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Banner art by emmieaster Pfp by stacy_yarche on twt 17 years African American Im a fan of many many things, do not be fooled by my blog To be cringe is to be free or whatever May women rule the world! I need the right to roam We like to go foraging at noon Be true to yourself Spam liking is appreciated deeply for I will do the same. (But I also re-like some things to come back to it later too)

[crazyfoodenthusiast]

INTRO!! - last updated: 6/12/26

Hi!! I’m crazyfoodenthusiast. I have a lot of nicknames but you can just call me Jabberwocky. (This intro will be constantly updated)

[ Few things you should know about me:

My opinions tend to change rapidly on some topics, within a month, week, or even a day with an unhealthy amount of thinking. I may not agree with some things I’ve thought in the past or said in the past, I’m quite literally not the same person I was 3 months ago or whatever.

African American. What do I want to be when i grow up? Well it changes and as of right now, either a vagabond or a Traveler/Hiker .

I can be a bit paranoid sometimes.

I have problems with saying what I need to say without it being worded weirdly, trying to improve my vocabulary as well. I’m also (unfortunately) awkward online as well not always! But usually. I can be dry as well not really knowing what to say, sorry.

I Spam Like usually when I’m in a rush or if I need to save something to comeback and read later. Spam liking is appreciated.

Currently having identity issues

I have Adhd (inattentive) & BPD

Might be on the A-spec but I’m trying to survive life so i don’t really have time to think about that right now

I don’t really like judging people all too much based on their music taste or what they like because I’ve been there man + they might grow out of it soon or not like the stereotypes you constantly see idk. I’ve had those moments and I’m probably still having one now.

Languages I’m learning for fun: Spanish

German

Swedish/Norwegian/Danish/Finnish

Russian

Irish

French

Polish

Italian

Arabic

Greek

Czech

Hawaiian]

My Tags - #MyPosts (pretty self explanatory), #flibbity jibbity jibber jabbering (talking nonsense/random stuff on my mind),

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This section is REALLY long, it’s all the things I like and the fandoms I’m in.- not all of them are here though (And blinkies at the bottom)

CURRENT INTERESTS - Nature, anything Space/Universe related, Both Iron Lung and Project Hail Mary, The Backrooms, Ireland history and culture, Jacksepticeye and anything Markiplier related.

MOVIES:

FANTASTIC MR. FOX

Soul

Sinners

Home (2015)

The Wiloughbys (2020)

Mitchell’s vs the machines

Klaus (2015)

Meet the Robinsons

THUNDERBOLTS! And some other marvel shit

Little fish (2021)

two by two (all creatures big and small) (2015)

Spiderman into the Spiderverse (2018)

Ratatouille (2007)

Mune guardians of the moon

Guardians of ga’hoole

Uglydolls

Wonderland/park

Spies in disguise

Evil dead (1981)

Truman show

Interstellar

Inside out 1/2

Zootopia

Once upon a forest

Homeward bound

All dogs go to heaven

American tail

Land before time

Balto

101 Dalmatians

The rescuers

All quiet on the western font

Spirited (the horse movie)

Fight club 1999

SHOWS:

Object shows

Big city greens

Amphibia

The owl house

Adventure time

The umbrella academy

interview with the vampire

Community show

It’s always sunny in Philadelphia

Parks and recreation

MLP

The series of unfortunate events

Loki show

Tawog

Infinity train

Kid cosmic

Summer camp island

Hilda

Ducktales

It’s pony (Nicklodeon)

Trolls 2

Godzilla 2014

Love death robots (Netflix)

Centaurworld (Netflix)

Khonjin house

Milo’s Murphy

Phineas and Ferb

Win or lose

Bojack horseman

House Md

Hannibal

Severance

Moominvalley

BOOKS:

