// Hey. I had to take some time off to heal after a self-harm episode, and though I still have anxieties about being here, Iām returning to be creative and be passionate because itās what makes me happy on this current cesspool of a planet right now.
But Iām here now just for making aesthetic. Not going back to RP anytime soon, if ever again because of harassment, bullying, etc.
For those whoāve worried and wondered about me, Iām doing much better and I hope you guys are okay and understand why I left. Iām not going to name names, but quite a few people thought it was fun to torment me for years over crap that happened years ago, and labeled me as an incest shipper, pedo, homophobicā¦
Yāall, I never even had my first kiss, let alone sex. And disagreeing with toxic/abusive yaoi ships donāt exactly qualify as āhomophobicā. And last I checked, people who do incest show romantic/sexual feelings towards siblings, cousins, etc. NOT PLATONIC ONES. And as for children? Iād sooner slit BOTH my arms than allow any harm to come to them, minors included. No one should deal with any kind pain. Especially the pain Iāve been through on here. And with all Iāve faced, Iām definitely not the same girl I was before. And youāre not getting her back, because now Iām scared to be friends or interact with anyone here. One of my favorite things I liked about myself (The very few things, too.) was that I could be open and honest to those I got close to here. Because honesty and kindness should be valued most, more than anything in the world. Least, in my stupid opinion. Now, my heart struggles to open up to almost anyone, even those in my inner circle today. But I want it to stop here and NOW. The point of this whole dumb speech was I wanted to clear some things up, I want to try and drown anxiety/depression in digital art again, and I just want to move on and continue my life in PEACE. Thatās all Iām asking.
Itās going to be just me, myself, and my edits.
Iām posting aesthetics I vibe with for now, and Iām shutting down requests for now until I feel confident and safe enough to take them again. But I hope I can, because I know some of you requested things. I apologize for not getting to them. Trust me, itās not you.
I appreciate anyone still following any of my profiles here/are still longtime mutuals of mine, and I thank you for being part of my continuing journey. Thank you for your kindness and care and your friendship(s) over the years, and I wish the best in everything you do.
Even those who wronged me.
Have a Happy Thanksgiving, and may 2023 be the year for healing. š
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