The Bull Goose Loony

ANGER MAKES ME A MODERN GIRL Casey/29/F i like rats, post punk/new wave music, sanrio, grimy pastel shit, writing, psych nursing, seaman, and courtney love/hole.

[thingsfromthedirt]

Urban Decay Glitter Scene

[lpsvitamins]

Slumber Party

[isolar-2]

Bryan Ferry

[nostalgia-eh52]

Bryan Ferry 🎶

[musicaltimemachine]

Bryan Ferry with backing singers Jacqui Sullivan and Doreen Chanter, 1975

📸: Michael Putland

[crazy-hand-official]

we decorated for summer and 4th of july/flag day!!!! xoxo we always put window clings up for every holiday, plus we have flags and pinwheels in the garden and a wreath on the door :)

i am obsessed with holiday cheer

[charmingtailoftheday]

charming tail of the day 6/11: “two peas in a pod”

[fuckyeahcourtneylove]

courtney love traded her underwear for a pearl jam shirt at this show in 1995.

[crazy-hand-official]

throwback thursday to that one halloween when i was a child where my parents made me be a ballot box

[crazy-hand-official]

very excited for life. things have been going really well!

decided im going to make every last holiday important and memorable and scrapbook about my adventures with my fiance for a year celebrating and making the most of them. i just want a perfect year straight of celebration, respects paid, family time etc and observance of even the most minuscule of holidays. like on 7/11 you KNOW where we will be.

sorry if this doesn’t make sense im very high right now (smoke up hippies)

next holiday is flag day where im decorating my house/yard all patriotic-like and then doing little Edie’s flag dance. i cant wait.

also my summer solstice feast with my witch friends is coming up and my fiance and i will be making:

-lavender orange mocktails

-possibly a family Mac and cheese recipe

-burrata panzanella with lemon balm vinaigrette

-summer corn risotto with basil and olives

-roasted beetroot with labneh, sumac, and crispy shallots

i am so excited for every day of my life

[1994playground]

[moredarkthanshark]

Brian Eno, Drake Hotel, New York City, August 1974 by Linda D. Robbins

[crazy-hand-official]

i like these ones too lol

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i went through my favorite photos of me because i was challenged to post them by this daily “self care make your life better with these little challenges etc etc” cards I own :)

going to work to get back to looking like how i did in the photo where I’m wearing the Paul Frank shirt. that might be one of my favorite pics of me of all time.

[crazy-hand-official]

my newest charming display for my fiance @strawberrybubblegumdoll :))

[morickyyy]

[crazy-hand-official]

my family really upset me tonight so im spilling the tea.

did you know that one time when I was a little girl I annoyed my siblings with my loose teeth wiggling them? so they held me down and pulled them out with pliers.

one time my dad turned on me and whipped me with a dog leash after whipping our dog and told me it was “just in case I did anything”

like legit crazy shit happened. I’m so glad to be venting this idk I don’t want to be carrying this anger anymore. and I cant talk about it in therapy because I only do group and what I went through could upset the other patients so I am not allowed to talk about it.

i don’t want pity i legit just need to vent because my family continues to treat me like shit even as an adult and im at my wits end.