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To Tend a Flame
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It takes months, and the League having made decent advancement on the Pack plan, before he gets access to Bruce's scent glands, in a slightly unexpected way. He'd been called for an emergency during the last days of his rut and rushed out. It had been an especially rough altercation, accentuated by his over-sensitized rut state. But they managed, and he got back to the fortress once everything was over.
Hours later, he heard the fortress shift as it let someone in. Briefly, he tenses, and debates wether to go see who it is. Friend or foe, meeting them in this hormonal state isn't the best. He doesn't reach a decision before his containment room's doorway is darkened by a familiar large shadow.
"Batman? What are you doing here? Is this about the mission debrief? I get it's important but I was on break anyways, it can wait till I feel better" He asked, careful to not reveal civilian identities with the suits on.
To his shocked eyes, the cowl comes off. "That's not why I am here" Is the answer to none of his questions.
"You are in rut, your blockers wore off during the battle. Not majorly, I wouldn't have realized hadn't I been down wind to you. Was wondering, since we are pack now, and you've stolen one of my nests, do you want my pheromones? They'd help with your rut." Comes out the rough, natural voice. Not the flirty Brucie Wayne honeyed register, not the Batman's growl. A lovely mix between the two that oddly soothes his nerves.
"I want more than just pheromones" He shamelessly ignores that his theft has been discovered as he makes his plea.
He's rewarded with silence and absence, his alpha instincts interpret it horrendously for a second -another omega that doesn't want him- until he hears that the steps don't leave the fortress. Before he tries to use his x-ray vision, Bruce is back, no blockers. Is he in heaven?
"What do you want me to scent?" Is the soft musical - to his ears - question.
He has nothing but one of the old items from the nest, which he hands to Bruce.
With mirth dancing in those sharp eyes, he drags his wrist through the item. Blessing it with the presence of both his soothing pheromones, and his scent.
"I'm going to use you computer. Hope you don't mind" He says as he hands the item back. But Bruce doesn't leave the door. He has one of the fortress tablets on his hands as he settles down on the cold, certainly unpleasant floor in his suit. Keeping him company as safely as possible, and when Clark brings him the shirt to re-scent, he does it wordlessly.
Bruce is there for the short remain of his rut. He brings the water he doesn't ask for, provides the food he doesn't truly need, but it's everything. It's a warm thing, not like the burning of rut, the feeling is not physical. It's comfort, and the smell of a cold, sweet ocean that lulls him into a restful sleep.
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To Tend a Flame
5: A Warm Hearth
He had a nest. It was wonderful, large, perfect, and filled with the lovely soothing pheromones from Batman himself. He loved it! He never slept so well as he did in that nest with the Knight, which is why the moment they landed back on Earth he scurried that nest over to his apartment - after erasing his trail, of course.
He didn't sleep as well as when cuddled up next to the vigilante, but the nest still did wonders. He also much preferred that it was scented - even if it was with his own scent -now. Dearly, he wished that the omega's scent was also marking the nest. But the League hadn't gotten to scent introduction, and the Bat was such a private creature, it was unlikely that he'd be getting his scent. A pity, but maybe he could get scented items from the rest of the League when they got to that part.
What was unfortunate was the fast disappearance of the omega pheromones as his own drowned them out.
When Clark Kent got a spot at a Wayne Gala, and he scented that particular pheromone marker in the air, he was elated. Batman was here, his complete pheromone profile unmasked, and instead of being accompanied by acrid neutrality, it's attached to the most delicious cloud of ocean and jasmine. A refined, cold, elegant scent that he recognizes from a little perfume bottle now treasured by the most unethical collectors. Slowly, gently, he lets his eyes trace to his price, Gotham's Darling, Bruce Wayne. He stares, waiting for those icy blue eyes to meet his, and when he finally makes true eye contact with his friend, he can't help but make an incredibly pleased smile.
It's instant the way understanding falls upon Bruce's face -Bruce!, he finally has a name!- twitches in the man's micro expressions as he holds back a scowl, they both know now. Then the switch, the smoothing out of facial muscles, and the flirty smile that stretches his lips. The rest of the party is a subtle mouse-and-cat game between them. Him trying to approach Bruce, and Bruce rich-boying his way through to create distance. Ultimately, he lets it go for this part of the night when he sees two pups approach the omega. The oldest probably the little diurnal bird that's learnt to hunt at night, but he was sure he hadn't seen the youngest flying yet.