CALVIN & HOBBES

DOGMAN books

Graham cracker plot

All quiet on the western font

The road back

my life as a book series

Roller girl

two dogs in a trenchcoat

A Dogs Diary

Binky the space cat

Nirvana books

Kurt Cobain journal

Pelles letters to the old Nick

Slayer mags vol. X(10), metalion

Black metal: evolution of the cult

Only death is real

Blood fire and death: the Swedish metal story

True Norwegian black metal

To live is to die; tribute to cliff burton

One for sorrow by Hahn, Mary Downing

Good Dog Dan gemeinhart

Six of crows

The bearstein bears

A classic Franklin story

Llama llama

I can read! Biscuit

Geronimo Stilton

Skippyjon Jones

If you give a mouse a cookie

Olivia

Bad kitty

We’re going on a bear hunt

Maus: a survivors tale

Mercy watson (idk why but specifically the butter on bread one)

The mitten

Dracula

Fyodor Dostoevsky 😼

The Dot and the Line: a romance in lower mathematics

The secrets and mysteries of Hawaii

House of leaves

Whalestoe letters

Economic and philosophic manuscripts or 1844 Karl Marx and the communist manifesto

Frantz Fanon: The wretched of the earth

What is to be done? - Vladimir Lenin

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BLINKIES:

[trolling-pip]

Tricky madness combat,, blood and brains warning

I just rewatched the madness combat series and oh m6 god.

[vulpes-vulpes77]

the last supper but it's all Markiplier

i drew this a year or two ago but I'm still very proud of my work

[azulfade]

I have returned!! A drawing of Simon with my favorite bird of all time, a bearded vulture! I realized their eyes kinda fit the vibe, just in general, so I thought it’d look cool-

Also just did Simon by himself so I’d have the drawing, plus helped me make sure the anatomy was right lmao

[ctrl-shift-alt-9]

Hello. It's glorified notepad time while I do writing exercises! Here are some messages I've personally picked up on since taking up Iron Lung as an analysis subject:

It's not productive to step on one another to survive.

Don't let the system convince you to trade your humanity for anything.

Mob justice is wrong.

Inspiration can come from anywhere.

Persistence is the strongest tool in your pocket.

Stubbornness is just as useful as flexibility. Know when to use both.

You are still a person even if you are angry deep down.

Guilt alone does not absolve you. Your future choice of action will.

Kindness is free.

Don't drink isopropyl alcohol.

Notice the little things.

Don't turn a blind eye to make yourself more comfortable with another's abuse.

The blood ocean's monsters are biologically human. Simon is one of them.

It's not a moral failing to feel bad for the monster.

Refusing forgiveness does not grant you permission to stoop to their level.

Humans need to stop obsessing over trying to control death.

It's not our job nor responsibility as a species to understand life and death. Our job is to exist within the time we have.

Never give up hope that things will get better one day.

Don't let anyone tell you who you should be.

There's always a choice, and it does matter.

Your past mistakes do not define who you are.

Self-recognition of your flaws is the only way forward.

Don't abandon your friends.

Pursue the truth.

"Us vs them" mentality is inherently harmful.

Good and evil are abstract concepts that should not always be applied or used as a moral basis.

Note these are just my opinionated ideas and there is so much more nuance to take from the film! If I truly wanted to dig into everything, this list would get massive.

[anondrawsfanart]

Got obsessed with the dynamic of these losers

Spider-Man Brand New Day was such a fun movie, man

[notsoprettylankydetective]

God, Brand New Day was such a love letter to platonic affection and desire and care (as well as familial love).

I haven’t watched the other mcu Spiderman movies and didn’t know whether they made an effort to appreciate relationships that weren’t romantic so I was kind of expecting the whole movie to be about Peter yearning for MJ (which wouldn’t have been bad and a good portion of the movie was about this and it was good) but I was wonderfully surprised at how much the movie made sure to emphasize the relationships between Peter and Ned, Peter and Frank, Peter and Jean, Peter and May, Jean and her sister, and even Peter and MJ in a non-romantic(!) way

They took the time to show Peter being vulnerable and protective of Jean as a kindred spirit of being superpowered in a way that could be dangerous. If this were any other movie they probably would have made Jean an “other woman” type of character, especially after the kiss scene, but bnd made sure there was no sexual chemistry between them and instead had him relate to her losing a family member that she loved. They showed how Peter was not just affected by losing MJ but also Ned and May who he is still mourning. They also showed that MJ and Ned stayed best friends throughout college and showed them living together long term! And her boyfriend was cool with it!

