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[cowardick]

i might remake my oc blog, should i?  shes a real cutie. ?

[cowardick]

we just dont know

[cowardick]

i might remake my oc blog, should i?

 shes a real cutie.

?

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"A-Ah, I-I didn’t mean to startle you; I’m sorry!" Altaria peeped, still shivering like a leaf in the cold weather. This person seemed quite terrified of her. She wasn’t sure why; she didn’t look intimidating at all.

"P-Please don’t be afraid! I’m just a traveler looking for somewhere to stay!"

[cowardick]

She seemed nice but..everyone seems nice at one point. He sighed aloud and slowly got to his feel, brushing the snow off his pants. "I...it's fine. Really. Um, i dunno if i could help out i mean.."  

He wasn't sure Yukisada would appreciate him just welcoming guests into his home. He planned it out in his head, at the first sign of her being anything close to harmful he was leaving. 

"I'm sure theres...s-something i could do...." 

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The crunching of snow below feet got closer and closer until—

"…?"

It was probably a big thing of relief for Shiro to see that it wasn’t Rocma, instead; one of the resident’s of the Isle that was far from being dangerous to any extent. Mafuyu. Yet it was odd to see the seal without her guardian around. In this situation, it may have been a good thing.

"Wolfy!"

[cowardick]

"A-ah...!!" 

   He held his chest, a bit startled by the voice, he could feel his heart pounding in his chest. He panted softly, not even trying to gain his composure. 

  "U-um..Mafuyu? Could you..maybe not sneak up on me like that next time..O-or ever for that matter..?" 

[cowardick]

samekxchx said: // what is shiros mental state Please tell me about it

here we go man you did it here i go! IM PU MPED FOR THSI GET READY

shirogane has the combination of an inferiority and a persecution complex, thus not only does he think they everyone absolutely hates his guts he thinks they're all absolutely better than him

no matter how hard yukisada tried i dont think shirogane will ever truly trust him nor will be ever truly believe his words of support and comfort. 

he constantly is living in fear of being attacked so his guard is constantly up, making him anxious and high strung 

he probably flinches at the touch even mafuyus touch even yukisada because hes so hellbent on the fact that they hate him and want to cause him harm

the odds of him ever winning against idate are slim to none because of all these things, if he had confidence in himself maybe he'd have better chances but as for right now in a fight like that he'd be slaughtered 

 i hope thats helpful, i mean i dunno its a lot of headcanon mixed in there too i suppose but this is how i see it for him 

[spiderketto-blog]

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Blinking the woman just sighed, oh great she dealing with someone who is lost “just now…you not hurt or anything, you come on your own will or something, l don’t know…” she goes back to her book, seeming to be more calm then the other and that might freak him out

[cowardick]

 Well, maybe he slept walked or something..No that was a ridiculous conclusion! Maybe, it'd be good to get away from Iceberg Isle for a little bit..it's not like anybody there cared about him. Aside from maybe Yukisada.

"Thank you Miss..U-um..May i ask your name?" 

[cowardick]

someone please talk to me about shiroganes mental state just ask me about it please i really wanna talk about it 

[cowardick]

remember when i was cowardicy...and apprehensive...and shxrogane....and honvarg...

ive have too many shirogane blogs

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"E-Excuse me?" Altaria called out at the figure. She could see them much more clearly now that she was closer to them. Were they alright? Have they frozen to death, or were they perhaps hiding?

"A-Are you okay? H-Hello?" She was right up next to them now, squatting down to get a closer look.

[cowardick]

  He fell back, now looking up at the other, his top half propped up by his elbows. He moved back a little, terrified buy the sudden voice and being that had seemed to just appear next to him. Well, it didn't but, it felt like it.. God, he should have really been paying attention. 

  "A-ah....Yes, i'm fine." His eye looked aside, averting the others eyes at all costs. 

[cowardick]

  The wolf mundanely dragged himself home, looking down at the snow beneath his feet, the soft crunching below his heels. His expression was anything but happy, although that wasn't an unusual occurrence. 

   His ear perked up at the sound of someone else's feet, they were nearby too. He raised his head up, stepping back. "Who there...?" His voice was trembling, oh god what if it was Rocma coming back to ridicule him.. 

[roleplaymmemes]

The 39th icon in your folder is your muses reaction to falling in love at first sight

[cowardick]

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[spiderketto-blog]

"Ah, the hospital, its for sick people sir"

Okay, she did talk but that might make him leave if she tried putting on her best cold voice, the book she was reading is just about spiders and how to take care of them

[cowardick]

 "A h-hospital!?" 

   His heart sank at the fact that, he was so absolutely lost. Did something happen to him? His eyes went to his feet, staring at them. "U-um...Another question miss. If it's alright. Do you happen to know how long I've been here or how i got here?" He probably sounded like an idiot now. 

[cowardick]

like for a starter i wanna rp and im not good at asking people for starters anyway 

[spiderketto-blog]

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"…"

Wave then goes right back to reading, she wont talk to him and then it make the other leave, right.

[cowardick]

   Who the even even was this girl reading, and where the hell was he. Discombobulated, he decided to muster up as much courage as he could to talk to her.  

    "E-excuse me Miss..? Would you happen to know where I am?" 

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Cold. It was so cold here, and Altaria wasn’t fond of it at all. She was sure she had frostbite by now, since she was only wearing a simple blue dress with no stockings or anything on. Even her fluff wasn’t enough to keep her warm.

She swore she had seen some movement out of the corner of her eye. Something moving in the snow…was it a person? How could they be living out here in the cold? Altaria slowly shuffled towards where she saw the movement, clutching at her body to try and keep warm.

[cowardick]

    What?! Oh, she was coming this way! He wasn't careful enough apparently, dammit! He didn't even look out now, just crouched down behind the bank. He was covering his face, though it was not much protection and he was in a fetal like position.

'How truly pitiful, the fear of everyone his eyes meet, surely this was a whole new level of feebleness.' He thought to himself. Even he hated himself, how could others not?

[cowardick]

ill make pretty icons for people if they want some, i could do borders, rounded edges and designs 

[cowardick]

         Hidden in the snow drift the wolf, he scoped out the area. He's careful to not give out his position, afraid that he could be attacked. I mean, everyone did...really not like him, so, of course anyone of them would attack him. A shiver ran down his spine at the thought of being caught. Oh god.. 

                  His eyes caught the image of ..blue? Lots of blue.. Who could that be? Definitely someone he has never laid eyes on before. His harpoon gun his clutched tightly in his hands, though he was trembling like usual. 'Please don't come this way..'