to give me a sign, and it has. I shouldn’t have needed a sign so bearing to bring me to this point. but here we are. this is the end. and they aren’t easy. the end is never easy. goodbyes are hard. love is hard man. and when you fall in love and invest your love that is the risk we take. it’s never easy. I have grown, and I have worked, and I have come to this place. I am content, I am fulfilled, and I need to give thanks and count my blessings where they lie, and leave the past in the past.
Today is August 3rd 2020- today I vouch to be better, to myself, to my soul, and to the people who show me they care for me. Today I vouch to look ahead, to nurture my body, my mind, and give love to those who give love to me. A full moon sits in the sky tonight. and tomorrow a little slice of that moon will be gone, and the cycle will forever continue. life is much like the moon. we are full, and fulfilled and we are faced with trials and tribulations that assess our ability to adapt and to grow. little chunks of our realities might be taken away, little chunks of parts of our beings might change over time, little chunks of our hearts might not be there anymore, but like the moon we will always come full circle again. we will reach peaks, and we will have moments of loneliness, we will have highs, and we will have ultimate lows. we will have days when there is barely anything left at all, but our cup will slowly begin to fill again, and much like the moon tonight, I know I have many thanks to give.