Confessions of a Crazy Cat Lady @crazycanuckcatlady - Tumblr Blog

My fucking brain won’t stop screaming at me. It’s everything and nothing. Hot and cold. It’s all fucked up. I can’t fucking deal anymore.

#fuckmylife

This is just proof that nobody gives a damn about me.

If you told someone you weren’t well, that you were barely hanging in there, would you ignore them? Tell them “feel better” and leave it at that? I haven’t been a great friend, I know this. But when I told my one friend I am not doing emotionally well, that’s all she said, “feel better”. But I deserve it. I haven’t been there for her and I shouldn’t expect her to be here for me. The fucked up part is I don’t want to be able to confide in her, I want to just bottle it all up until I explode. So why does it bother me so much? I am so fucked up I don’t deserve anything.

If I disappeared, I doubt anyone would care.

Down down down

the rabbit hole.....go ask alice.....she just wanted to sleep.

I wish I believed in Heaven/the afterlife/Valhalla or whatever because then I’d be able to see you again, Daddy. I am so sad that I hurt.....everywhere. I want badly to be able to hug you again.

I am not okay and there is nothing anyone can do to make it better.

Sad.

I am so fucking sad today. I miss my Dad. I hate today. And I hate that I hate today. I just want to disappear.

Stabby Stab Stab

Menopause is like being lit on fire, stabbed repeatedly, and never bleeding. Also, I am so bloated I want to stab everything right now.

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Me, if I ever go back in to the work force.

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The Texas Chainsaw Massacre (1974)

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Conservatives have destroyed their religion. They talk about saving children through ending abortions, but really, they have almost no problem with real children dying and being tortured by orchestrated and deliberate terror and mistreatment.