Beautiful and Broken

Cross Patrick Ravenclaw Seventh Year Half-Blood Bisexual Bipolar 18 - ☾ - It hurts but I won’t fight you You suck anyway You make me wanna die, right when I When I wake up I’m afraid, somebody else might take my place When I wake up I’m afraid

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Cross pushed on the window, the glass swigging outwards and letting a draft of cold air into the silent corridor. Pushing it open a little more, Cross climbed out of the building and onto the roof, the night air nipping at his cheeks and musing his black hair. From up here he could see the forbidden forest and the great lake on either side of him, and the fading lights of Hogsmede past the water.

Walking along the spine of the roof, keeping himself low so that he wouldn’t become unbalanced if the wind blew harshly, he made his way to approximately the middle before carefully sliding down a metre so that he was sitting on a wide dormer window that could easily fit five people on it. 

Lighting a cigarette he looked over the lake and followed it to the ground. He thought about how much easier it would be for his family if he simply jumped off the roof. They wouldn’t need to deal with his bipolar, wouldn’t burdened with him when he inevitably became depressive. He always thought about things like this when he was alone, how much of a burden he was. Taking a long drag or his cigarette he blew the smoke into the cold night sky. 

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Mason sat up and bit his lip a little as he nodded his head. “Uh yeah I guess.” Mason said as he slowly pulled his shirt off. Mason had started to wear long sleeves, to cover up his scars. Even though most people knew what happened, he hated being remind of it. Mason placed his shirt to the side as he bunched up hair and shifted to show Cross his back. “There is the ying yang one.”

Cross knew about Mason’s scars on his wrists, but ignored them, he’d been through the same thing, and he never wanted to talk about them, so he wasn’t going to make Mason. Without thinking Cross stroked the tattoo lightly when he saw it. “Thats pretty damn cool,” he nodded as he took his hand away. 

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Mason shifted so he could see the tattoo better. “That’s pretty cool.” Mason said as he moved a hand and stroked his fingers over the words slightly before he laughed softly. “One is a ying yang, with two wolves inside of it and the other is an ouroboros.” Mason said as he moved his other hand and moved his hair out his face. 

Cross couldn’t help but notice the goose flesh that rose on his skin asMason stroked the words. “Yeah, I like to think it is.” Nodding as Mason mentioned his tattoo’s, Cross asked: “can I see them?”

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“What is the one your mother doesn’t know about?” Mason said as he shifted again and laid on his back again. He nodded his head slightly. “Yeah, I have two.” Mason said as he looked up at Cross. 

Cross shifted and lifted the hem of his shirt and stretched out to show the words tattoo’d on his v-bone, which read: all it takes is one bad day to reduce the sanest man alive to lunacy. “She’s never seen this one,” Cross admitted. “Hey, closed book, you’ll need to be a bit more descriptive than that, what are your tattoos of?”

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Mason nodded his head as he listened. “Your mother told about these.” Mason said as he smiled a little. “Which in turn made me want to know about batman.” Mason said as he moved a hand and brushed some hair out of Cross’s face. “It must be your turn to ask me questions.”

“Well Batman is amazing so fair enough,” Cross smiled, “but she only knows about four of my Batman tattoos, I got one on my eighteenth birthday that she hasn’t seen yet....” Cross admitted. “I suppose it is,” he nodded, “do you have any tattoos?”

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Mason hummed a little as he ran his eyes over Cross’s arm. “Alright, pick one and tell about it.” Mason said as he smiled as he ran his hand over Cross’s arm before he stopped on the batman tattoo.

Cross glanced his eyes towards where Mason’s hand was and smirked. “Alright, the one your hand is on, its the Batman logo, the old one, not the new kind, and it was actually the first tattoo I got, because I kinda identified with Batman and the Joker... I have five Batman tattoos thus far.”

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Mason licked his lips a slightly as he traced one of the tattoos. “There is more than that? What is the story behind them? They all can’t be drunk mistakes.” Mason said with a soft laugh as he squeezed Cross’s arm softly. 

Cross barked a laugh, “ah, none of them were mistakes mate, all intentional, some were bad ideas, but all sober.” 

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Mason leaned his head back as he looked up at Cross. “No of course not. You are pretty amazing.” Mason said as he looked back at the drawing, smiling a little as he looked back at the drawing. He put it one side before he rolled on to his front. He moved his hand and ran his hand over Cross’s bicep. “So tell me about your tattoos.”

“So I’ve been told,” Cross laughed, pushing his hair back again. “Alright,” he smirked, his eyes flicking down to Mason’s hand on his arm, “I started getting them when I was sixteen, anything else you want to know?”

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Mason shifted and moved to his knees before he moved over to Cross. “Must be nice. Being close to your siblings.” Mason said as he smiled softly as he reached out and tugged on the hem on Cross’s shirt. “We can always find out.” Mason said as he smirked softly. He shifted and rolled onto his back and grabbed the sketch pad and looked at it. “Hey, this isn’t half bad.”

“Yeah it is,” Cross smirked as he looked down at Mason’s hands on his shirt. “Indeed we could,” he chuckled, eyeing Mason. “Did you think it was going to be?” He asked jokingly, adding a touch of fake hurt to it. 

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Mason smirked as he raised an eyebrow at Cross. “Have fun with that.” Mason said as he licked his lips slightly before he shrugged. “Are you excited to have another baby running around?”  Mason said as he tilted his head a little as he smiled as he ran his eyes over Cross’s face slowly. “Though I am sure you will look fantastic naked.”

Cross didn’t reply, but simply wagged his eyebrows at Mason and continued smirking. “Definitely, it’ll be interesting having two new ones at once, theres always been at least a year between each new sibling, but I’m excited none the less.” Cross began filling in more detail, giving definition to angles and shadows all over Mason. “You have no idea,” Cross winked.