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June 6, 2021

Beautiful Luna

You’re the brightest and largest object in our night sky, you make the Earth a more livable planet.

Tides are caused by your gravitational forces.

Your connection to water and the tides, it is said to represent our emotions and our subconscious mind - what we see on the surface often does not reflect what is going on underneath, nor does it reveal its vast depths.

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April 7, 2021

Sharing The Vase

Sharing the vase, I never thought I’d be sharing my beloved vase. She showed me how beautiful it looks with two colors complimenting each other. She said she’ll love us like no other.

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Happy 4th of Tulo . Seems like a lifetime ago what was once my lifeline . 🙇🏻‍♀️

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This kinda of happiness can cure cancer .

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I hurt for the love I lost ,

Because once upon a time

that love kept me alive .

As if the best time in my life ,

disappeared in the night.

In the mist of the rain

I lost sight of the pain ,

How can I possibly find my way home

In this cage .

So rain rain go away

Come again another day .

Trapped in time as it keeps moving

I know why I keep on losing .

Nothing helps me numb this feeling

Ask me why I keep on using ?

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Phantom pain. Do you understand what that means ?

Idk how to explain it , but I’ll try.

Ghost love , it’s not there anymore but it once was. Memories that will always .. haunt me but not in a bad way . I’m grateful I hope those memories never go away because I remember the happiest moments in my life , they make me feel happiness in real life .

And even though it’s in the past , it feels eternal because my memories will never be tainted . Your face will never be tainted , Stars can only get brighter when everything’s dark . Everything you came with .. the storms and the stars , were the best thing that ever happened to me . I will never forget and I know you hate me but I will never hate you .

I know you never really understood my decision , I’m so sorry for hurting you I never meant to do that . It had to happened because the reality of things wasn’t looking too well . I appreciate you both fighting till the very end no one has ever fought for me that way . I realized I had a lot of character building to do , something I have to do on my own . Trust me carma came for me , trust me I’m paying my consequences. The reality of things is that it’s better this way , for everybody .

Our memories are sacred to me , they will never be tainted by the bad .

I will never hate you , I will always care .

Even if you pulled a me on me and now we don’t talk anymore ..