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i need to decide whether or not im gonna post for real or just flake to the smaller blog to post mmMmmmmmmMMMMmmmmmmmm 

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ang no not in public

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ang no i have to dungeon today 

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new story posted- stirred (its nsfw)

the art is kinda bad tbh imo

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reasons why im stressed 

- slept 3 hours the past few nights

- i refuse to do anything else until i get my internet fix

- i had to do two weeks worth of coding in 4 hours because i didnt get my coding information until today. i asked for it last week. i asked for everything earlier. didnt get it.

- cant apply to classes until my email is replied to. no one is replying, i stopped caring.

- in the four hours i coded in my logical thought and programming class i wrote that entire fashion history notebook, fixed it up, printed it and organized it into another fashion notebook, (about 8 pages?). i couldnt get access to the info until yesterday to start it. its still not done but i turned it in today at 85% finished.

- my last work day, 20 minutes into my shift, the drawer was short 64$. my manager called to tell my coworker to go home because she had stayed too long. she stayed longer past her shift because we were backlogged with customers. my coworker couldnt leave until she finished her drawer count. she couldnt finish because customers kept paying and changing the drawer number. the manager said if she doesnt finish it properly shed write everyone up, including me who had just been written up less than 5 hours beforehand because of my coworker incorrectly handling my drawer the night beforehand.

- had to do two presentations, study for two weeks worth of for quizzes (didnt know what was on it because i wasnt in class) had to prepare for but didnt have the right materials for it bc i wasnt in class. also did reading responses for another class.

-had to deal with shit heads who kept garnering for my attention during all of this at school and i kept tellin them ‘im sorry, i cant talk. im sorry. dude. stop. im trying to do something. no i dont want to know about how your project is going i dont care, youre not impressing me. can u see all these papers sprawled in front of the computer and how quickly im shuffling through them and writing notes?? im trying to cram for these presentations/quizzes/trying to put my project together. dude dont you know by now that i think youre really annoying, can u take a hint. can u not.’

- my legs really, really, really hurt. really badly. i dont understand why sitting in a chair makes them hurt so much standing up. i dont understand how they can be fine for one minute and then ill sit down for a while and try to get back up and my muscles and knees and ankles feel like theyre about to give out.  

people are ridiculous!!! ridiculous! ok im done ranting 

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nsfw story update on the writing blog

i should have done my homework 

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an ode to my throat pain 

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(testing something on deviantart) 

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what are the chances part 5 is up

pls contact me if u have forgotten the password, its been a month since the last story

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