we played house when we were home alone.

Chloe // New Jersey

[cravedim]

I saw you in the burn lines of my toast You manage to get me every time Missing you like I’m not supposed to Waiting for you to send me a sign Remember, I loved you here By the ocean in the sand I still don’t know how to steer, Nor did you teach me how to land. We’ll always find each other I love you with the seasons Even when you’re with her I’ll be your faithful demon Every day, one after another.

C.J.S (via cravedim)

[cravedim]

I dare you to give me your truth I dare you to be the pain that heals But I blew it by not opening my mouth, And by not telling you how I feel. What makes you stand out even more Was that I thought you felt- I see you in aisles at the grocery store My heart needs a chastity belt After a while, our bodies untwist Sleeping together but dying alone All I ever think about is the time that we kissed Please just walk away, I insist.

C.J.S (via beingyoungandnaive)

[cravedim]

You hug her bones Like they were your own And tell her to never change. She smells like rain And everything that you have tried in vain To live without. Though you are uncouth She still kisses your pout And tells you to remain the same. She drives you insane, Her intelligence makes you feel inane But she is the embodiment of love And it is everything you’ve dreamt about.

C.J.S (via cravedim)

[cravedim]

She won’t talk to you, but She leaves you notes around the house You thought you knew cruel, but She won’t let you out. She’s haunting your hallways When you thought you were alone She’s tanning all day, with your dog In the backyard, in the chair you used to own. You really feel likes she’s something sinister When she’s showering in the next room over– Alas, she is friends with your sister. And while they are outside, far from sober You’re wondering what it would be like to kiss her.

C.J.S

[cravedim]

You let your hands wander Sitting beside you in your car Looking at her like something to conquer Reminding you of a familiar scar To watch what we built disintegrate To watch another man touch her Medicate, medicate, medicate Let’s get put down together No, I’m not fine What have we started? Watching us run out of time Forever faithful to the garbage You sit at the top of my shrine

C.J.S (via beingyoungandnaive)

[sageandbone]

[cravedim]

We could stay here forever Do you have somewhere to be? I can’t let you out of my sight, And you can’t keep your hands off of me. In the car on the way home You tell me, it was like fate. And I am filled with a familiar feeling, Like when you get caught coming home late. I am watching your hands shake I am standing next to you, so small I am imagining being so close, Like I was sleeping down the hall.

C.J.S

[goodmusicgoldenchild]

Tuesday afternoon

[cravedim]

She breathed in my sleeplessness And my liquor; I breathed in her love, And it made me much sicker. I waited by her door so she Might let me in; I waited by her naked body, Both of us covered in sin. I loved her under the covers And tried to hold her close; She loved me in the leaves And sought to crush my hope.

C.J.S (via cravedim)

[cravedim]

The earth exploded today And I wanted you there to see All the plants and the flowers And the overabundance of green. Not that it isn’t green in Indiana, but I feel like you’re missing Out on something from home– And I am kissing My pillow while I wait for You to take its place. You are studying to get a job Learning about time and space And maybe you have an equation That tells you that I will always wait So I am here hugging myself Until you can do it better than The robots you will create.

C.J.S

[careens]

he was a tater tot, she said see ya later thot

[careens]

she ran a hater blog, he said he was pepe frog

[cravedim]

You won't love her, So she goes older. You won't hold her, So she rolls over. You say come over, But this isn't red rover. She's staying home, And you're struggling to stay sober. Right, another Thursday night She didn't call so you picked a fight. It's fine, she closes the door, Turns off the lights, Kisses you and whispers goodnight.

C.J.S

[love-personal]

[deathirl]

[cravedim]

You feel my ribs in your dreams– My porcelain skin, my sharp hips. You feel so sad, so you sleep– Your creased forehead, my soft lips. It hurts to become– My dark circles, my bird bones. You just wanted to be someone– Call me up, you’re home alone. Wrap your hands around– My thin neck, my short hair. Make me scream so loud– Your warm hands, I don’t care– Drive my body into the ground.

C.J.S

[highschoolhandjobs]

i sing the body electric // andrea gibson

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[shelesteniye]