Stuck with the Cross

He/Him 🏳️‍⚧️ Christian ?? Christopagan?? Catholicpagan ?? Nightmare 🫶 Blog where I explore my beliefs and trauma that came with it 🙏 I vent here sometimes

[cross--contaminated]

Being very sexual but still trying to identify with Christianity is a nightmare to me.

I would feel VERY out of place in a local church, I look and act different and the way I believe is just so different to how the people around me do.

Every time I UTTER that I'm "technically Christian" to someone, they look at me SO confused, scared or disappointed.

Being Christian just feels like the way my brain works and I have to build everything else around that. Or ignore it.

Like right now I have so many things happening that wouldn't be.. accepted by the general Christian community.

I have a wonderful boyfriend who I'm wholly loyal to and that's the only acceptable part of my life Christianity wise I fear. Because I am gay, trans, POLY !! I have casual sex with two gorgeous friends,, WHO ARE ALSO TRANS?? I dress.. not conservative, "demonic" even,, I flirt, I fuck.

Everything would be easier if I just didn't believe in this. I FEEL like a cast away demon trying to gain god's approval while flipping Him off. I used to be good, like an angel almost.

But I'm still just.. stuck with the same belief system, like that doesn't change just because I'm a freak, god is just mad at me and I'm mad back and that's just kind of our personal dynamic, He loves me really ..

Because this is me lmao and I think underneath He's proud that I'm being myself.

[depthsofgathsemane]

I believe Jesus is God the same way I believe every Human being is God. We all have a divine light God put in as when he created us in His image.

We all have the same potential to be God as Christ was if we allow ourselves to be. We are called to be like Christ in every way.

[sing-a-song-4-swaggofornia]

what the fuck do you mean there's a ridiculous amount of gospels never added to the Bible that actually explain and inform more about Christs life and teachings in more detail than the existing gospels

[broomsick]

The sea is a temple. The woods are a temple. Your own bedroom is a temple. The world is imbued with the spiritual. Worship is an act, not a place, and it can happen spontaneously, in reaction to the beauty of a moment.

[wuhtapantam]

hey guys, this may sound very silly but i would appreciate prayers/positive thoughts from anyone who wants to.

i have a very persistent ice chewing compulsion that i just can't break. my front tooth has been chipped and i've likely damaged more doing this but i just can't get myself to stop. it started when i was anemic years ago (i'm not anymore) but i think its evolved into a coping mechanism for anxiety and sensory issues.

if you're pagan and feel comfortable doing so, please pray to lady brigid or mother nature/whatever earth personification you may believe in.

if you're not, i would appreciate any prayers to god or whomever you believe in. manifestation & general positive vibes are also very much appreciated.

thank you all!

[theflaminggoat]

Archangel Michael galdralag/protection prayer🪽🔥

Verses: Archangel Michael with Surtr-bright sword Shield my boundaries I pray for your protection In a flyting of swords ᛏip the scales in my favor With the weight of your blade And warding rain of Valkyrie-staves

Runic transcription: ᚬᚱᚴᛅᚾᚷᛚ᛬ᛗᛁᚴᚢᛚ᛬ᚢᛁᚦ᛬ᛌᚱᛏᚱ᛫ᛒᚱᛁᛏ᛬ᛌᚢᚱᛏ ᛌᚼᛁᛚᛏ᛬ᛘᛁ᛬ᛒᚬᚾᛏᚱᛁᛌ ᛁ᛬ᛈᚱᛁ᛬ᚠᚢᚱ᛬ᚢᚱ᛬ᛈᚱᚢᛏᛅᚴᛏᛁᚾ ᛁᚾ᛬ᛅ᛬ᚠᛚᛁᛏᛝ᛬ᚢᚠ᛬ᛌᚢᚱᛏᛌ ᛏᛁᛈ᛬ᚦᛁ᛬ᛌᚴᛅᛚᛌ᛬ᛁᚾ᛬ᛘᛁ᛬ᚠᛅᚠᚢᚱ ᚢᛁᚦ᛬ᚦᛁ᛬ᚢᛅᛁᛏ᛬ᚢᚠ᛬ᚢᚱ᛬ᛒᛚᛅᛏ ᛅᚾᛏ᛬ᚢᛅᚱᛞᛝ᛬ᚱᛅᛁᚾ᛬ᚢᚠ᛬ᚠᛅᛚᚴᛁᚱᛁ᛬ᛌᛏᛅᚠᛌ Link below to files added to Ko-Fi shop for this galdralag/protection prayer with bindrune of Archangel Michael's name that looks like a flaming sword with wings. Originally designed to be a shrine slap, can be printed on other things~

