If It Isn’t The Consequences Of My Actions…

Born 1985. Female. Thot. Located along the IL/IN border; closer to Indy than Chicago. Something of a community cow who is not actively gaining but not actively losing.

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The Official Pinned Post

(Until this sentence is deleted, this is a work-in-progress and you're encouraged to check back)

Welcome to my blog. I post a mix of both horny things (mostly feedism, breeding, hucow, and pornification. But also some patriarchy kink, some bimbo kink) and #non horny things (building my barndo, navigating life struggles, road trips and hiking, or just casual journaling).

General About Me

My profile pic is me. But it should be considered a 'before' photo as I am no longer that size.

I am an educated professional with a Master's degree (and leaving it at that)

I currently live in an RV on my own land and am building a home

I don't drink, smoke, use cannabis, or any other drugs and get very uncomfortable being around others who are under the influence.

Regarding Feedism

The tumblr perverts have turned me into something of a community cow and have fattened me up into their preferred jerk off material.

I am, technically, both a feedee and a feeder. When I was thinner I leaned much more toward the feeder side of the equation. However, as I have gotten fatter, I find myself more firmly (squishily?) on the feedee side with diminishing interest in being a feeder.

I am not actively gaining. I don't have a goal weight. I'm also not preventing myself from gaining weight or actively trying to lose any weight. I don't like counting calories in either direction. I remain an active person who enjoys hiking and yardwork and generally doing stuff outside. I need to spend time outside and move around for my mental health. If the tumblr perverts continue to feed me, I imagine I will end up fatter than I already am. But I would not expect me to end up an SSBBW. I'm sure there is a natural plateau somewhere, but I don't know where that is.

Donations

At present there are 2 ways to donate: 1) Send me gift card codes. Most of the ones I have gotten have been for DoorDash but in theory others would work as well. 2) Go through my Throne account. If I don't have anything listed in my wishlist, the account is also set up to accept surprise gifts. I'm not sure how that feature works yet as no one has sent me any surprises yet.

Donations are NEVER A REQUIREMENT. I post stuff up here because I want to when I am in the mood. I tried the Fansly thing for awhile and obligating myself to be horny when I wasn't or make content when I had other life priorities made me miserable. I do not obligate myself here. I have fun and y'all get to ogle. Donations are not transactional ways to get custom content or special attention. If there is particular content that you would like to see, you are welcome to send me a request via Asks and if I have the time/energy/desire to create and post that content I will.

Food donations go toward keeping my stomach spoiled. Food donations do not get factored into my budgeting. So if I have donation funds available, my stomach will get what it wants, when it wants and will not endure hunger pangs. I do not make any promises with regard to when I use the donations or how much I eat at once. Sometimes I will be in a mood to stuff and gorge myself. But that is not most days. If you send a donation because you want to see me stuff myself with it, you may be disappointed. Stuffing takes me a significant chunk of time between obtaining food, packing my gut as much as I can pack it, and then being a beached whale while everything digests enough that I can move.

The CNC Bedroom Rule for Breeding

If I willingly enter a bedroom with you, you are allowed to breed me. It will not matter if I resist, struggle, beg you not to, or even cry. Once I willingly enter a bedroom with you, I can not longer stop you.

It has to be a bedroom. (If we're sitting on your couch making out, clothes start coming off, and I ask you to wear a condom or ask you to stop, you must honor it.)

It must be easily recognized as a bedroom (ex: if you happen to sleep in a recliner in the living room, you do not get to claim it is a bedroom.)

I have to willingly enter it. Picking me up and carrying me into the bedroom does not count.

I have to enter it with you or enter it knowing you are already present in said bedroom.

I am allowed to stop it from happening at any point prior to entering a bedroom with you and you can't get upset about it. But once I cross that threshold, CNC breeding rules are in place and I can no longer stop you.

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June 3, 2026 - 5:18PM CST

Still at work. About halfway through my stack of paperwork. Feeling very antsy and wanting to get up and move around, go for a walk... my right leg is shaking at a million miles an hour (obvious hyperbole but you get the idea).

I held off on ordering lunch until later in the day just because I knew I was going to be here late:

Idk, just something about that spicy marinara... and those vanilla bean frappes are just delicious..🤤 *pats her fat cow belly* Y'all perverts keep me very well fed - thank you!

In other news, my period is finally over and I am getting horny af. Someone commented on another post about grabbing my hips and plowing into me doggy style - honestly I could really use that right now... Any takers?

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I love coming home to find you like this this, the pump strapped to your big milky tits pulsing away as you find yourself unable to resist the sensations emanating from them. Just think, if you never agreed to let me bring your milk in you would have missed out on so many exquisite feelings you never knew your body was capable of. You never would have known the swelling ache of your tits growing in size, or the bliss of at last letting down, or the newfound sensitivity of your nipples as the machine (or better yet, my mouth) sucks on them. Having large, milk-filled breasts is not a hassle or a burden; it’s your new natural state and far too enjoyable to ever want to go back.

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If you ever actually get me lactating - one way or the other - you should absolutely turn me into a dairy cow. Maximize my production.

[dirkcondorwrites]

Just a reminder to all of my lady followers that you don't need to be bred to be lactating. All it takes is some patience, a pump, and a willingness to buy from completely safe (but not FDA approved) medication from Canada.

