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Hi! What are your top 10 Upstead moments so far and why?
Oooh!! This is a great question. I worry that if I list my top 10, it will be the typical ones everyone thinks of (because, let’s face it, no one is doing it like Upstead).
So, if you’ll permit me to adjust the ask a bit, here are my top 10 Upstead MICRO- moments. Otherwise known as the small moments within the big ones that, to me, make the scene. These are in no particular order.
1. “I’ve got eyes, Jay” scene. The moment leading up to when say says “Why the neutral?” I think there have been many moments (some appear in this top 10), where Jay is just waiting to ask Hailey something because he just super cares. Others that come to mind- a) when he asks “what’d the feds want?” In 8x03 and of course “why’d you propose?” In 9x01. You could feel his restless energy build up to these asks.
2. “Thing that Works” scene. The small smile and look down that Jay gives when he says “what thing?” gets me every time. He was already so in deep for her.
3. “The 8x03 bar” scene. The tremble in Jay’s voice when he says “you’d probably be really good at it” crushes me. He asked about the job, the money…and at that moment he felt like he could not compete. He never thought he would be THE variable, which makes what she says later in the scene all the sweeter.
4. “The proposal part 1”. The catch breath Hailey takes before she says “I love you…more than anything.” You can hear the desperation in her tone when she is trying to convince him. She was so scared he was going to say no.
5. “The proposal part 1”. The look down Hailey gives when she says “right” after he says they should get to the hospital, and the wobble in her voice when she says “I’m gonna take a quick shower, ok?” You can feel how dejected she is and how she is trying so hard not to break down right there.
6. “The proposal part 2” Jay was on a mission and he barely let her take a sip of her whisky before he asked her why she proposed. He wanted to be SO sure it was for the right reasons. The look down he gives when she says she doesn’t know if she did it because of Kim crushes me. Then, we know what comes after, but that micro moment hurt. He thought it was confirmation that she was not sure about them. Which makes her next words mean so much.
7. “Interrogation room” When Hailey says “No one controls me. Not him, and not you”, Jay gets an admiring look on his face for a split second and I love it. Also, Hailey’s look right when he says he doesn’t know what to do either is so painful.
8. “Back at Home” scene when Jay comes home after North. The way Hailey swallows and looks down when he said the plan worked. You can see a million emotions. Guilt Jay had to do this at all. Worry that she made him compromise his decency, overwhelm that he would do this FOR HER. And the way he rushed to sit next to her….because he knew that is what she was feeling.
9. “North Interrogation”. The way Hailey says “what?” After North talks about her father. So much charged in one word and look.
10. “THE sex scene”. The way in the last few seconds they mirror each other perfectly as they cling to each other. The position of their arms is the same. The feelings.
Bonus: In the wedding scene when he is signing the marriage certificate and she side glances at him with love and wonder like she has to pinch herself that this is really happening and she can start a new and better chapter with the love of her life.
These are mine! I probably have 20 more!!
I miss Upstead
The way her eyes welled up. I’m gonna be sick. Her pain was still so close to the surface.
Hailey’s Hoodies Exhibit M
M is for “Morning after and I’ve got nothing on underneath this hoodie because I jumped out of bed after having the most amazing last first night with the love of my life” hoodie.
Hoodie: Nili Lotan Janie Hoodie in sunfaded red
I am also excited to unlock a few new wardrobe pieces!!
I am not quite sure how they’re gonna do it but the writers owe us….
Upstead waking up in bed together
You, then coffee, then waffles then the range
Forehead kiss
Hand holding in the truck
Hailey wearing Jay’s flannel / hoodie
Shower scene
Jay calling Hailey his wife
Hailey calling Jay her husband
Stellaride double date
Hailey and Jay undercover together
Hailey undercover and worried Jay
Jay undercover and worried Hailey
Jay going toe to toe with Hailey’s dad
Hailey and Jay talking about kids one day
Another sex scene
A hug
A kiss
An I love you
All before the end of episode 3….