The moment Batman is out for his rounds, however? All bets are off, and Superman chases Bruce throughout Gotham as the man terrorizes the city's criminals.
There are only bats and kryptonians in Gotham's miasma this night.
It's as if Bruce has memorized every lead lined building in the city, the way he jumps between the few true refuges from Clark's vision. The Batman is more shadow kissed elegance than brutality for this game, movements swift and meant to blend n. More focused on avoiding the all seeing man in the sky than to put on the standard act. The criminals are terrified nonetheless, the Bat switching routines is unpleasant and unaccounted for.
As the night drags on and the Bat's about to leave with the shadows escaping the sun, he strikes. He corners -or is allowed to corner?- the Bat to hash it out.
He waves the white flag.
"I'm sorry, it wasn't intentional I promise, I- I didn't even know I could do that. I would never invade your privacy this way-" He starts, because Batman is definitely not happy with him. He's coming to understand that his elation for this game was not shared.
"You already did. Do what? Explain yourself. I've been very careful to keep my identity hidden? If you could figure it out by whatever methods you used, so can others."
"I- I don't quite know how to explain it. But whatever makes pheromones have a scent remains even when the smell has been blocked"
"And I suppose you've been exposed enough times to notice." Batman remarks with a grunt.
Actually he actively memorized it after the nesting, but he isn't going to dig his grave any further.
"This doesn't explain why you chased me throughout a ballroom, and then through Gotham."
"I was trying to avoid any misunderstandings, letting you know my own identity to make things even-"
"You got that done when Reporter Clark Kent smiled like a Superman who just won, that was enough."
"It felt like the type of topic that needed some conversation afterwards"
"Which we could have had like professionals over at the Hall later. No, instead, you chased me throughout a room, which some keen people probably noticed, and will brew new, unnecessary speculation"
"That could have been avoided if you had stopped running"
"I want to keep civilian identities as separate as possible, it's a safety thing in case any one gets exposed. You should have respected my choice."
At that, Clark drops his head in genuine shame and remorse. He hadn't seen it that way, he was just very exited, and really wanted to get close to Bruce. He made a note to himself to properly analyze these feelings at a later date.
"I am sorry Batman, that was unprofessional and rude of me. I should have respected your decision about your own civilian identity, and I shouldn't had harassed you during your patrols. I should have done as you said and talked it out at the Hall. I won't repeat the same mistake. I promise" He says, looking straight into Batman's white lenses, keeping his x-ray vision in check.
Batman jaw relaxes, and he notes that although the vigilante was angry, he wasn't as tense as when he's genuinely pissed. His pose isn't even super combative, just the standard preparedness.
"I accept your apology." Bruce says with a sigh.
He perks up at that, "How can I make it up to you?" He wants some way to start to actively fix this, and some small corner of his mind doesn't dismiss the opportunity for closeness.
"You can start by giving me some space. I'm tired and I still have much to do."
He was forgiven, an he doesn't even try to convince the Bat for a full revelation, or scenting his newly acquired secret nest. He'll let Bruce set the pace, since he obviously can't be trusted not to rush it and crash into a curve. It's fine, he has time to build more trust till the Knight forgives him for his behavior, and maybe get comfortable enough with each other for proper scenting.
He enters another rut before he manages to become closer with Bruce, or to get scented items. Not like he was going to spend a rut in his precious nest, but it would have been nice to have at least one item on hand. It's not one of his worse heats, nor one of his most miserable, but somehow one of his loneliest. Too deeply aware of his desire to spend it in a nest, with company.
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To Tend a Flame
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As a group they end up agreeing that for their kind of job, a standard work place environment wasn't going to cut it. The alphas in the group kept fighting orders out of instinct, which triggered violence in the few omegas in defense, and it left the betas choking in the stink of all the mixed scents.
Which left only one choice, settle a pack hierarchy via pack bonding. They all got together and made a plan, all with their own little inputs. Diana, Green Lantern, and Batman specially having many words to say. If he personally wanted to scratch out the '(optional)' out of step 3, that was his problem and his problem only.
