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you can call me amos 16 closeted transmasc lesbian communist ☭ he/him

[cowboymarr]

Intro 𓂃🪶

closeted transmasc lesbian + communist

he/him

I made this account to express my gender dysphoria and find community without having to out myself irl.

i honestly don’t know if i’ll ever be able to fully transition so my short term goal is to at least be able to cross-dress occasionally.

.°˖⋆✞𓄀🂾𐚁 .°˖⋆

my interests/hobbies

-bass guitar, hannibal nbc, lesbian/queer history, communist theory/history, classic literature, sewing/upcycling, etc.

[cowboymarr]

the universal experience of realizing your mom is really just another victim of the patriarchy (it still doesn’t excuse her actions)

[cowboymarr]

being at school makes me feel like the next einstein. i’m peer-reviewing essays written by 18 year olds who don’t even know how to write in complete sentences. i’m watching dumbasses use chatgpt for questions they were practically given the answer to. they all want to debate me because they’re fascist morons but they have to google who karl marx was. yk i try to be humble because i know im not really that smart but sometimes it’s hard when im surrounded by the dumbest people on earth. even my teachers can’t spell half the time.

[cowboymarr]

leftcoms are too idealistic. sometimes it seems like communism is more like a religion to them rather than a political philosophy.

[cowboymarr]

the magnus archives isn’t even THAT far fetched. like 90% of my job is literally just going through files and correcting past archivists shitty work.

[wolfieisacommunist]

Still not over the fact the soviets gave him a fucking bear 😭😭

[cowboymarr]

i hate american football so much more than you could know

[cowboymarr]

drinking black coffee / tea is so gender affirming lwk

[cowboymarr]

i’m going to be really vulnerable right now please don’t kill me….. secretary will never be half as erotic as fight club

im sorry guys this is just my opinion i had to get this off my chest

[cowboymarr]

i desperately need transmasc/butch mutuals. (ages 15-18 preferably)

wya.

[thearoprince]

I’m too old for you lol

[cowboymarr]

🥲

[cowboymarr]

conservatives will say “facts over feelings” as an excuse to be transphobic and then get mad when you apply that same logic to religion.

[apollosfallen]

The only way forward is to stop treating masculinity as synonymous with harmful, monstrous, or dangerous.

[cowboymarr]

misandrists always think they have radical, progressive views but really they’re just rebranding the same bioessentialist rhetoric that’s been weaponized against women for years.

no, men are not inherently evil. you are making excuses for their terrible behavior.

[frickadoodlydoo]

various people about trans men: I hate you. because i hate men of course. there is a heavy overarching implication in my behavior that I would not treat you with this level of cruelty and scrutiny if you were a cis woman, but shouldn't you feel so validated right now? shouldn't you feel validated that I wouldn't treat you like shit if you hadn't transitioned? shouldn't you feel validated that I'm treating you like shit explicitly because of your identity?

[4tification]

If you're ever feeling dysphoric, get men's bodywash, deodorant and cologne. I feel excellent getting out of the shower and smelling manly. It's nice.

[cowboymarr]

me and the shitty cologne my dad gave me like two years ago because he didn’t like it

[certifiedboyfailure]

Forcemasc but it's just me eating spicy noodles telling myself I can handle it like a man

[cowboymarr]

let’s all go to hell

[cowboymarr]

my given name is already a stereotypically masculine name but i feel like it’s not enough