Suffering Eternally @crow-covered-in-ink - Tumblr Blog

This is a RP blog of an OC of mine, Omega, being used in a friend's M&M campaign. If you don't already know him, you won't understand anything here. This is purely for me to be silly and mess around with my friends,, (Also I was lowkey pressured into this through no one's fault but my own) Ask him things, though he may not answer. He is shy (and reluctant to drop spoilers).

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I don't know what I'm doing ;w;

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omegaaaaaaa how are you holding up?

not great

maybe better than i was?

its hard to tell

im just glad im not alone

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You mentioned a therapist- have you found therapy helpful?

Sometimes?

There's obviously some stuff I can't talk about in therapy because I fear I'd end up getting admitted to an inpatient ward under suspicion of psychosis or something which I really can't be having right now, but I think it's been helpful for other stuff?

We mostly talk about my childhood honestly. Like my birth mother even if I don't really remember her, growing up being adopted, all the bullying in my school life. Unsurprisingly being left alone for as long as I was before my dad found me is probably the main crux of most of my issues apparently? She says I meet a lot of the criteria for a PTSD diagnosis but we haven't gotten that far yet

It doesn't really change how I feel about people or what happened, but just talking through it and understanding how it's affected me and shaped me as a person is helpful in itself I suppose

We're working on different coping mechanisms for when I get overwhelmed and distressed but it's difficult to find something that works with my dumb crow brain

Oh boy, she's gonna have a field day with recent events.....

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your artstyle is very nice :]

— @dreaming-nightjar

Oh thank you, Ozzy TwT That's very kind of you to say

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Your crow drawings are really cute!! I didn't know you liked to draw

Oh thank you!!

But it isn't really that I like to draw or anything?? It's a thing my therapist suggested I do when I struggle to express how I feel

Sometimes there's things I don't know how to express properly or feel I can't talk about, and since writing is my job and... y'know, feels like a job to me, she suggested I draw instead

I don't know how well it works but it serves as a nice little escape I suppose

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To absolutely no one's surprise, I am back to stress baking in the middle of the night

Hope the people living rent free in my apartment like cake

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I hope those saxophones have quieted down, at least for now. You deserve a break, man TwT

No they absolutely have not

They're arguably even louder now

My whole world has been destroyed. Literally

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Why can I hear saxophones?

Why are they getting louder???

crow-covered-in-ink

oh

thats why

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it got worse by the way

in case anyone cares

so much fucking worse.

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hey, omega.

its been forever, huh? no matter how much i tried calling or texting, it never went through. i dont know where you are now. ive been searching for so so long, but something happened, and its so hard to hold onto the hope that youre still out there. honestly, theres a good chance youre dead and im sending this in vain, but i just cant get any closure. i cant stop until i find solid proof that youre not gone

god, i dont even know why im sending this its not going to go through anyways cause of this stupid fucking phone. i miss you, and i really hope youre okay. please be safe. i love you

... What?

Wait, who is this??

Hello???

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Did you see that villian attack at the central mall that appeared on the news? I swear the severity of every attack is increasing, there was so much property damage

That was on the news???

... Welp. Hope no civilians got hurt if the damage was that bad...

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