Most of Jean’s arc was based off of her love for her sister and the pain of losing her (no romantic side plots to be found here!). She was ready to tear everything apart to get her sister back. What made her open up in the end and not destroy everything was having a loving aunt to assure and support her and her first friend stand by her even if he had to put his life on the line. She in turn takes care of him.

Frank went back and forth bickering and seeming annoyed by Peter the whole movie but when Frank shot him he carried him to the hospital under dramatic music and apologized and stayed in his room and cried. His whole world was shaken by the possibility of Peter dying. Of hurting his friend. Showing all of that was so so important and most movies have these types of interactions be reserved solely for romantic couples. They even had Frank refer to Peter as his friend, using that exact word. When I was young my mother used to tell me that I wouldn’t have friends when I grew up but whoever I married and whatever kids I had would be enough. Add on to that the concerningly popular idea that men (especially stereotypically “macho” men) are supposed to be too tough and manly and solitary for friends. The fact that they showed a pretty macho tough guy seeming character cry and call Peter his friend was so important to me.

Ned created a whole stalker app and tracker wall to find Spiderman because he longed for his friend, even if he didn’t know why. Their bond was so strong that the last scene of the movie, the last thing that anybody sees, is Peter and Ned doing a best friend handshake and Ned putting the pieces together. They didn’t have Peter get back with MJ in the end they had him rekindle his friendship with Ned. In the dramatic montages they made sure to show clips of Peter and MJ, clips of Peter and Ned, and clips of the three of them together

And then there is MJ, who Peter misses and pines for the whole movie. Idk what relationship they had in the last movie or if they acted differently when they were together romantically vs when they were friends but their whole bond in this movie felt (at least on MJ’s side) very platonic, probably in part because she has a new boyfriend, but they didn’t make that the only reason that her and Peter don’t get back together. The inclusion of the scene where Jean mocks Peter for thinking that MJ could be his again via true love’s kiss had me losing my mind (people who have heard the aspec joke “love loses” iykyk). Maybe they will start dating again in the future but to hear her say ‘no, I don’t remember you. We have to rebuild this first’ was amazing and ‘maybe we’ll get back together romantically but it’s not going to be neatly resolved at the end of the movie’ is a route that not a lot of movies take (Heads of State did something similar but that’s all I can think of besides it happening a few times in the Mission Impossible series)

TLDR: Spiderman Brand New Day made sure to prioritize non romantic relationships and treated them with proper time and respect and I loved that

[ctrl-shift-alt-9]

A New Light

Do you guys like my portrait of Simon? Think I got his nose right? /silly

I was inspired by deadlymelodic's concept images of the Light and the Blood Tree, along with my theory that the Light is a disembodied human soul. It wasn't meant for us to see, right?

Riffing off of a BTS storyboard scene where Simon's conscious being explodes into a ball of fire, I utilized the same colors that made him up (that being orange, purple and teal.) Here are some gifs I made!

I am obsessed with the "stick people" clinging to the blood tree. I've always interpreted them as Simon's victims and those he lost; the people he placed into his soul and tried to move on from with them dragging behind. I took a little creative liberty and decided to surround the new light with orbiting blood! I also used pictures of steak for the blood ocean surface texture, and based the formation around the new light off of a quasar.