The pheromone introduction part of the plan left much to be desired. It was a bland incident, painfully neutral with scent blockers corrupting the ambiance. A necessary evil unfortunately, which even he was wearing. It was a key aspect to keeping their identities secret. Scents were too unique a thing, too identifiable if the Bruce Wayne incident was any evidence, oh what he would have done to be one of the reporters for that court hearing. Nonetheless, they benefited from the results, more protection laws and Wayne Enterprises' newly developed independent scent blockers and pheromone suppressants.
And it worked, slowly they got more comfortable with each other, the infighting lessened. What was unexpected, was the soft rut that followed him after. It was still hot, but not unbearably, and he still felt slightly more instinct driven, but not out of control. After running some tests at the fortress, he found out the wide range of pheromones from similarly powerful individuals' was acting as a stabilizer for his own cycle. The fortress AI told him to expect another rut in the standard -by Krypton- 3 months.
So if he wasn't super enthusiastic about pack bonding before, he sure was now. He couldn't wait till they made more progress in the Pack bonding plan. But since they were a large group, their fastest speed was already snail's pace. Despite that, his newly stabilized ruts continued.
He hadn't realized how tense and uncomfortable he was until he had a stable hormonal cycle. It was a beautiful thing. Briefly, he considered getting back together with Lois, but instantly paused that intrusive thought. She was happy with her new partner, and he didn't truly wanted to come back. He'd moved on, he'd gotten over bonding sickness. He just kind of regretted how they finished things, and the stilted state of their current situation. But regret was not the basis for a relationship, they both deserved better, and he respected her, her partner, and himself too much to give in to that passing possibility.
Instead, he refocused his energy to his next one-on-one acclimatization session with Batman. Those were secretly his favorite, the experienced omega having such tight control over his pheromones. It was pure relaxation each time, and if he actively scheduled it so that he'd have session before his ruts, he had approval and consent from both J'onn and Batman.
There was just something about rubbing the soft, sensitive skin of each other's respective skin glands against the other's. It wasn't that he hadn't done scenting sessions with Lois, it was one of the things they could freely indulge in. But neither of them held a candle to Batman in experience. Who would sometimes even regale him with how he got such a tight control. Personal experience with his family, training with his teachers, helping with civilians. The later two just being the pumping of pheromones in the air, nothing quite as close as proper scenting.
He carried that comfort with him all the way to the fortress.
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To Tend a Flame
3: Fire
The Justice League had just formed, and things were… tense. A lot of clashing, conflicting alpha pheromones, and a flighty bat that they kept having to drag in back from his preferred haunting. That, and then seeing Lois on a date with her new alpha was apparently enough to send him into another rut. Unjustified jealousy and possessiveness, mixed with a need to mark territory and posturing.
It was probably one of his worst ruts, and the longest. It was awful, he trashed the Fortress, he missed on multiple JL emergency calls for backup, he went to space at one point and almost crashed into a sun, definitely crashed into a few moons, he doesn't remember how he got back to Earth. That particular debrief meeting was not fun.
Then Gotham's Knight cornered him one day, and sat him down. He'd just managed to make the man before him into a part-time member of the League -kicking and threateningly brooding- and he'd taken over a few roles with more ease than expected; which just confirmed the necessity of having him here. He wore voice modulators, on top of speaking on what he was sure wasn't his civilian register, and wore scent blockers. His information on the vigilante was limited, male, older than him, omega, resourceful, experienced, necessary-
"I felt it more tactful to tell you this in private, but you seem to be undergoing bonding sickness. Have you been able to get medical attention? Should temporary leave be implemented?" The vigilante rudely interrupted his thoughts. But the words did provide some pause. He hadn't thought he had bonding sickness, he'd been broken up with Lois for weeks without any symptoms, but he supposed he shouldn't have expected himself to be standard. He should know better by now.
"Why would you suppose that?"
"Because you are displaying symptoms"
"Not everyone reacts the same to a condition"
"I have a wealth of experience"
"That doesn't really answer my question"
The Bat stayed silent.
"I have a strange cycle, things either are fine, or exploding in my face. I'd like to understand how you could tell" He kept the information limited, he wasn't sure how much to share with the vigilante before him yet.
"I have dealt with many a bond sick alphas, I have taken them to the appropriate facilities, I have kept track of their recoveries. Enough times to recognize atypical manifestation, or at least extrapolate as necessary. Go see J'onn, I've sent him some of papers."
