4/10/18 10:02AM
So now that we’re going to Mexico in June I plan to do two more fast. One this month and one again in May. The one in May will be for 14 days. This month will be fore 5-10 days. I’m thinking about starting next week. My motive is to lose as much fat as possible, along with doing yoga and eating hormone balancing meals to keep my tummy bloat free, and also tone and strengthen my muscles. Because I want to be super comfortable on the beach. I need to start saving. It’s going to be $1k for each of us on the whole trip. But it’s going to be incredible. I’m really fucking excited. Also I have my Leon Bridges tickets for collateral, so if we don’t go I’ll just sell them for like $100 each.
I need sun glasses, bathing suits, and cute clothes for the trip to Mexico. I’m contemplating if I should be my hair done now, and take it out before we go to Mexico. Or if I should get my hair done before we go to Mexico.
I kind of want to wear my natural hair in Mexico because we’re going to be in and out of the water. But also washing and straightening it twice a day isn’t going to be that great for it either. I’m really excited. Wearing a frontal down there though is going to suck. Because I wont be able to get my “edges” wet. And I want to swim. Maybe I’ll do braids or something for a month or two. Or I’ll just start doing a bunch of hot oil treatments and growth serums to get back to a length I’m okay with. I really need to get all my dead ends chopped. I’m thinking that whenever we come back from Mexico. I’ll do like a big chop and cut off all my processed and dead ends and just wear frontals for a year and a half. And then I’ll have my hair at a length and density I’m comfortable with again. The thickness of my hair has improved. Taking vitamins and doing weekly scalp massages has done me good and it’s only been a month.
If I’m consistent the growth will come, it always does.
Anyways, I just really want to feel comfortable in my skin in Mexico. I want to not have fat deposits on my hips and I want to be proud to wear a bikini. A few days before the trip I’ll do a deep cut to. So a water weight sweat out. That I’m sure I’ll gain back in tequila and tortilla chips, but I’m down. I’m really excited! How many times can I mention how excited I am.
I feel like it’s just going to be so much fun and such a good time. I love traveling with Lukasz. I really need to do some travelling of my own. I want to go to Europe. I was going to do that this year, but since we’re going to mexico I’ll put it off. But next year, I do really want to finally take my trip. I’ll see wear my job takes me and how much I can save up. But I really want to take some time to explore the world and meet people and develop my character as an individual. Met these guys this past weekend and one of them invited me to come out with them next weekend to a rave and that they rented a lake house for the part afterwards. Which sounds so fun to me. Lukasz is going to fucking Colorado with his friends for 4/20 next weekend. So I totally think I’m going to go with those guys. Because well it’s a party and it sounds like fun.
I also need to just take some time to focus on my own hobbies. I keep forgetting that I have hobbies that I need to tend to. Like I’ve been using Lukasz as my hobby. But I’m my own person. With my own interests and this is practice for that.