You have a chance to redeem yourselves!!!!
“I’m not leaving you” = “I’d follow you” and “I’m going where you go” aka: close enough welcome back classic upstead 🙂↕️
Tracy Spiridakos and Jesse Lee Soffer are headed back to Chicago! Here's the exclusive first look at the upcoming One Chicago crossover.
YAY FOR AN UPSTEAD REUNION (& for these new crossover photos courtesy of Entertainment Weekly!) cannot wait for next Wednesday!! 🙌
“I’m not leaving you” = “I’d follow you” and “I’m going where you go” aka: close enough welcome back classic upstead 🙂↕️
Aside from the Upstead goodness, my eye goes to the guy just casually moseying up the stairs amidst Hailey’s panicked urgency.
“It’s been a long time since I saw you as just my partner.”
Upstead forever 🥹 NBC knew we needed something to watch before their return! Haha.
Do you think Jay could come back, and Upstead could work on their marriage? Or is it dead? I really want them to work on their marriage and be happy again.
Well I basically donated all of my clown masks, clown makeup and clown costumes to the goodwill after wednesday so no…
(Although I may have kept one mask…..hope never dies and #upsteadforever)
This aged well. Hope never dies and #upsteadforever!!!
Same level of focus
“She hasn't been protected a day in her life. Doesn't know that she can be, that she should be.”
I just do not understand how a show and a writer’s room that has been building this protection arc for Hailey from literally her first DAY on the show would find that it makes any sense at all to do this.
I get that Jay is not coming back and they want some kind of fresh slate or “phoenix rising from the ashes” story for Hailey now. That they want to start fresh (I don’t agree with it, but I see that’s their current ridiculous angle).
Thinking we’ll believe she’ll emerge from this stronger and better is insulting our intelligence. They took two of the most reserved characters and built trust. She was still trusting and loving him in this last ep. So you took a woman who has a history of abuse, brutalized her for an ep, kicked her while she was down, and then forced her through Voight to question the “one good thing” after you destroyed that thing by assassinating Jay’s character.
Tracy is the best actress in a generation and the writers are relying on her to act them out of a corner again and again. She’ll make us believe whatever they put on a page.
But, it’s the most amateur of storytelling. I feel like I am reading a “choose your own adventure” book vs. watching one of the top rated shows on network TV. As much as I adored Jay, this is not about wanting him back.
The main tenet of shows is to realize that strong shows respect the stories and the characters they built. So keep that loyalty to the ones on the screen still, like Hailey. Even non-upstead stans and casual watchers are perplexed. That’s a sign that no one gets it.
I’ll watch this show as long as Tracy is on it because I enjoy watching a masterclass every week even if she is in the background, but the direction of the storylines on all fronts feel decidedly amateur and that’s a shame. We could have continued with an enjoyable procedural post Jesse exit, and the OOC character plays are just downright distracting now.
i miss you, i’m sorry
Hi friends! The season premiere of PD was rough to say the least for the Upstead fandom, so here is a post-ep fix-it/rewrite of it because in no universe do Hailey and Jay not end up together. Hope you enjoy! 💕
The title for this fic is taken from the song, “I miss you, I’m sorry” by Gracie Abrams.
Read on AO3
do you think Hailey will get a redemption arc?
Redemption for what? All she needs is for Voight to stay away from her and for Gwen to not turn her arc into trauma porn.
dear opportunist Jay/Hailey anon,
I'm not going to answer the ask(s), so please stop sending them!
What she said!
Battle of the opening scenes: 804 VS 811
Who do you choose and why?
Oh god this is a cruel battle.
There are many things to love about the 8x11 opening, but I think I’ve gotta go with 8x04. I’ll never get forget what it was like watching it live. It took me a good while for my brain to fully function again. Also,
Need I say more?
Completely agree with this. I remember just staring at the screen with my mouth hanging open!