Archangel Michael Protection Slap 🪽🔥 | printable download - Goat Laufeyjarson's Ko-fi Shop

Two versions of a galdralag/protection prayer with bindrune of Archangel Michael's name that looks like a flaming sword with wings. • 300

[cozywitchathome-deactivated2026]

I'm more than just my faith/religion/practice

Here's a friendly reminder that the mundane is sometimes needed to be separated from the spiritual path we're folowing. You are more than just some labels you put onto yourself, so if you don't do anything faith related stuffs on any sorts of days, you're stll valid and okay to explore other aspects of life too.

I.e. today I just enjoyed a phone interview for a part time receptionist job for students, and my cousin visited us and I helped her in her studies, via providing a calm environment for her to accomplish her homeworks and prep for the graduation exam.

The mundande is mundane and simple for a reason, we have a life outside, and this is why I enjoy my eclectic practice: I do not have to do it all the freaking time, I do it when I want it and when I can afford to do it. Relax. Simply existing is okay too. You're not less of a practicionarer if you have life happenings around you.

with Love, Posy (your wandering fairy folk Christo-pagan witch)

[sacredlittleember]

“Split a piece of wood; I am there. Lift up the stone, and you will find me there.”

— Gospel of Thomas, Saying 77

[sacredlittleember]

not at all against icons/statues, but this just made my heart smile 💜

[michaeldoesreligion]

To all my fellow sufferers of chronic pain, I pray for your relief, I pray for even just one day of less pain for you. I pray your mobility aids, should you use them, are stable and strong. I pray your pain medicine works quickly and holds for the day.

[holyhearthwitch]

I love you Christopagans.

I love you Christian Witches.

I love you Catholic Pagans.

I love you Catholic Witches.

I love you Folk Christians.

I love you Folk Catholics.

I love you Gnostic Christians.

I love you who are undefined but still love Jesus.

I love you if you're queer.

I love you if you're disabled.

I love you if you're straight.

I love you if you're able bodied.

I love you if you're black, white, asian, native, hispanic,

I love you all.

MWAH

[dark-angels666]

[queers4christ]

Made these bc genuinely what is wrong with people these days

[cross--contaminated]

At some point in your life your friend will say come and pray in the woods with me. It's important that you say yes.

@balmofthesoul

[cglooksatthings]

aaa ! a fallen angel..!

[cross--contaminated]

Having religious sexual trauma from childhood sucks. It follows you around everywhere. Why can't you be like the rest of my trauma that I can understand and resolve !!! Why are you so hard to understand and move past?? It happened YEARS upon YEARS ago. Why only decades later did I suddenly remember it when I felt safe in my own home? What kind of sick joke is that?

[transingtheeucharist]

i do think both of these poems were massive turning points for me

Jesus at the Gay Bar by Jay Hulme // Transgender Jesus Poem by Lena Oleanderson

[hikaruaroace]

I love when bigoted Xtians insist on saying "but biology says XY is man and XX is woman!!!"

Then people expose Jesus technically is a XX woman per their logic and all falls apart, meanwhile the biggotry is evident.

Now that it's Advent: I interpret Jesus as a woman born from the sapphic leaning love of two women, that is, the Virgin Mary and the -traditionally considered to be so - feminine Holy Spirit. Yes, I fully embody the HS theology as "Mary being the Spouse of the HS", but ONLY IF the HS is feminine and subversive, not traditionally male 🤮

by the way, you gotta admit the perpetual virginity dogma is inherently more queer coded than the cishet slop low church Mary x Joseph

Please refer from saying "God got no sex or gender", we all know what that's trying to hide