Cigarettes After Sex

Let’s get high and tell each other our deepest, darkest secrets

[takeonme-takemeon]

[we-be-beans]

That’s Oakland, baby

[we-be-beans]

I’m just so h a p p y

[we-be-beans]

two seconds of n o t h i n g

[marvelousmoviemoodboards]

MOODBOARD

euphoria series

rue bennett

“this is the feeling i’ve been searching for my whole life”

[creativekale]

Yes.

[creativekale]

Loneliness hits worse at night when I turn my fairy lights on and lay in bed overthinking

[myxandme-blog]

[creativekale]

Everyday

[creativekale]

Chihuahua is a funny word

[depression-and-literature-deact]

‘If you can’t handle having a mentally ill child, then don’t have a child’

[anxietyproblem]

[creativekale]

Got a dress for a wedding im going to in April and I love it so much, its like a baby pink colour and the top is sequins. I also got silver sequin shoes, a baby pink handbag with silver detailing and a white blazer that reaches just the end of the sequins on the dress so it doesn’t cover the bottom which like doesn’t lay flat but has volume if that makes sense? i’m so excited to wear it with my hair and make up all done, the heels literally kill my feet tho😫

[creativekale]

Permanent self care

I wanna start an actual healthy life, like get a good skincare routine, get a good workout routine, eat healthily and regularly. Appreciate art and music more, take time to learn or expand on a skill. Start revising so I can actually pass my exams, just be better overall.

One small step at a time, amiright lads.

[creativekale]

My therapist is so useless like she literally tells me the same stuff every. freaking. week. and at this point im starting to think she has like lines rehearsed or something.

[creativekale]

I made a joke about my boyfriend falling out of love with me and he just said maybe then never denied it and I got super worried and asked about it and he just told me to chill and now im sitting here thinking he's genuinely falling out of love with me h o l y sh I t 

[creativekale]

Friends, who?

pretty sure I legit have no friends anymore, its my “best friends” birthday today and her and a few friends are going bowling, who didn't get invited? me

everyones going out and living life and im sitting inside drinking coffee and on Tumblr listening to music✌🏻

How does one make friends?

[creativekale]

Told my therapist that I get really low moods to the point where all I think about is how much I don’t wanna be here

And how I overthink everything and feel like a burden to everyone, and wanna hear what she suggested? Meditating

Thanks🙃

[creativekale]

so my industrial piercing got infected so I currently have it out while the infection heals and I hope so badly that it won't close over.

that's 2020 for me