Jul 24, 2020
Some times
I wish I would have never
Been born
Some times
I wish I would have never
Existed
The thought of it
Comforts me
As I drift away
Underneath my tears
The thought of death
The thought of
Being erased
Of my mind
Of my thoughts
Of my being
It scares me
Some times
I wish I would have never
Been born
Some times
I wish I would have never
Existed
Having something
So precious
Something that could be
So much
Fulfilling
Useful
And not using it
Is worse than never having it
And not knowing
What it could have been
I‘m not worthy
Of that gift
That gift I was given
Someone else
Could have used it better
Some times
I wish I would have never
Been born
Some times
I wish I would have never
Existed
I wanna die
But I’m too scared of dying
I wish I would have never
Even existed
