life as i know it.

lets just say im just a simple girl, living a not so simple life. its hectic, its crazy, and complicated, but i love love every second of it. and basically this is my life.

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I know that I was given this life because God knew I’d be strong enough to live it, but honestly, when is enough, enough?

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this month is Pregnancy and Infant Loss Awareness Month, and in honor of this month I chose to tell my story on my vlog channel, it took a ton of courage for me to film and edit, and then took some help of friends to give me the courage to even publish, but I did it. ***Before you watch, I touch on a very heavy subject on Infant Loss and I get into detail about my life, and what I went through, so just a fair warning, because it does get pretty emotional. Here is MY STORY.

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Look who just stopped by. 🎅 Merry Christmas everyone. #christmas2014 #santa

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Merry Christmas!! The greatest blessing is this little girl, experiencing Christmas through a child's eyes is amazing. She is thee most grateful little girl I've ever met. #blessed #ChristmasPJs #frozenchristmas #christmas2014

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Santa's helper stopped by to check on our house tonight. 🎅 Luckily, Haley was already in bed. 😉 I will always believe in the #MagicofChristmas. ❤️❤️

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Apple of my eye. 😘 #hkt2014 #christmas2014

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Little girl, please stop growing. Love love you! 😘😘😘 #hkt2014 #almost3 #stillmybaby

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Took Haley to see Santa, she was so excited. She loved him, and he loved how happy she was. 🎅🎅 thank you Ninang @veronicababyyy & uncle @ddocto for her outfit. Love you!

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@veronicababyyy I'll be your bridesmaid, if you'll be mine. 👭👰 (too bad you already said you'll be mine!) so yes! :) I can't wait. So excited for you and @ddocto!! ❤️❤️ #DVHiWedding #destinationwedding #HawaiiWedding

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I can't believe this little princess is going to be 3 next month! Where does the time go? And can I please have it back. #hkt2014 #hkt2012 #princesshaley #15daysold

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Finished Haley's ornaments, finally. :) #saltdoughornaments #handmade #hkt2014 #christmas2014

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Made ornaments with Haley (& the pup) tonight. :) 🎅 #handprint #pawprint #homemade #hkt2014 #christmas2014

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#rmdrake @rmdrk

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Haley kept calling it the "castle". #CityCreek #SLCtemple #SaltLakeCity #TempleSquare

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Last weekend at #templesquare looking at all the Christmas lights. #SaltLakeCity #SLCtemple #FPTraditionssweeps

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Haley decorating the tree. #ididit! #christmastree #ohchristmastree @tylerjtroxler #shedidit!

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We put our tree up! 🎄🎄 I know it's a little early, but I couldn't help myself. 🎅 #christmastree