feel more like an alien in this world more than ever. we live in such odd times where the machine dictates every pause, every technical breath, every word, any remaining authority we have over our own work. all gone with a few tippy taps and enter. rows and rows and rows of text form. from lines of codes to create an intangible office of agents, to getting 30 full fledged creative briefs just under an hour. of course when it's not up to expectations, its not the machine, it's the human to blame. it's always the human to blame. we can do everything and it's still not enough. we can do it right, and someone will still say it's wrong. in a world where everyone views through the teal tinted glasses of AI, i find myself recoiling a few inches more everyday. it seems i rather surrender to the discomfort of being too big for my shell, than accept that i no longer have power over my work and creations.

[cosuffeeshi]

4. i got carried away

and sometimes that may be a good thing, forgetting about the noise in my head and just moving through the day

[cosuffeeshi]

3. maybe we just need to keep living

keep breathing, keep moving, keep dreaming, keep dillydallying, keep walking, keep thinking, keep doing everything. do not momentarily pause and feed the doubts, do not slowly descend into a pit of thoughts that do no good.

[cosuffeeshi]

2. do goals fill up bowls?

they say don't forget to fill your cup, i'm not sure if a cup is enough to describe this black hole that's consuming my insides, my cells, my thoughts, my breath. i wake up yearning to do more, but only a pixel of salt has filled my cup. is it a cup or is it a bowl? it stretches far too wide for its own good. i can't fill it whole, when i only have worn out soles.

[to-orrr]

here are some more cats 🍓

[thecollectibles]

Bougie Cat & Ghost by Lane Brown

[catsbeaversandducks]

"no"

By yuki_illust19

[inprnt]

“guinea pig tarot” by NORI STAR CREAM on INPRNT

[pmamtraveller]

Gentle To The Touch

Photograph by Aitor Frias & Cecilia Jimenez

[spicymochi]

choose your fav tiny cat

[mismedleym]

recollections

[nervebynerve]

“The daily routine of most adults is so heavy and artificial that we are closed off to much of the world. We have to do this in order to get our work done. I think one purpose of art is to get us out of those routines. When we hear music or poetry or stories, the world opens up again. We’re drawn in — or out — and the windows of our perception are cleansed, as William Blake said. The same thing can happen when we’re around young children or adults who have unlearned those habits of shutting the world out.”

— Ursula K. Le Guin 

[cosuffeeshi]

1. do people still care?

about brain dumping, questioning, overexplaining, purely sharing, information drowning, spiraling in text form? i want to be more present with creating and this seems to be the least intimidating way. i have ideas i want to see transform and shapeshift in different mediums, different versions. i want to be cringe and be free but by hands are tied by the past and fears that never leaves.