carolyn

[chillcrafting]

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[jocoroneel]

M A G I C

[criminalmindsaesthetic]

photography credit: @dominiqueelizabeth

editing: myself

[criminalmindsaesthetic]

This is a part of a piece that I thought was done in september but I added onto in march. I won’t publish the first part right now, maybe someday.

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edit. it’s march 26th and I can not stand you. you’ve tried so hard without even knowing probably to ruin me but I will not let you. I hate you

I didn’t understand that moving on doesn’t mean the same for you as it does for me. me moving on is trying not to hate and trying to be comfortable with someone who I know won’t hurt me the way you did

you moving on is talking about me in the grossest way and telling people personal details about my fears as if that will cover up what you did to me

what you’re still doing to me is disgusting stop fucking talking about me and I wish your girlfriend would stop staring at me but you know she’s wearing your clothes so it’s kinda like it’s just another you

don’t you dare glare at me in the hallway as if you are better than me. you are scum and a part of me will hate you until I die. probably not though, because I was always too nice

[kissedbythevoid]

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[dooooooooooooooot]

[criminalmindsaesthetic]

i didnt expect to fall in love with my best friend, let me tell you

[criminalmindsaesthetic]

it was toxic

[criminalmindsaesthetic]

where’s my belt?

the black one I got because I didn’t have a black one

oh I don’t know I’ll just wear this one from goodwill

why do I need a belt? 

*snap* 

my pants my mom jeans that are so worn and fit my body so well are loose 

they’re loose because I don’t eat a lot and I don’t eat a lot because Food tastes bad to me but it’s not like before when I didn’t eat on purpose 

right? 

*snap*

Yeah I feel fat sometimes sure my face is round and my thighs are big and my arms aren’t bone thin but I’m mostly comfortable with that and I know that eating less isn’t the way to change it 

now that we’ve gotten that out of the way

this isn’t freshman year and it sure as hell isn’t 2015 so why am I losing weight little by little just like last time *SNAP*

the guidance counselor said she noticed I looked thinner and I wasn’t even asking her and my mom agrees my favorite pants don’t fit me right at the moment and that scares me more than any rollercoaster or bike ride 

Please explain to me why food tastes disgusting and why Food makes me sick and why I never know what to fucking eat for lunch or dinner or lunch or lunch or snacks or dinner or Dinner or Dinner and 

I’ve never eaten breakfast. because breakfast makes me sick

we’re all buckled 

maybe I should get a snack before I leave

[criminalmindsaesthetic]

just hopping on here

to say that I’m frustrated beyond belief with so many things in my life right now. if I stayed in the somewhat controlling relationship that made my life normal and consistent then I would be in a deep depressive state. I needed to get out and now I’m in a lull where I want so badly to be loved and cuddled and I want someone to comment cute things on my pictures. I want hello and goodbye kisses and I want someone to feel so intensely in love with me as I do with them that we don’t know what to do with ourselves. I also don’t know why my health is so poor, why my immune system tells me daily to fuck off, and why My thighs are wide and my stomach isn’t flat when my health, my lack of appetite keeps me from eating. I eat less and less each week. Someone asked me recently if I think I’ve relapsed in my eating disorder and I said yes but it wasn’t my fault. I look at food and I feel sick and I look at people I want to be with and I feel sick and I wake up and I feel sick until I go to sleep which I never do, and I’m not depressed because I hang out with more people now then I have in the last 2 years but that doesn’t mean I cant be frustrated, and lost. I look in the mirror and I feel lost and I don’t know who or where I am

[danielhowell]

new sims video! things get emotional as we head into the next chapter 

DIL BECOMES AN ELDER 

[adoringfriends]

[outsh]

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[zoiodlula]

[mypalepinksoul]

[salneedscoffee]

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