Not sure why....
I would even write about this? Not as if anyone is going to see it, respond to it. Though it's not like I can post this on my Facebook. I utterly loathe myself. We're talking at least for the moment, my physical appearance. I'm fat, I'm bald, I have bad teeth, I have severe kyphosis. Think hunchback of Notre Dame. Then of course there is the matter of my small penis. The things I hate the most, my teeth, and the after mentioned small penis. When I actually make it out into public, I think everyone around me, finds me repulsive. I hate engaging in conversation, because of my teeth. I'm on disability, so I see no way of ever getting them fixed. How can I ever find someone, if I can't at least change that? How will I ever please anyone, with a four inch penis? How can I do anything if I can't escape this viscous cycle of self loathing?
