Ash

18 / they/he <3 sw: 222.8 cw:219.6 gw: 200 ugw: 80

[mrsyellowflower]

I need the scale to show me that I’ve dropped 10kg.

RIGHT NOW

[Not pro ana, block don’t report]

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getting more vapes tomorrow, bye bye hunger

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i hate having bed, like i want to stop eating so bad but something just compels me to carry on and on and on and its a never ending cycle of food

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gonna try starting omad and only eating lunch i hope it goes okay

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i have one month til i see my dad for the first time in 10 months. i need to be skinnier.

[emotionalskiinny]

reasons not to eat ❀

i can wear big sweaters when it’s hot and not be warm

i can wear platform boots and looks like all the outfit inspos i see 

my thighs won’t inflate when i sit

i never have to be embarrassing of eating

my parents (or anybody) never has to tell me to “slow down on the snacks”

i can make all the girls at school jealous

i wear crop tops without worry of my stomach looking fat

my breasts actually stick out further than my stomach 

i can be someone’s thinspo

i can gain self-control

my fingers look dainty instead of clunky and weird

i can see my bones without having to stretch

people can pick me up really, really easily

i can be skinnier than my skinniest friend

i can wear a bikini without feeling self-conscious

i can wear long sleeves to cover scars and not feel hot

he will finally like me

people will become concerned

every bite i don’t eat is one step closer to my ugw

for not feeling like shit when i eat

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VAPING IS SUCH A GOOD APPETITE SURPRESSOR WHAT THE FUCK (don't do it but what rhe fuck im shocked i didnt think it'd work this well)

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just finished the last of my christmas food, god i cant wait to not have to eat sm from tomorrow

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binged sm today bc christmas so i'm gonna try and restrict as much as possible so i wont of gained weight going back to college

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guess who just brought a vape and is gonna use it as a meal replacement/appetite supressor

me

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can anyone give me motivation to just not eat anything until dinner tomorrow i feel so disgusting rn and eating is gonna make things sm worse

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just heard a girl refuse food from her boyfriend because she 'already had a bag of wotsits today' HELLO ??? HOW DO U LIVE OFF ONE BAG OF CRISPS AND HOW DO I DO THAT TOO ???

[super-cxstiel]

I’m doing this “diet” because I know I can’t restrict too low, otherwise I’ll end up binging. Also having a strict plan keeps me motivated. Lets lose the weight mah dudes

[history-of-walking-upright]

-200cal pancakes-

Ye i make a lot of pancakes leave me alone pls haha

You need:

60ml milk

25g flour

1 egg

Some baking powder

Sweetener and vanilla if you want (optional)

How to:

Just mix everything and put in a pan...you're done :)

I did a single big one but normally it would make around 3-4

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been a bad past few days, i'm trying so hard to stick to a limit but bc of the amount of candy in my house its so fucking hard, gonna try to finish it tomorrow even tho it'll be a binge but at least i can start anew on monday and lose weight, i want to hit 200 at least before the month is over

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how to lose a lotta weight in 5 weeks ?? got invited to my friends birthday party and despite being terrified of social interaction i dont wanna be as fat as i am now whilst doing it

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like i imagined the chocolate got the best of me and i ended up eating around 2800 cals today sigh, not excited for tomorrow either since im going to town with my friend and we're buying dominos and a mini cake for us to share, plus i'll probably end up eating more m&m's when i get home since i have no self control