This piece took me eight hours. Here are some unfinished shots:

[bluevelvet448]

do you think i smell like teen spirit

[commander-ledi]

anyways can we start recognizing adhd as an actual and serious disorder that

can affect on functioning in every day life so badly that it interferes with taking care of very basic human needs

is not 10 yrs old white boy exclusive disorder

is not a fake disorder created to benefit medicine companies

definitely should not be reduced to “kid who cant sit still and wont stop screaming” stereotypes because adhd has a whole fuckton of symptoms ranging from serious memory issues to fine motor control difficulties

[lauramkaye]

ADHD is:

One of the most treatable “psychiatric” disorders (although it’s more accurately a neurodevelopmental disorder), with approximately 90% of patients able to find a treatment regimen that works well for them, given appropriate medical support. ADHD stimulant medications in particular (Ritalin and Adderall and their variations) are some of the most effective psychiatric medications in existence. 

Contrary to popular opinion, extremely under diagnosed overall, particularly in populations that are not young white boys (women, adults, people of color, etc.)

So there are a LOT of people out there who could be helped by getting a diagnosis and treatment but are not, in part because of the negative stereotypes around ADHD and ADHD medication that are prevalent in pop culture.

Able to coexist with a number of other conditions or traits that may change its presentation and/or impact, including mental illnesses such as anxiety or depression and various learning disabilities but also giftedness/high intelligence.

In fact, in adults diagnosed for the first time, it is extremely common to have comorbidities, in large part because ADHD can be so hard to cope with.

Sleep disorders are also frequently comorbid with ADHD. Additionally, being poorly-rested makes ADHD symptoms worse, which makes you more likely to sleep badly. It’s a hellish merry-go-round.

In some cases, “twice exceptional” people (gifted + ADHD) have extra trouble getting appropriate support, because some ADHD symptoms can be masked by intelligence (for instance, if a child is bright enough to do their homework in the ten minutes between classes and master the test material by cramming the night before, they may never see the poor academic performance that might lead to testing), and because the symptoms of ADHD may also mask their giftedness - so they end up stuck in classes that are too easy for them, and therefore boring, which makes the ADHD symptoms worse. Also, people who know they are intelligent but have untreated ADHD can be really prone to some of the other psychological comorbidities, especially as they become adults, because they know what to do and how to do it and that they SHOULD do it, and they WANT to do it, but they still can’t make themselves actually do it, so they start to beat themselves up, thinking “I’m too smart to constantly be this stupid, I must just be really lazy, maybe I really DON’T care, maybe I’m just a terrible person.” Ask me how I know.

Can also have less-common symptoms associated with it. I actually had my hearing tested before my diagnosis because I had so much trouble following conversations if there was background noise. My hearing is fine: my issue is auditory processing. My brain just can’t focus on conversations if too much else is going on. (This also applies to following dialogue on television if there is a lot of background noise/music. I use the captions a lot.

In some cases, extremely disabling. Under the Americans With Disabilities Act, a disability is “a physical or mental impairment that substantially limits one or more major life activity.” A sampling of major life activities that might be substantially limited by untreated ADHD includes:

Managing finances (largely through impulsive spending, frequent lost items that need replacing, forgetting to pay bills, forgetting to do routine maintenance and having issues like larger repairs needed)

Basic self-care (remembering to take meds, go to doctor appointments, eat and drink at appropriate times, go to bed at appropriate times)

Employment (difficulty being on time for work or work activities, difficulty meeting deadlines, propensity to make “careless errors”, difficulty with emotional regulation)

Interpersonal relationships (memory problems so you never remember important dates, time issues meaning you’re late meeting them, forgetting commitments, easily distracted during conversations, impulsivity leading to interruptions/saying or doing stuff you didn’t think through, difficulty responding appropriately to social cues (through distraction/impulsivity), difficulty with emotional regulation)

Maintaining a clean and sanitary home (forgets steps in household chores, distracted away from finishing them, loses key equipment, impulsive purchases clutter up the home, loses interest in projects and leaves them out half-done)

If untreated, linked to higher rates of all manner of negative outcomes when compared to similar neurotypical populations, including: 

unemployment

divorce

substance abuse

injury or death in accidents, especially car accidents 

arrest

None of this is because people with ADHD as a group are, like, bad or lazy or evil or irresponsible or don’t care. People with ADHD are just people, and exist on the same range of good, bad, and in-between that all people do. However, the parts of our brains that are meant to help us regulate our emotions, plan for the future, remember to do important things, and not act on every impulse that crosses our minds just don’t work properly. A lot of us might lean in to an airhead, spacy artistic type, class clown, or similar persona to mask our deep shame over not being able to “just” do all these basic things that other people seem to do with no trouble at all. 

