long text - mini fic?
as much as i like weecest, i don’t actually think anything (sexual) happen between them during those ages (besides the obvious; i do heavily believe dean taught sam how to jerk off and they did it together sometimes)
i like to think the first time it happen was right after dean got back from hell (4x01). right after dean saw his brother (his property) build a new life without him, fucking girls and continue hunting. he couldn’t let sam have a life of his own without him. he needed to remind him who he belonged to.
sam on the other hand, couldn’t believe he got his brother back, after all those months of trying to fill that void, he couldn’t loose him again, he’ll do anything to make sure they’ll always be together.
so after bobby leaves them on that motel room and they end up alone (as they always been), they hug again, just to make sure it’s real. but this time it feels different.
so they kiss, out of anger, out of grieve. it’s clumsy and rough and none of them say anything because they both saw it coming. they both built that tension brick by brick until they just couldn’t anymore, they know everything led them until this point, that someday they were going to break and just melt into each other.
and of course sammy’s unzipping dean’s jeans and kneeling in front of him, because even though he has never suck a dick in his life, he’ll do anything to satisfy his brother. and of course dean doesn’t do anything about it, because he needs to remind his little brother who’s the only person he needs to be with.
but fuck, has sammy really never blown anyone off? because it just feels too good and dean gets too excited he starts to fuck his little brothers mouth, and sammy chokes and dean realizes but when he looks down he sees sammy (with his goddam puppy eyes) opening his mouth more, ready to be face-fucked by his older brother. and that’s when dean realizes, it will always be him.
he swallows, because he needs his brother, all of him. and when he stands up, dean takes care of him. he doesn’t go down on him, no no, he’s “too man” for that, but he taught that kid to jerk off and for sure he still remembers everything that he liked. sammy’s so close and he just needs a help, and while dean jerks him off and kisses him he tells him “we’re one fucked up family, aren’t we? there’s no going back after this, sammy”
and that’s what does it to him, and sam comes hard on his brothers hand and dean smiles hearing his little brother moan his name.
they could never let each other go, they both know they belong to each other, and if that means crossing a line that should never be crossed, well god help them.
















