go crazy or go stupid

I use humor to cover up the fact that I hate myself :) 5'6 sw: 185 lbs cw: 161lbs//

[witchyworld-blog]

im really bad at conversations sorry if ive ever talked to you

[countingcaloriesincoffee]

New Year’s Eve to March 24

[miasays]

for someone obsessed with losing weight, I am not very good at it

[mia-memes]

Me fantasizing about all the stuff I’ll do when I’m skinny

[bpdpeepo]

Literally no one:

My body dysmorphia: lol u look like this

[imscaredofdrowning]

I literally *do* look like this, yikes 😅😅

[ms-42]

Crying to your mama is a different type of sad

[countingcaloriesincoffee]

Tell me how THE FUCK I gained 10 pounds and I’ve barely been eating 🙃

[satansdepressedprincess]

One of the worst feelings ever is being in your own house and feeling like you need to go home.

[satansdepressedprincess]

I thought I was getting better. I honestly did. But now I'm laying in bed at 4am, trying to figure out what the fuck is wrong with me and why I'm never enough.

[countingcaloriesincoffee]

it’s so fun being the friend who’s house is the party house, where people come over have a good time and then leave. it’s fun for me, however the second the house is quiet - I realize how truly alone I am, and I don’t think I’ll ever be able to explain that kind of feeling completely.

[the-suicide-effect]

"It all starts with not wanting to get out of bed, that's how you know you're getting bad again"

[countingcaloriesincoffee]

I haven’t been here a bit. I just need somewhere to go and this used to be my rant place. Idk.

I’m just so tired of living right now, and I don’t wanna kill myself. I just wanna be okay. I just wanna not feel so sad anymore. I’ve literally been drunk 90% of the time these last few months and I’m so tired of having to cope that way. I’m not eating as much, I just make up for it with alcohol and binging.

I just don’t wanna do this anymore. The one thing I had going for me (graduation) it was the one thing I was looking forward to was ripped from my finger tips. I was so close, and now it’s gone. I’m turning 18 in a few days and it’s not even worth it. I just can’t. I don’t want to do it anymore.

I’m not happy unless I’m drunk or high these days and that’s so sad.

[iamasmollsleepyperson]

[racial]

might fuck around and drink the daily recommended amount of water

[racial]

i have to pee

[babbitsaleratus]

I’m TRYING to love myself but SOMEBODY *glares in the mirror* is having a TANTRUM

[countingcaloriesincoffee]

Well well well if it isnt me, back on my bullshit.

[positiveautistic-deactivated202]

Mine