Additionally, even accessing ADHD treatment can be extremely challenging, because stimulant medications are controlled substances and there are so many false and damaging perceptions about the condition and medications out there. And even when you have a well-established diagnosis and are well controlled on a medication you’ve taken for years, you are never far away from potential disruptions to your treatment. I personally am a white professional with good health insurance and was able to get diagnosed and medication prescribed - which in itself is often really difficult - but even from that position of privilege I have experienced multiple gaps in my treatment for reasons like:

My pharmacy lost a prescription and had to get a new one. (My medication cannot be refilled; each month has to be a brand new prescription.)

My pharmacy was out of stock of my medication (I can’t transfer that prescription to a different pharmacy, and even if I had a paper prescription, you can’t call a pharmacy and be told the medication is in stock, you have to physically go there and ask.)

I forgot to make a doctor appointment in time (I have to have a doctor visit every three months to continue to get the prescription.)

I forgot to fill the prescription (since I, you know, HAVE ADHD, and you can’t set them up to auto-renew like you can other meds.)

My prescription is really expensive and there aren’t many savings options because it’s a controlled medication. (Even with savings I pay over $100 out of pocket for my ADHD meds every month. If the manufacturer isn’t offering a coupon that month it’s close to $300.)

Again, this is a LEGAL medication that I am LEGALLY prescribed by my supportive doctor with consultation from my supportive psychologist, for my actual disabling medical condition, and which all parties involved agree is extremely effective in helping me manage said condition. I’m in about the best situation you can be in short of being a millionaire who doesn’t have to worry about things like preapprovals or copays or taking sick time from work. 

I’ve also heard from others who have had to change doctors due to moving, job or insurance changes, etc., only to get issues like:

medical practices that flatly refuse to prescribe any controlled medications at all.

medical practices that don’t deal with ADHD specifically at all.

doctors that “don’t believe in” medicating adults/women/people with good jobs/people with good grades/anyone for ADHD.

doctors that won’t accept existing diagnoses or treatment plans.

ADHD is a treatable and manageable condition, but it isn’t a joke, it isn’t “made up,” we aren’t “all a little ADHD these days anyway”. It’s a complex and wide-ranging condition that can impact nearly every part of your life in serious and possibly very damaging ways.

[shirecorn]

Hold on I need to schedule an appointment

[nonbinaryidiot]

OP you could’ve gone to my house and punched me in the face

[gleefully-macabre]

Wait, sleep disorders, too?!

[newhologram]

Narcolepsy is painful, and no one ever tells you that. There’s never a narcoleptic character on TV in pain, needing to rest or be comforted or crying in frustration. It’s always just a person falling asleep while driving and it’s a big joke, haha, this person’s brain is messed up, how outrageously funny. 

I can try to let go and not let it get to me, but it kinda does. Because that kind of stuff? Is exactly why when I was diagnosed, I still had friends say really mean things without realizing how mean it was. 

Because the only way they’d ever seen narcolepsy portrayed was for laughs. So lol, it must not be that serious or hard or anything! It’s just a little disorder or something! Who knows! Lol falling asleep in soup!

It’s not like it’s actually really hard on the psyche and on your general happiness to be in that much physical pain daily and to have to rest so much even though you want to do things and have fun and you need to work for money and then you start getting nervous about events because you know after a few hours you have to sit down and rest. And even though it looks really rude, you HAVE TO rest your head on the table at a restaurant. You HAVE TO, because everything hurts and you’re delirious and heavy and you have hot flashes but your limbs hurt as if they’re frostbitten. 

