J.H.S.

roses are red, violets are blue, I wanna love me, but I only love you

[couldntcarelessbear]

I hope my poetry can still resonate with others long after I'm gone <3

Edit; im back hoes, got a lot of random shitposting to catch up on

[couldntcarelessbear]

I know you check

Every few hours

To see if one of us read, liked, or related to those silly little words

that are your everything.

I do too.♡

J.h.s.

[couldntcarelessbear]

"Oh I'd kill

To be an arsonist

And burn bridges without shame."

Arsonists - Ethan Bortnick

[couldntcarelessbear]

Can I call myself a poet, just for writing poetry?

For bleeding from my heart, words that you may never see?

Can I call myself a poet, if the words come naturally?

Even if the rhyme or flow isn't good enough for me?

Surely, I could be a poet, for feeling every line

For leaking letters you can feel, even though they are mine

If you read this and relate, then it may be a sign

That you also wonder if, you're a poet by design

But can I call myself a poet, if I don't follow the 'rules'?

The guide that makes it 'poetry', like they taught us in the schools?

If you ask me, the ones who made that guide are fools

That's like a jewler telling me that diamonds cannot pass as jewls

So yes, we are poets, when words explode from inside

From our happiness, anger, or tears we have cried

When words resurrect pieces, of us, that we thought had died

If they say you aren't a poet, I say they have lied.

-j.h.s.

[couldntcarelessbear]

In This House - J.H.S.

In this house

The walls talk, and they say I'm so lost

I keep chasing Us, through every loss

They don't approve, the happy, the lies

The way we come back, even after goodbye

In this house

Our words echo through the halls,

Out of the windows, into drywall

We fight, then it's over just before

You leave, and walk out of the door

In this house

The walls feel our longing, sees our pain

The way we keep trying with nothing to gain

The breathless words, the lingering moans

The okay we feel, it comes then its gone

In this house

It's alive, it breathes and it sighs

The love we feel, the hurt, the 'whys'

The bills on the table, your hand in mine

Our feelings explode, the energy is divine;

In this house.

[couldntcarelessbear]

Kinda bored....wanna love me like they do in romance novels?

J.h.s.

[couldntcarelessbear]

My fingertips ache to touch what will never be felt by them again.

J.h.s

[couldntcarelessbear]

We're all just delusional humans with a fucked up God complex.

J.h.s

[couldntcarelessbear]

Charcoal - J.H.S.

Still, with what shes holding, she stays in routine

Burdened, must be something that runs in her genes

You wouldn't know, with a glance in her eyes

What you see on the outside, well managed disguise

Pretty and perfect, her false confidence

Sits upon her shoulders with high maintenance

She stays put together, till shes falling apart

And they'd never suspect what she has in her heart

A flame that keeps burning, fueled on by her soul

And if she isn't careful, it'll blaze till charcoal

Missing respect, they could never understand

The effort it takes to provide on demand

Her silent battles, locked behind bars and brick walls

She wont let them see it, even when she falls

She gets back up and she does it again

Determined that next time, she'll fight and she'll win

Why does it seem that this world has a goal

To burn her all the way down to charcoal

~for the one they look at, but never See~

[couldntcarelessbear]

~I lay, silent, entangled in the sound of your breath

I am still, I am frozen, I'm mimicking death

My fingers are feathers falling unto your chest

My heart has been pounding, yours sighs in deep rest

I try not to wake you, as if you could feel

The way I feel around you, seemingly unreal

I'm transcending my body, my soul is so light

When I'm laying beside you, the whole world feels right

Your touch burns and it blisters right into my skin

'Till my new scars remember how you feel, again

J.H.S

[couldntcarelessbear]

If my thoughts were the stars, you'd take up the whole sky

But to be able to meet you there, id have to learn to fly

Id jump off from the pedestal I've placed you upon and

Practice spreading my wings that I once thought were gone

But they're merely a delusion, and they open so wide

That I know I can reach you, I can fly by your side

But I reach the top, and wonder why you aren't there

Then I fall back to the bottom, the hell that we share

If you were a cigarette, I would smoke the whole pack

So I could breathe you in, have your taste back to back

I heard someone once said 'cigarettes are good for you'

Funny that I have the same sick delusion about you...

If I could consume you, you'd take up every part of me

If I could break my obsession id learn to leave you be

But I cant close my eyes without seeing your face

So even though you're awful, you're the perfection I Chase

J.h.s.

(The stars we see are just a delusion they're beautiful and sparkley and they're already dead)

[couldntcarelessbear]

I tattooed his name into my skin.

Right over the scars, where I'd once carved it in. :)

J.h.s.

[couldntcarelessbear]

"You say I am your whole world, then you don't want me anymore

How did our story end up twisted? We were romance now we're gore"

From an unfinished poem of mine.

J.h.s

[couldntcarelessbear]

"With my health in greatest interest, my doctor has just written me an unlimited prescription of Your Undying Love. Which is to be taken, morning, mid-day, and night; followed immediately by The Feeling Of Your Touch. "

J.h.s.

[couldntcarelessbear]

If I Pass Before You -J.H.S.

Roses are red

Violets are blue

Billions of people in this world

But I'm only thinking about you

Getting lost inside my thoughts that leave me drowning in my head

But if I die drowning in you I'll be okay with being dead

And if I pass before you know that my spirit will go

To where you are, where I will stay, and find a way to let you know

That I will haunt you till the end until you too become a ghost

And never let you forget that I alone love you the most

And when our souls walk hand in hand into the after life

We'll have a ghostly wedding, I'll forever be your wife

So if I pass before you, don't you dare shed a tear

Just remember that no matter what I'll always be waiting here

Even if somehow, someway, you stopped loving me

I would still belong to you, far beyond eternity

~dedicated to my love~

[couldntcarelessbear]

Still yours my love, three years after writing this

[couldntcarelessbear]

Love Letters - J.H.S

Our moonlit embrace has turned cold and lonesome

Stained by memories that I once viewed as wholesome 

I lie beside you yet so far away

Our skin is touching between the decay 

My fingers are sore from gripping my pen tight 

While I write of the things that keep me up at night 

And I reach to you but you've put up a door 

So I don't write love letters to you anymore 

Your eyes have gone dark, no longer alight 

With the flames they once held each time I was in sight 

You breathe on your own, I'm not blind to see 

That the breaths you now take are no longer for me 

And each word you say just feels like a lie 

When you can't resonate with the tears that I cry 

Ive run out of words, they don't come like before 

And so I cant write love letters to you anymore 

[couldntcarelessbear]

I wish I never wrote this one...I wish I wrote you more love letters

[couldntcarelessbear]

Untitled -J.H.S.

The perfection you want is not what I am

I want to be worthy..I don't know if I can 

I want to hold you, and be what you want 

But that lovely idea is merely a taunt

I want to feel your lips, pressed against mine 

Embraced in a love you described as divine 

“Neither hell nor heaven could tear us apart” 

You said to me before you shattered my heart 

I must of fell short, too many things in the way 

For you to believe me each time that I say 

“I'll love you until my very last breath” 

Would you still see me lowly if I proved it with death?

If you said to jump I would ask you how high 

And I'd preform the task without asking you why

I'll be your support through your pain and your strife

You said “like a wolf, you and I mate for life” 

The words you once said, blurred and bled away 

Lost in the echos of what happened those days 

But I still remember the you that you are..

I remember the you hid beneath every scar