permanent denial diary 💕

23 / any pronouns / happily married (do not flirt w me) blogging here to document my journey to a state of permanent orgasm denial <33

[lost-pet]

wanna be brought to a hard, hard edge and then have my face slapped and get told to beg for a proper ruin. if I don't beg pretty enough I just get edged until I'm crying

[ohtobetransgender]

pretty boy needs his cunt smacked while he gets his ass fucked until he squirts and cries and cums around the thick cock in his tight slutty asshole

[slurpeeslurper-deactivated20250]

Don’t just deny me, make me thank you for it. In fact, make me thank you for everything you do to me, regardless of how humiliating it is.

And then make me to do it over and over again because you’re still not convinced.

[lost-pet]

too many denial posts about edging someone stupid and forcing them to beg and then being kind and making them cum. more denial posts about edging someone stupid and forcing them to beg and then being mean and telling them no <3

[alittlespankandtickle]

I ADORE nice sadists and especially nice people who are into cnc because the idea that someone is as kind and respectful and sweet as can be but YOU bring out the cruelty in them is wonderful. It's a given they'll respect your boundaries but they will be as sadistic within those bounds as they can and remind you with a smile that YOU asked for this and laid out the terms and they're not doing anything you're not okay with, so as much as they'd love to be sympathetic to your begging and screaming, they're just appreciative you're putting that much effort into turning them on with your pleading. They'll keep right at it so they can earn more of than begging.

[corruptedbyhim]

Thinking about tying your wrists to the headboard and edging you until your thighs are trembling and your pussy is so swollen I can see it pulsing. Until you’re straining against the rope every time I pull away and the sound you make when I stop is closer to sobbing than moaning.

Then just… laying my tongue flat across your cunt. Just resting there, wide and warm and still, feeling you throb against me. Tasting you. Taking you all in. My tongue right there, right on you, and giving you nothing other than hot breath on your skin. Just the weight of it. Just heat and wet and the knowledge that I could flick once and you’d come apart completely. But you know I don’t want that.

You’re squirming but there’s nowhere to go. Your wrists are tied and my mouth is right there and it’s almost worse than if I wasn’t touching you at all. At least then there’d be some hope of settling down. But that’s impossible when I’m exactly where you need me and choosing to stay still. You say please into the air above you. I hear it. I don’t move. You say it again. Still nothing.

I’m going to be here for a while. I’m sorry, you just taste too good when you’re desperate.

[sugarsweettorture]

i got so many kind messages from you guys :,-) thank u my friends from gay porn!!

i’m doing well now, i had a bad mental health episode coming up on a traumatic anniversary (an unexpected death in the family) and got so depressed that i forgot to take my meds for 2 weeks. i am back home safe & medicated with my wife who has been a great support. ty for the love! ❤️

[sugarsweettorture]

ok i took some drugs (the legal healthy kind) and am en route to the hospital for the psychotic break 👍👍👍

[eclectic-peanut]

Oh how ironic. To be a denial slut who can cum from pussy penetration, anal penetration, nipple stimulation and humping. 

[femsubdenial]

But that means you have no excuse for not edging those ways! 😉

[cruelskitten]

I could be squirming in your bed and begging for an orgasm as you keep edging me for hours just to count how many different sounds I can make when I beg

[sugarsweettorture]

getting fucked in the ass with the “lube” from your own pussy is so humiliating. your cunt is throbbing, dripping, aching with need…you bask in the momentary relief that you feel once you’re flipped over and have their fingers fucking you so deftly, hitting right against your g-spot…then those same fingers are ripped away as soon as that achiness finally subsides, just for them to be slowly worked into your ass while your pleas and cries for more are muffled into your pillow, or your shirt, or your gag…your pussy suddenly empty and needy, but absolutely throbbing at the fact it’s being ignored. so humiliating!!

[sugarsweettorture]

just reached a hard edge 7 times while tugging on my tits until they hurt soooo bad i started whining ☺️☺️☺️ to reward myself for not cumming or even ruining, i fingered my ass w my own slick for a lil bit while gently rolling and flicking my sensitive nipples until i got to one final edge :3 it was def the hardest one bc omggg my cunt is throbbing and twitching sb right now!! 🥺🥺 there’s a burning ache between my legs but no more until I get some work done hehe

[sugarsweettorture]

got some work done & i’m still soaked so i’m gonna go fuck my ass some moreee…i’ll let my clit ache untouched tho :3

[sugarsweettorture]

just reached a hard edge 7 times while tugging on my tits until they hurt soooo bad i started whining ☺️☺️☺️ to reward myself for not cumming or even ruining, i fingered my ass w my own slick for a lil bit while gently rolling and flicking my sensitive nipples until i got to one final edge :3 it was def the hardest one bc omggg my cunt is throbbing and twitching sb right now!! 🥺🥺 there’s a burning ache between my legs but no more until I get some work done hehe

[frenchvelvetkisses]

constant denial makes you so beautifully pliant. I want to feel you fighting your own body, trying your hardest to hold back your orgasms while I’m overstimulating you. just to see that look of pure panic when I decide to fuck them out of you myself. and once you’re ruined I’m going to remind you exactly what happens when you cum without permission. you look so pretty when you’re being disciplined for a mess you couldn’t even control.

[frenchvelvetkisses]

wear your favorite panties and lay down for me. i want to see how many pussy slaps it takes to notice a wet spot. just watching the fabric get darker and darker with every single stingy hit but leaning down between them to kiss your stomach and whisper how pretty you look when you’re twitching like that. watching you try to hold back your whimpers until the cotton is soaked through and you’re begging me to just touch you for real.

[frenchvelvetkisses]

what if i just finger you for a while and make you lick my fingers clean. calling you a good girl every time you do it, watching your eyes look up at me while you swallow. making you kiss me with your cum covered lips while i completely ignore your whining when you're getting close. just tilting your chin up, looking at how ruined you are and telling you to hold it.

[stellstickles]

Being tied down and tickled and I’m yelling and threatening them when it starts and they just “shhh hush you can’t do anything and this isn’t going to stop so just take it” me the entire time until I can’t even get words out and my tough attitude dissipates into pathetic begging and pleading