Just a question for my thousands of followers:

Would you chip in a few dollars to support a lady poster's efforts to induce lactation? (assuming we got pictures and updates)

I'd pay $1

I'd pay $3

I'd pay $5

I'm loaded and would pay 10$+

Remaining time: 6 days 20 hours

[post-nut-accountability]

If my day job's schedule would allow me to pump, I guarantee you I would be inducing. Alas. My schedule does not allow for the kind of consistent pumping required. Additionally, my office has sliding glass doors that leave me visible while working by anyone that walks by 🙃

So, you know, more likely someone will need to actually turn me into a dairy cow lol

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June 3, 2026 - 10:30AM CST

Mild annoyment with some irl things this morning. Will be staying late at work this evening.

Bleh.

I have about a week before much needed time off work. I haven't had a full day of leave/vacation/PTO/whatever-you-want-to-call-it since December 2023. And then it was 3 days of bereavement after my mother died.

So.

Yeah.

I am overdue for actual time off.

[desireddracula]

An older whore grunting as she gets down on her knees.

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Getting down? Nah. Getting back up afterwards? Yes.

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What are some “hard no’s no matter what” in the bedroom? Doesn’t have to be the bedroom specifically, but intercourse altogether as well.

In no particular order:

Anything involving urine, feces, or vomit. I acknowledge that with force feeding or hard throat fucking, vomit might happen. If it does, everything stops, we clean up, I get some cuddle time because throwing up makes me feel ick

Any kind of cutting, piercing, burning... I am not a pain slut and don't like gore

No punching. Some slaps to my tits, belly, or ass are permitted but please gauge my pain tolerance, start soft and work up until you learn where my threshold is.

No cross contamination from anal to any other orifice. Wash it first before sticking it elsewhere after that.

I don't play with other pussies. I don't even like seeing my own. I absolutely do not want to go near any others. If you have a cuckquean, that's fine. She can watch. But I am not touching her.

No cross contamination with fluids from other vagina-havers.

Nothing illegal.

No incest play. I'm not calling anyone 'daddy' and not keen on being called 'mommy'.

Any kind of of breath play

Any kind of intox play (I am straight edge)

Absolutely no photos or videos of my face.

That should be most of it. I don't want to say it's exhaustive, because I am sure someone will come up with something that I have to add. But if anyone has some specific thing not listed that they want to know, just ask.

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want to see that belly touch the bed while you’re on all fours with a baby nestled within. fat cow begging for more while your new breast pump hums in the background.

Sounds like whoever does knock me up has a content request already lol

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I’d love to force feed you until your belly was upset and noisy then fuck and cum on your belly

My belly is not what would be getting noisy. My belly gets loud when it's getting empty and wants food. Not when it's full.

Now if you force feed me, I will be making noise, but it will be my pained groaning as I get overfull and distended...

Would I be miserable and sore stuffed that full? Yes. Would it be worthwhile content for perverts to get off to? Probably. I know @lovely-ari has literally paid for clips of me plainly overfull and moaning.

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To clarify I would totally cover your belly in 💦 if you asked me to ❤️

I think you should. This fattened cow belly would look amazing glazed like a donut.

Someone should glaze me and post it 🤭

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I’ll bet 💦 would be great for your ever expanding belly to avoid stretch marks ❤️

Are you referring to ingesting it or applying it topically? lol

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I know cum doesn’t have hardly any calories, and little protein 😔 I was just fantasizing 🙂🤤😋

I honestly wish it had a lot more protein than it does. I wish I could get my daily protein requirements from it

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I too am currious how much that belly would hang if you were on all fours

Now I just need a milking machine on my tits so they can get heavy too...

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Oh we can keep juice or anything else nearby to help with any gagging 😈🥰🔥❤️

I’d just imagine that every rope shot out adds 5lbs to your body 😋🤤

Pffft! Cum does not have nearly that many calories. It honestly doesn't even have much protein in it either.

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Do you still have the dress from your profile pic?

Would be very interested to see how it fits now.

I honestly have no idea if I do or not. Likely not.

When I moved out to middle of nowhere in Fall 2024, I sort of ended up leaving a good chunk of my personal belongings behind due to time constraints. That dress was either lost in the move or it is buried in the shed and possibly mouse bedding. I won't know until the barndo is done and I start clearing out the shed

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June 2, 2026 - 3:18PM CST

Long day. Dragging ass. Brain does not want to brain.

I don't want to do paperwork.

I don't want to climb on the roof after work.

I just want to fap and nap.

Or maybe stand on all fours with mechanical milkers on my tits, feeling myself being entered from behind...

No more human job.

Turned into a dairy cow.

Content schedules. Milk for sale. Fat cow porn.

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June 2, 2026 - 12:18PM CST

Once again utilized pervert funds for lunch - and actually got to enjoy it this time instead of fervently inhaling it.

I'm still buried in paperwork but at least feel less rushed now.

EDIT TO ADD:

Post lunch belly

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A slow and sensual blowjob from you on all fours, while I knead and massage your hanging belly…ugh that would make me shoot thick rope after thick rope of cum!

lol.... better have some juice or something nearby so I can chase it down. I don't particularly like making messes, but I also really dislike the taste and will need to very quickly drink something else or I will gag