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// I think I’m going to place this blog (and Bea’s) on hiatus for a little bit. Nothing’s happened to the characters but I’m not super interested in RPing them right now. Might come back when the new Destiny season comes out, might not.

You can always find me at @nekrenmancer though!

#ooc #i haven't even played destiny in the last week so

roleplayers-ink

Tell my muse a lie they want to hear.

#ask meme

sustancy

#reblogs

you're not really all that important or anything, are you? nobody gives a damn about you. ((listen i am sorry i am BAD at being mean jfdkalfjdk))

Oh nooo, the function of the universe doesn't hinge on my individual experience? Whatever shall I do? How can I possibly cope with my own insignificance?

Isn't there a guardian you can terrify with this?

#ic #asks #// you tried and i appreciate it

rockinrpmemes

Prod my muse (anon or not) about their insecurities or what you THINK is their insecurities!!

NO HOLDS BAR: GO FOR THE THROAT.

#ask meme

sidebloggable

🌺 Tell me a preconeption/headcanon you have for one of my characters... 🌺

And I’ll rate how accurate it is on a scale of 1 to 10, 1 being way off and 10 being basically canon!

#ask meme

// So far Uldren has convinced himself not to make a callout post on the basis of "no one will believe me anyway."

#ooc #// anyway I'm sleep now

✧ + mara and/or petra heheheuehehe

Agh this one is hard because I don't think he'd ever actually agree to meet either of them in person. He's so certain* that Mara is Riven, that Petra is either a dupe or a second imposter, and deep in his heart I don't think there's anything or anyone he trusts to break him out of an Ahamkara illusion if he gets caught in one again. He still has moments fairly often when he thinks he's still delusional and everything around him is fake. He's not going to risk getting up close and personal with a potential Ahamkara.

(* Fun fact! The reason Uldren's so insistent on Mara being an Ahamkara is because it allows him to be mad at her. Of course he's angry at Riven; that feels safe. But if he admitted any possibility that she were actually Mara, he might have to also admit that he's angry at Mara too, and he won't let himself do that.)

Mara and/or Petra would probably have more luck trying to talk to Bea, TBH. But even there they're going to have trouble getting through. Bea wants absolutely nothing to do with Potential Ahamkara Issues, and though she's more open to the idea that they might be real, she and her timeline's Petra aren't close, while she actively dislikes Mara.

Honestly the main conversation Bea would want to have with either/both of them is "hey, could you please just block Uldren already?"

However, Uldren has been thinking of directly confronting Calypso / the entire dashboard with his accusation that Mara is an Ahamkara. So if that's somewhere you're interested in going, we could do that.

#ooc #asks

(Eavesdrop? :3c)

"That particular infant isn't ... the absolute worst to talk to."

("Aw, you like her.")

"I do not like her."

("We should tell her she's on the 'guardians Uldren tolerates' list.")

"Do not tell her that."

#ooc #asks

⏳ ⏳

The other first-generation Awoken and I are ... a great deal older, in terms of time lived, than any other neohuman in this universe. When I speak of being surrounded by toddlers ...

Sjur Eido and I dueled to the death three times. I defeated her twice; she shot me once. I still think her victory was graceless -- inelegant. We used to bicker about it on occasion. She burned entire swaths of forest to force me out of hiding; she never would have gotten the better of me if she hadn't taken out her frustrations on the landscape.

#// he's speaking more openly here than he usually would #// bc he is not going to talk about the distributary #// he -- and i -- assume that most of the awoken lorebooks are ooc knowledge & there's no reason for the average guardian to know about it #ic #asks