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After a month of being unemployed and my world kinda spinning in odd shapes, I made an appointment today to see my doc for antidepressants and sleeping meds. I was glad to get off the antidepressants months ago but now I just feel useless and anxious all the time with everything going on in my mind. Even the OTC sleeping meds that used to work like a charm aren’t doing anything. The few hours I do sleep I’m sleepwalking again or having nightmares. I go from feeling confident and upbeat to hating myself and just wanting to sleep days away. I feel like life is going to be miserable for a while and I hate myself for thinking that. I hate showing that I’m depressed. No one wants to be around someone who isn’t happy. There are so many things I want but know I can’t have anytime soon.

In individuals, insanity is rare; but in groups, parties, nations and epochs, it is the rule.

-Nietzsche

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Dear nap,

why did it have to end? Things were going so well between us. I even slept through 10 texts for you. Dick.

Me every night except less clothing, feline instead of canines, and C. Dickens would only keep me up longer...

Whoever fights monsters should see to it that in the process he does not become a monster. And if you gaze long enough into an abyss, the abyss will gaze back into you.

-Nietzsche

To love at all is to be vulnerable. Love anything and your heart will be wrung and possibly broken. If you want to make sure of keeping it intact you must give it to no one, not even an animal. Wrap it carefully round with hobbies and little luxuries; avoid all entanglements. Lock it up safe in the casket or coffin of your selfishness. But in that casket, safe, dark, motionless, airless, it will change. It will not be broken; it will become unbreakable, impenetrable, irredeemable. To love is to be vulnerable.

-C.S. Lewis

Fuckin' Thom.

18 Rules of Living by the Dalai Lama

1. Take into account that great love and great achievements involve great risk.

2. When you lose, don’t lose the lesson.

3. Follow the three Rs: 1. Respect for self 2. Respect for others 3. Responsibility for all your actions.

4. Remember that not getting what you want is sometimes a wonderful stroke of luck.

5. Learn the rules so you know how to break them properly.

6. Don’t let a little dispute injure a great friendship.

7. When you realize you’ve made a mistake, take immediate steps to correct it.

8. Spend some time alone every day.

9. Open your arms to change, but don’t let go of your values.

10. Remember that silence is sometimes the best answer.

11. Live a good, honourable life. Then when you get older and think back, you’ll be able to enjoy it a second time.

12. A loving atmosphere in your home is the foundation for your life.

13. In disagreements with loved ones, deal only with the current situation. Don’t bring up the past.

14. Share your knowledge. It’s a way to achieve immortality.

15. Be gentle with the earth.

16. Once a year, go someplace you’ve never been before.

17. Remember that the best relationship is one in which your love for each other exceeds your need for each other.

18. Judge your success by what you had to give up in order to get it.

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In bed nude, blowing bubbles, and listening to music because fuck it, it's Saturday and the human beings offer me nothing but cheap company and meaningless conversation. I'm ready to either turn into a cat or an alien.

Magic?

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