Creaesthetics

Art • Photography • Writing   The only method of learning how to bear bravely The vicissitudes of fortune is to recall the calamities of others

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my sins, they’re lacking in depth.

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Nothing tends to materialize man, and to deprive his work of the faintest trace of mind, more than extreme division of labor.

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“You’re fascinating” I said, “you need change very little...most people require a revolution”

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ink

I wish we could talk about shit but this is it write is right because it makes so much more sense to have 26 symbols capture the range of human emotion and all the degrees therewith than two vocal cords who could say what need be said

with only 2? don’t be a fucking idiot just write it down your voice is shit anyways if you’re trying to make me feel something the ink bleeding into paper and the sharpness of your letters pierces me far more. your voice its so soft and delicate unlike the brutish way you grip a pen and slam it into paper producing blobs, each an abyss so dark that every possible despair drinks unless you want to FaceTime, thats reasonable

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I was born in the Deathstar

I get high in the Deathstar

And I’ll die in the Deathstar

[and I don’t know what to do with myself when it gets like this]

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Chaos Theory

I scoff at the idea of predetermination.

Closer to nothing, if anything, happens for a reason.

But you...

You make me question everything 

As if the ordering of my reality has no foundation

Like it’s missing its cornerstone.

This haunting feeling you give me makes me believe

that we’re inextricably linked.

As though divinely guided hands weaved our existence

into the same fabric

Like we were together in a time before birth.

Or maybe it’s just the inevitable result of gravity and time...

And particles collide, and then they split, and then they’re flung

by some oppressive force

in opposite directions.

And we think it was special,

but really it’s just coincidence. 

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No, It’s Not A Problem [draft]

Some sirens scream,

and some sirens call,

but every siren signals

somebody’s fall

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“When I was 10, my father told me to never talk to strangers. We haven’t spoken since.”

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Her smile was bright but lacked warmth, offering false hope like the winter sun.

my mind

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Faile

11.21.2014

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opening salvo

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something in the way

i failed to make us close so cold’s what I’ve become. cold begets ice,  and it’s that ice that has made me numb.

 the future says a sigh for me, and i’m so glad it’s gone. i knew you were inside of me, but how was so much damage done?

 it’s only 9 o’clock it’s not OK, every bottle’s done. i’m nodding out as a nod to death, i thought this was supposed to be fun?

 you said

there was a light in my eyes but that light died, and now its only sun

 we had some thing but that thing died and now,

 i can’t remember what it was

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Faile

11.24.2014

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screwing around w/ photoshop

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redecorating in dc. 

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Black Lips, Black Cat, DC

(10.2.14)