imagine..

This is a blog that I made for my short stories and imagines of my favorite bands! will mostly be of Black veil brides.

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what im currently working on. line art is giving me a hard time -.- grrr. the struggle.

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digital painting, i did not draw this one though. just a random colouring page from google. 

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been doing some digital art. it’s a fun time :3. Drew this picture a while back, decided to do some digital painting with it. very happy with how it turned out :)

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when your life fallin apart but you still got that one thing goin for you

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Real Friends // Anchor Down

More ⌱ Lyrics

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ever imagine yourself waking up in an ice cream sundae?

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this is one of my favourite pieces i have done. it may not be that great on a profesional level.. but the emotion i put into this.. well there was a LOT of t. I hope you guys like it :)

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resizing my drawings so that i can post them on here for you guys :)

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You can do whatever you want with the little you got.

sometimes it feels like art is all i have that makes me happy. but then again sometimes it doesn’t even make me happy. I’m always comparing myself to others.. in looks and my art.. I feel like im not good enough.. and never will be. but i need to ignore that feeling. and push myself to do the best i possibly can with the little material i have. To be a good artist doesnt mean you have to have the top high end materials like copic markers or a full 172 pack of prisma colored colored pencils. I still make good art. with my book-store pencils and pens and thats what i’m going to keep doing. 

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honestly.. most of the time.. aart s the only thing that makes me happy

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Am I even alive anymore?

Waking up alone, every morning in tears and pain,totally sucks. I would give up anything to not have to go through all this alone. Id do anything to have someones arms wrapped around me and someone to help me get through my day. Waking up and getting dressed was so hard.. actually forget getting dressed.. sometimes forget even getting out of bed.. Sometimes I just laid there. All day long. Stuck in my own thoughts and quivering. Not happy when I'm asleep because all I have are horrible dreams. But being awake.. is so much worse. At least in your dreams you weren't alone.

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Mind Control

Being stuck in your own mind totally sucks.Like trust me. It's the worst place to be, in the whole intire world.Full of darkness and confusion. Lots of loudness and no direction.. very easy to get lost. Lots of dead end streets. Lots of cliffs. No happy place. Sometimes you find a good spot but then a giant rain cloud comes overhead and pores down on you,leaving you soaking wet and then,you find yourself.. Once again ... at a dead end street. Imagine lilving your whole life in a place like that. That's what I do and it sucks.. BIG TIME!

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once you've found your passion and what you are good at. make sure you do it as much as you possibly can and push yourself to do the best possible. 

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Just lately I have started to get more serious with my art work. I have discovered that art is really the one thing I have true passion for and can get me through my life with many mental illnesses. When I draw, my head gets clearer and I actually feel like I a worth something. There fore I do still struggle with my negative thoughts and feelings of “not being good enough” but at the end of the day. if I’ve pushed myself hard enough and end up with a beautiful art piece. life is well worth the struggle.

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how exactly does Crayola come up with names for colours

like brown

there’s light brown, lighter brown, medium brown, darker medium brown, browner, dark brown, darker brown, brownest, really dark brown, just fuckin brown and maybe brownerest or whatever I dunno

but Crayola’s gotta be all

nah man

and don’t get me started on purple like

ah yes

this is the colour of our friendship

what does this even mean

colours are fucking confusing