So cut us some slack, okay? It’s not easy. If you have a narcoleptic friend that has to rest when you’re out somewhere like the zoo, trying to have fun, be there for them. If they’re okay with it, hug them or rub their back a little. It helps me, because it calms the nerves, and narcolepsy can get much worse the more we stress, or if something scares or upsets us it can hit instantly and we have to shake our heads or pat our cheeks every few minutes to try to have a moment of clarity.

And it also just means the world to know that someone cares.

[newhologram]

This post is from 2014. And here we are in 2026, still seeing narcoleptic joke characters on TV.

[pineappical]

thinking about statues of Grace being built all around Erid years after his passing so he can continue to watch over Eridians as they sleep

[nonlynear]

[suddenly disillusioned] my illusions..

[hi-im-cy]

[suddenly disassociating] my associations...

[cephalopodie]

[suddenly disguised] my guises….

[transfemlancer]

[suddenly disappointed] my appoints...

[fairycosmos]

good morning to the beaten and the damned only

[beansfrombeans]

[sunlitsoil]

there is always tomorrow

[mercifulmother]

TFOFC-VERSE: PROJECT HAIL MARY FAKE BOOK RECS

The Father of First Contact: the Uncharted Life of Ryland Grace by Dominique Reid. (If you only read one book about Dr. Cpt. Ryland Grace, make it this one. Reid really humanizes him in ways that he deserves + this one has The Declassified Records. You know the ones.)

Amaze!: Languages of the Hail Mary by Ray Tamaguchi. (The Hail Mary Accent Book For People Who Want to Get Emotional About An Accent Shared By Two Beings And Other Cool Language Stuff Too.)

Microscopic Empire: The Fight For Taumoeba 82.5 by Thandi Mazibuko. (Mazibuko makes lab work feel like a forensics thriller, I never want to see someone say scientists can't write well ever again.)

Devour: A Human History of Astrophage by Devin Glenn. (Glenn skips absolutely nothing. Just mind-bogglingly thorough research, the bibliography is a rec list in and of itself.)

[nesuhhhhh]

pls spread awareness

@dreamlessinearlygravess @yuki2002sblog

@gh0stlypuk3z

[dreamlessinearlygravess]

@aster1nthestars @itsne0m11 @pestfan123456 @golden-kasper1215 @yuki2002sblog @mars-0425 @gh0stlypuk3z

[pestfan123456]

@oliviethetgird @hehehesss @glitchydaflower @shakingstarss

@just-a-joey @zacksart @sadestghost @thehollowmite @darklymercilessthreshold

[glitchydaflower]

BRO WHAT THE FUCK.

aight. that's it. i'm done believing in humanity now. society can fuck off for all i care.

@shadmare @hamsterrodent @randomwall97 @shinydiamondunicorns09 @mossyrocks1

[just-lorreta]

@mackoroniandcheese @manicstudios @karmacreatesstuff @shadmare @shiftingveil +open reblog.

This injustice must be stopped.

[karmacreatesstuff]

@creatorjess1 @girlbrey-ella @astronova95 @colorful-rain-starz @s0dam0ist

[barryst4rcosmoz0]

@aii-sammylawrence @llevin27 @axelworlddw @kailyn-lovespink-stuffz @armiaochima [so sorry for tags guys..]

+open tags

This is very important to spread the word so please..

[makithewizard]

@stellaghost @slipperychip @eventide-paradox @clawsofmaine @f-mariaa @liv2draw + open tags

Please spread the word as much as possible. This is very important

[stellaghost]

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[chevellelistener]

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[hiveristaken]

NOT A REBLOG GAME

Alright motherfuckers listen up

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[fifteensecondsofyonder]

!THIS ISN’T A REBLOG GAME! SPREAD AWARENESS

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[shrimpliquid]

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