"Only some?"
"Some wanted to keep their conditions private" was the exasperated response.
He stared at white lenses, and briefly considered using x-ray vision to see the man underneath before dismissing the thought.
"Thank you" and he meant it, although insincerely not just because of the warning. He appreciated the care. Good Lord, he really needed to visit his parents.
"Take care of yourself" was the surprisingly soft answer.
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When he got his job at the Daily Planet and started dating Lois Lane, he triggered his second rut. It's how he came to understand the computer's definition of 'reactionary'.
Lois was an omega, and after several months of dating - and her understanding his situation - they agreed on him helping her through one of her heats. But the moment he stepped into her apartment, his second rut went off. He tried to stay, he really did, but it was one thing to help during a heat when he was under control, and another for a shared heat and rut combo with an alpha that had minimal experience in either of those. This didn't mean another lovely nap under the snow again, but a stay at the fortress' containment cell with cold temperatures and a constant flow of soothing chemicals.
Unlike his first rut, as an adult alpha, he dealt with true rut issues. Which meant long sessions of the most unsoothing self-soothing he'd ever experienced. More than once he thanked and cursed the yellow sun radiation, for making him experience this, and for making him strong enough to survive it. Because he doesn't know if he'd be able to survive the over-sensitivity and the heat, along with the soreness of constant friction.
One failed attempt was not enough to stop them. They tried again multiple times, they'd even made some progress before things got rough. But it just wasn't working, his ruts would get him out of sorts, and he'd fly away. Which triggered her omega instincts into registering it as a rejection, and the continued exposure made his own ruts worse. They lasted longer, burned hotter, his instincts got more out of control. But the suffering eventually put a strain in their relationship, and for both their sakes, they broke it off.
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1: There's a Fireplace?!
His first rut occurred after the superpowers kicked in, and the Super-computer wasn't set-up yet, none of the things in the Fortress of Solitude were really. He went in blind, one day he was an un-presented pup, the next he was a baby alpha to unprepared beta parents. To their understanding, there should've been pre-rut symptoms, there usually is. Instead, his temperature spiked overnight, newly acquired impenetrable skin becoming over sensitive, and screaming in pain. The sudden switch from invulnerable to vulnerable so sudden it was nauseating; almost making him vomit a few times. It was awful, he'd even been too hot to the touch, sweating more than he ever had in his life, everything stank of his own pheromones, his own breathing felt too hot, oxygen scorching in the cavity of his lungs, yet too desperate for breath to stop. Worse, he couldn't control his strength, he was frozen in place, nerves over-taxed as he held tight control over his powers. In the room with him, but unable to offer a comforting touch were his parents, watching helplessly as their son writhed in pain, whispering words of comfort. In a fit of desperation, he flew to the Arctic and covered himself in a lovely blanket of snow that finally helped him cool down. The tiny snowflakes felt too sharp, and his clothes too rough, it was unbearably lonely, but he would take it over the heat and fear.
He was there for a week, alone, melting the ice around him. Even just dunking himself in the ocean and going deep down a few times.
In the seventh day, when he opened eyes no longer clouded by misery, the landscape of snow was covered in little divots from where his burning form had melted the snow a few times. Exhausted, he flew back home to concerned parents.
Later, when he did get access to Kryptonian technology, its was unhelpful. The yellow sun radiation he grew up with affected his rut cycle. Shifting it from a stable, cyclical thing to a reactionary kind of fire. So he continued his young alpha life in a kind of peace and lack of disturbance unknown to most. While his classmates missed school to irregular ruts, tripped each other instincts, and just had the standard double awful teenage experience that plagues the AO population.
Yet like a madman, he got scanned weekly by the computer in hopes to make head or tails of his irregular cycle, never getting a different result.
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Finally finished. The paper can't really handle watercolors. My bad. Another learning experience.
1 eye iris functionally done, 1 in the works
Steely blue eyes will be the death of me. But hey, at least I'll have some layers working by the time I get to a satisfactory color.
Imma just straight up add metalic silver paint to Bruce's eye. I don't care anynore. I need to uae that paint somewhere.
In my eye break, I wonder who these are...
Initially this was gonna be Himi Gouache, but then the curse struck. Until lifted will be shifting to acrylic.