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So I just got knee braces for marching band because last year I hyperextended my knee and we wanted to prevent that from happening again (it's happened many more times just not as bad). So I put my leg braces on and I start walking, right? Why is it so easy? Is walking supposed to be this easy? I'm putting sooo much less effort into walking. I didn't think I had a problem with walking before this 😭

I'm starting not to feel real again :<

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Why can't I just keep things to myself.

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The thing is I regret everything I say, and I feel like I fuck everything up when I talk, but then I get to points where it's impossible to talk and it also hurts the people around me, and still ruins my relationships.

#I don't get what's wrong with me #damned if i do damned if i dont

Why can't I just keep things to myself.

I just had the best interaction with one of the janitors at my school.

So I had a leadership meeting for band today and I'm the last one here because everyone else can drive, and I just failed my permit test (it is often I am the last one left for band things so this does not bother me). I am sitting on the cement benches waiting for my grandma to come pick me up. The janitor walks past me once, then he walks past me again.

"I thought you graduated" him

"Oh no I have two years left"me

*Motions at his hearing aid for me to repeat what I said* him

"I have two years left" me

"Two years! Damn-" him

Idk it was just something about his cadence it was so silly.

Crazy how it's been a year and I'm still crying over the same boy :<

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i am a weapon of mass distraction.

I failed my fucking permit test ! How even the fuck did I do that! I studied too, I don't study for shit (usually cause I don't need to)! I'm already behind getting my license and now I go and do this.